Sometimes good things happen to bad people and sometimes bad things happen to good people. It doesn’t mean God doesn’t exist or he’s not listening. It just means he’s testing us in how much we appreciate and in how much we overcome.
A point will come when you are bruised by the hands that don’t touch you. Where you are haunted by the shadows that don’t follow you and the sagging bed without it’s spring box is all that you look forward to. Where all the room you have left isn’t enough. Where doors only lead to stairs. Where windows lead to fields and yeah, your eyes are aching from the light because they have found so much comfort in the dark. Where your future runs on patterns and the weight of time has flattened your ambitions. Yeah, you stand there as all the filth covers your mirror because truth is, you’ve been hiding from yourself this whole time and somehow you’ve learned to accept it.
You are not weak to cry. You are strong enough to let it out. Those who think otherwise are imprisoned by the idea that strength comes from holding your emotions in but, it makes you weaker because your breakdown will be greater than letting it out from time to time.
Tragedy doesn’t give you the right to mistreat people or lie. It doesn’t give you the right to deceive or use people like tools then throw them away. In fact, tragedy should give you a very good reason to better yourself because it doesn’t define who you are but, the better person you aim to become.
It’s such a waste when the people you care most about only tell you what they think you want to hear. It’s such a shame when the words are meaningless yet, they thunder your heart and chew at what you hold most. Don’t let these little lies shape who you will become. Don’t let the sweet whispers make you adapt and settle like the dust. Once they pick up the wipers, you’ll be brushed away. You will be replaced like you didn’t even matter.
When you never really had someone but, their departure still hurts you anyways. It does something to you, you know. It breaks you down. We all think we’re so hard and unbreakable but, remember even the rocks are shaped by the wind and seas.
Fall in love with someone who’ll bring peace to your mind, heart and soul. Someone who’ll leave you doubtless. Someone who’ll give you the gift of loving without doubt and living without worry. After all, peace is a much greater offering than love itself and if you’re given both, take it and keep it.