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I’m terrified of falling for you
Because I see
Much more beauty in you
Than I’ve ever seen in myself.

12:19am: hey, it’s been a while. how are you? where have you been? are you sleeping better? are you still so lonely?

1:04am: i’m not drunk, okay? i’m not. i just miss you. that’s all, that’s all.

1:46am: just call me back, alright?

1:58am: somebody said you found somebody new. does she love you? does it hurt?

2:04am: i don’t even miss you, dammit. i don’t know what i’m doing. i don’t think about you anymore. i don’t care.

2:05am: whatever, i’m blocking your number.

2:07am: okay so i didn’t block your number. i still hate you though.

2:11am: i don’t hate you.

7:28am: sorry, i passed out. i don’t even remember what i said. can you just forget all this? can you just forget me?

—  VOICEMAILS || s.o.

The most depressing thing about 13 Reasons Why is not the fact that Hannah killed herself, or the way everyone else in her life felt afterwards. It’s that in one way or another, we relate to a character. We feel like Hannah does, or Justin, or Jessica, or Alex, or any of them. We get it. That’s the most depressing part.

I’m losing my fucking mind over you.
I still love you.
And, without lying to myself, I think I always will.
—  Nicole Torres // excerpt from a book I’ll never write; E.M //