deseased

Me with my everything
or Maybe me with my curse
or maybe me with my desease
from which i have been suffering
maybe i have been dragged into this for reasons unknown yet or maybe i didnt follow my dreams or maybe I do not have a dream or maybe this is all i have dream for,
Moslty we all dream of something but not live life in pursuit of it. Hence it’s as if we are stuck in a chain which is hard to break. Our thoughts drift to “i wish i could”…. and in the end all that ends up happening is we cross over and lose all the things for which we sacrificed our lifetime and money… our dreams…. why not start living in pursuit of our dreams? Take this life as a journey and make it beautiful and adventurous. Struggle for our dream… because only through those struggles do we get chance to explore ourselves and find ourselves.
I’d like to ask, how many of you out there are living in pursuit of your dreams? And if you are not, what is stopping you from doing so? Reply with your comments to these questions

MUHAMMAD IMRAN
Tatinof Australia

Friend: Are you ok?
Me: DAN FUCKING HOWELL GAVE PHIL FRICKIN LESTER A PIGGY BACK RIDE LIKE IT WAS A FLUFFING NORMAL OCCURRENCE AND IT WAS SO CUTE AND PHIL WAS HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE AND WHEN DAN THREW PHIL OFF HE WAS SO CONCERNED FOR HIS SAFETY AND IM DESEASED
Me: Yes.

Naruto Gaiden: Sarada Uchiha Theory

SO Basically Sarada knows NOTHING about the pros of being an uchiha, 

Now look the close up to her eyes..

Especially in the last panel, Look how blurried her eyesight looks,We all know Sarada has problems with her Eyesight, she wears glasses because she sees blurry otherwise

Does this remind you of something?
Let me Enlight you:

First of All , Sasuke vs Naruto 5 ; They are both fighting, Sasuke is about to hit naruto but his eyessight got weakened and turned blurry and naruto got a chance to hit him because of this.

EVEN KURAMA SAYS IT

Now After they finish fighting and stop because they are weakened laying in the floor

Specially THIS ONE NEXT, after sasuke admits being defeated laying weak in the floor

Still Cant See it? HERE lemme help you:
SASUKE AND SARADAS EYE COMPARATION

So I also found another Manga scans in which Sasukes eyes are weakened and he sees blurry Example after the fight with Danzo

He sees blurry because his eyesight is weakened which leads him to having to change to itachis eyes, because his eyes were going blind and blurry.
Imagine if he hadnt had Itachis eyes, he would have remained with blurry eyesight, which would have led to sasuke using glasses eventually or going totally blind if not.

Now i did some research and i found this exact same eye effect in the fight with Itachi , when He (itachi) was weakened you can notice the similar details but with another eye colour (though we all know itachi by this point was almost blind which explains the white colour)

We know itachi went totally blind for using his sharingan a lot, but we also know he had some Unknown desease, but its a fact that this eye effect is used to show weakened eyesight

Another Fact is that a Full uchiha blood have strong eyesight genes in order to be able to use the sharingan  because it consumes a lot of power and puts a lot of pressure under the eyes , so if we compare this to sarada being a Half uchiha (hybrid) , this explain her eyesight problems, her body is having a hard time because she does not all have all the genes needed. even itachi that was a Full blood was suffering and having a hard time imagine a half blood.

Which led me to the conclusion, what if , Sarada has the same condition as Itachi , we dont know if the eyesight problem came along with the spitting blood desease, But ,In my Opinion, I would Like to think that Sasuke is searching for a cure for this or any clue to help his daugther, i also like to add, that sakura is Hiding things from sarada, Specially not telling her about what being an uchiha means( Chouchous reference quote) also being determinated about sasukes mission and not even hesitating or feeling sad, i think they (sasuke and sakura) dont want to pain her and complicate the issue she already has with her eyesight by explaining her everything and they’ve been meeting in secret, while sakura has kept this from her, along with the uchiha story,also i think Sakura is Healing sarada in secret (maybe when she sleeps) that would explain why is she constantly Fainting and her lack of chackra.

