depression blogs

That feeling when you miss someone so much not knowing if they miss you or even think of you at all.
—  Tenari Ioapo // Thoughts that kill you.
The worst crying is when you’re lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don’t make noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your heart’s breaking and you’re thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt.
—  (via sturzpoesie IG)
Do not go looking for love in a man who acts like a boy and treats you like you are one of his toys.
—  Tenari Ioapo

Please don’t let someone tell you that you are not worth it, that you are not loved, that you can’t be loved.

Please don’t let anyone break your heart willingly and then deny the fact that they were the cause. Do not allow anyone to take you for granted, use your body and tell you it’s love.

Please don’t let anyone take your hapliness away and make you feel as if your pain isn’t as valid as their own. Please don’t let anyone bring you down, so low to the point were you believe that you are useless.

Please don’t cry rivers over a person who would not shed a tear over you or someone who expects you to love them but they will refuse to love you back.

Please remember your health, your happiness, your heart all matter. Anyone who mistreats doesn’t deserve you.

—  Tenari Ioapo // You matter 2k17
do you ever just feel like you’re just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and you’re just never good enough because there’s always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you have literally nothing to fight against with
—  (via sturzpoesie IG)
She loved him,
He wasn’t like
Other men.
He was honest
Faithful, safe,
Real, not pretend.
—  Tenari Ioapo // confessions of a woman madly in love #27.
It’s like being home sick for a place that doesn’t exist.
I don’t wanna pretend to be happy anymore, this fake smile is starting to hurt my cheeks .
I don’t wanna think about the future, because I know it’s nothing but bleak.
I don’t wanna leave this house anymore, I don’t even wanna leave this bed.
I don’t wanna be awake anymore, all I hear is this chaos in my head.
I don’t wanna breath anymore, Im just better off dead.
—  My vanishing hope

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