deserve-quotes

I keep seeing these reylo comics adapted from other people’s incorrect quotes and it kind of bothers me because I’ve been doing incorrect quotes for reylo and other star wars ships for a while now and they have plenty of notes like people like them and know they exist but I haven’t gotten any fan art based off my posts except once and it really bothers me I think my incorrect star wars quotes deserve fan art just as much as anyone else’s

You deserve the love you keep trying to give the world.

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“Maybe there’s a universe out there — happening now — where we end up together.
Maybe there’s a universe where I’m the right person for you. Where I adore every nice thing you did for me without starting to resent you. A universe where you actually end up with someone who appreciates you. Where no one becomes a doormat. Where both of us can shed our baggage and curiosity and issues.

If you think of it all this way, then it’s like neither of us did anything wrong. 

You just found me in the wrong universe. That’s all.

Because you could have loved me forever. And maybe in another universe, I let you.”
 
― Gaby Dunn

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“i hope you find someone who is brave enough to enter your storm, and respects you enough to love the size of your waves. i hope you find someone who will relish the calm you can have, and who is eager to set sail on the expanse of your mind. i hope you find someone that can’t escape the love they have for you, because now they have you in their very blood, always reminding them that you are the only sea worth exploring.” ~ t.b. laberge

  • Chuuya:I'm going to kill you! Perhaps not tonight.. But soon! I'm going to see you die!
  • Dazai:You'll have to wait in line. I hear the only tickets left are in general admission.
Saying “I deserve better" isn’t about being full of myself, it’s not about thinking I’m so great, it’s more about the lack of balance in the way our relationship became so utterly one-sided, and how horrific it felt to be giving and giving, and not getting anything back.
Don’t misunderstand, it’s not as if I gave only in order to get, it’s more that my relationship with you long ago turned toxic when I allowed you the power to suck everything from me and turn me into a ghost of who I once was.
Thing is, when we fell in love the give-and-take was exhilarating, never felt anything like it, but after the first few months you pretty much checked out, while I pathetically still tried to give and give and give, investing so much of myself into a relationship that you seemed to no longer value, leaving me feeling more like a pain in the ass to you than a friend, let alone a lover.
So sad that it was almost as if I had to do it, as if I was driven to suffer for us, indeed, I felt as if maybe I deserved some sort of reward for the suffering, or that you’d finally see I was worthy if I trod my personal Via Crucis for you, so I poured more and more of myself into the black hole that grew between us, because I didn’t know anything else I could do, desperately aching to connect, thinking if only I persisted that things would get better, that there was still enough good in ‘us’ to justify all the bad.
So on I went, hanging in there, wanting, needing, giving, turning myself into a Gollum-like creature in my intense craving to recapture the preciousssss that we’d once been, but it was completely off-kilter, cause while I was frantically trying to make it work, you quite obviously didn’t give a shit, even if you kept telling me you *did* still want it all.
I just had to examine the amount of time and heart I was investing, and the oh-so-little that *you* were investing, and accept that there was no way i could justify my actions and the toll it was taking on my head and heart.
I finally had to make the decision to step back, switch off, stop pushing for something that you obviously no longer wanted, had to say to myself “I do not need this shit. I deserve better, I need to stop throwing the pearls of my attention and affection into an abyss, I need to stop this madness.”
In the end I did just that, backed off and stopped, though even then you could not be bothered to as much as acknowledge it all or me, just shrugged, turned away and never uttered a peep, only confirming I did the right thing.
So yes, I know it had to end, and I know I deserve better, my dear, but tell me, even though I would *never* sat this to you, why the hell, after all these years do I still miss you like I do?