Anyway thats my theory,I hope you guys like it ,I respect other theories, and also i would like to remind you all that kishi is the biggest troll in earth so dont get your hopes high ( SK ) , and just remember kishimoto already stated that Sakura and Sasuke are canon and Sarada is their daugther and Theres reason in her glasses, maybe hes just doing all this to brush off all the theories of saradas real mother and the glasses issue.
Tho Im not a big SS shipper, (in fact i dont really care about shipping wars) Im okay with them, same with other couples ,but I do aknowledge canon material ,so i just wanted to share my opinion of this New manga chapter, Lemme know your theories in my ask!

PS: Hate Messages will get ignored and deleted & Sorry for my grammar mistakes , english is not my main language.

INFJ Confession #2941

Every now and then I sit on my bed in the night and cry about everything… From pauverty to deseases, from war to terrorism… I’m constantly thinking of how this world would be if humans weren’t so… humans.

I need a 100k BTS zombie au with Yoonmin and possibly VKook starting from when the desease starts spreading and the members are in different places so they start freaking out and looking for each other and eventually they’re all back together again and the story develops from there.

If someone writes this, I’ll give them my heart and soul.

True love vs Obsessive love

One of my “favorite” anti-Snape arguments…..One of the most far-fetched.

Yeah, but that was not true love, it was obsessive love…..Obsession? Sounds to me like an unhealthy thing, like a desease……Another made-up argument to make Snape worse than he ever was. He really loved her, even though I have to admit he had no good idea how to deal with his feelings. I think he never learned that….His social skills were not that well-developed. He loved her the way he understood love. But I cannot find any sign of obsession in him. After not accepting Snapes apology he left her alone like she wished. He never stalked her or anything like that. He even accepted her marriage to James, talking of her as Lily Potter later, not only Lily Evans.

It is a human right to love somebody, also Severus right. And he was still a innocent child when it began. There is nothing creepy or obsessive about that. He was only unlucky Lily fell in love with James. But no one can order you to stop loving somebody. There is no reason to degrade his love because he became unpleasant and bitter later.

It is a fact that unfulfilled love is pretty often a very strong love. One reason I think, you never come to the point when you realize the annoying parts of your love every day……

I compare Severus love with a kind of courtly love. Have a look at the medieval times. When a knight loved a noblewoman, out of reach….and served her without the hope to get more than a smile or a thank you. In that times, it was seen as very honorable, much more than “normal” love. 

I could cry every time I see that picture. And again, I hear them…..yeah, but why is he holding the dead body, not the little child. Have they never lost somebody beloved? Never felt the pain, the grief? 

Like him or not, but yes he loved her. Nobody can deny it convincingly.

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm a 14 y/o that's around 40 pounds overweight, and I have a question to ask any one of you guys: Why are you happy about killing yourselves? Why would you not do anything to change your wieght and die of heart deseases and cancer? Why won't you heed doctor's warnings and everyone else that you're going to die? Why do you not own up to the fact you did this to yourself? I took up a sport and have been eating well and it's helping me feel good mentally and physically, so why did you give up

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

You Must be New Here. 

- Mod Dom. 

anonymous asked:

Quick question: what do you think about fictional desease?

Do you mean fictional disease? 

Like, as in authors making up diseases? That’s an excellent question.

I think it depends on the fictional work, tbh. In sci fi, that works pretty well, because you can just call it “space virus” and be done. But I hate this thing I call “Anime Girl Syndrome” where the protagonist is Dying Glamorously™ of some disease where the only symptom is fainting and random fevers and stuff. I think that sort of cheapens what it’s like to be chronically ill and is almost like false representation of a marginalized group?

Another problem is in fiction that takes place in the past, when next to no illnesses had names. In these, I think that it’s best to base it off real diseases and follow a pattern of symptoms, because that’s how an immune response works. 

That’s something I hate about certain fictional illnesses–not following a realistic immune response! Mostly this is done for comedic effect: multicolored pox, symptoms like floating and stuff, etc. It’s mostly in children’s works, too, so I don’t see a lot of it, but when I DO see it, it drives me bananas. If you’re going to invent a disease, you should know what body systems it’s involving and what the results would be in a human body. (I’m a scientist by trade, so this probably irritates me more than it does other people.)

