You know you’re part of the MJFam when you see something completely unrelated to him but it says a date before 25th June 2009 and you think “Michael was still alive then…” Even if you don’t mean for your thoughts to go that way.
I just wish my parents, teacher and classmates could see how fucking hard I’m fucking trying to do this shit, I’m trying to finish all my homework, I’m trying to study for all these fucking tests every week but you know, its just really hard to focus and memorize all this useless information when all you’re thinking about is how much you fucking hate yourself and how much you deserve to die okay so give me a fucking break
People need to stop throwing the word “depressing ” and “depressed” around like its nothing. Having someone close to you die, is depressing, whereas having a celebrity that you like, leave their band, is not.
Having your boyfriend/girlfriend of 2 years breakup with you is depressing, whereas having your boyfriend/girlfriend of 2 weeks, breakup with you, is not. I’m not saying you can’t be sad over that… But it’s not depressing. Get over it. Being sad for 4 days is not depression and if you think that then you clearly don’t even know what depression is even about.
Depression is waking up in the morning, wishing you hadn’t.
Depression is never wanting to leave your room.
Depression is faking a smile 24/7
Depression takes everything away from you.
Depression makes you feel worthless.
Depression makes you suicidal.
Depression makes you contemplate whether you should jump infront of any car that passes you, as you walk alone.
Depression makes you think more about how you’re gonna commit suicide, than graduating high school.
Depression is something that takes over your life. You’re always sad, and some days, you’re just a little less sad than others.
Not getting tickets to see your favourite band is not depressing.
Not getting to hang out with your friends is not depressing.
Not getting a new phone is not depressing.
Not getting a text back from the person you like, is not depressing.
Not getting a follow back on twitter from one direction is not depressing.
STOP THROWING THE WORDS.
“depressed” and “depressing” AROUND.
DEPRESSION IS A SERIOUS MENTAL ILLNESS AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON WHY PEOPLE SEE IT AS A JOKE.
A veces necesitas un abrazo. Solo uno. A cualquier hora. Sin la necesidad de explicar nada a nadie. Solo un abrazo y tal vez un beso en la frente. O quizás esas palabras de: "tranquilo, todo estará bien". No sé, pero a veces ni una palabra puede hacer tanto como cuando alguien te abraza y te pierdes en medio de tanta tristeza.
That’s the fucked up part. How can you look at your phone, filled with messages, and ignore each? Especially knowing it will hurt her more, you ignore it on purpose. I may be the crazy bitch, but at least I’m not an asshole
One day you will make peace with your demons. One day the chaos will come to a stop. One day it will no longer be the treachery of life that will knock your breath away, but rather it’s beauty. For the first time in a long time, maybe life will just embrace you in its arms - welcoming you home.