For my own writing, I try to go realistic. In fic, I mostly write flu bugs and such; stuff that’s really common but takes a person down for a few days and then they’re back on their feet. In my book, I have a character who has a disease called spinocerebellar ataxia. This book takes place in a magical world long ago, and there’s no feasible way that she could have a medical diagnosis of this disease. Some people think she’s cursed, others understand she’s ill but are afraid of catching it. I never say the name of the disease, but the intent is that if you were familiar with it and reading the book, that you could say “she’s probably got some form of ataxia.” But I know EXACTLY what she has and I try to be as true to that as I can, I’m well-versed in both the biological pathways of the disease and stories of patients who have it, and I am donating 50% of the money that I make off the book to the NAF. (The other 50% will go to charities that help young women get educations. I always try to use my writing abilities for good, when I can.)

So anyway, I think there’s good and bad about it. I might not be making any sense. tldr; it honestly depends on the work and how well-done it is. 

Deseos

En ese momento deseé estar muerta, pero por más que lo desease yo seguía allí. Viva. Entonces entendí que a veces solo tienes que desear algo con todas tus ganas para que ese deseo se cumpla. Y morí… Morí dentro de mi cuerpo. Un cuerpo lleno de vida pero con un alma muerta en su interior. Morí viviendo. Morí sabiendo que ese era mi único destino y que no tenía más opciones para elegir. Y lo acepté. Acepté vivir aun sabiendo que nunca sería completamente feliz.

Originally posted by mirando-hacia-la-luna

youkaihime  asked:

Do you ever think of MatsuHana with hanahaki desease. Because i do. A lot. Cause "hanahaki" reminds me of "hanamaki" and Hanamaki actually has pink hair like sakura flowers and just... Hanamaki with hanahaki. It all works out in the end, of course. I can't kill them, not even in my head. But an almost death doesn't sound that bad, just the right amount of dramatic. Like, Mattsun confessing to Makki when he's just about to die so he appears dead, and then he kisses him and he heals and comes back

listen, what if, back when it’s just a crush and not love, matsukawa does that thing where he asks at one of their sleepovers like “who do you like?” and hanamaki tries to dodge and say no one but matsukawa knows he’s avoiding and tries to taunt it out of him and so hanamaki says iwa or oikawa and obviously they both know those two are crazy for each other

so matsukawa is like “oh, i’m really sorry” and hanamaki says it’s not a big deal, cuz it’s not love so he doesn’t have to worry about it

until he does. because he’s falling so hard for matsukawa and he’s spitting up flower petals and pieces of leaves and whole flowers and basically everyone knows that its matsukawa and matsukawa tries to comfort him because he thinks its oikawa or iwa and he tries so hard to help him get over it, and in the process of course falls in love with makki 

but since matsukawa is trying to help makki, oikawa and iwa think that he must know. they think makki must have told him and been denied for it to be this bad and still matsukawa tries to help him and finally they stage an intervention kind of thing and they’re like “you’ve got to stop. can’t you see what you’re doing to him? you’re trying to help but you’re making it worse. he can’t get over it! he can’t get better if you’re always right there!” and matsukawa is surprised but then he’s like “no.. you guys have got it wrong. it’s you he loves not me, he told me himself” and right then matsukawa coughs up a petal of his own

they get enough doubt through to him that matsukawa goes to the hospital where makki is and confronts him and hanamaki wails and tells him the truth. 

and matsukawa gathers him up and tells him of course he loves him. of course he’s important to him. of course it’s not one-sided either way. they’re together in everything, this not excluded

I already talked about the leviathans in the angel/demon AU. This is what they look like. 

They’re like fluid shadows who can transform and fuse together to be bigger and stronger (human weapons don’t work on them). Their saliva is poisened and cause a temporary madness that the angels call “the corruption” (because it makes the veins look black) and the demons call “the desease”.