I’ll never be able to get them out of my mind. They have mentally altered me and changed me in a way I can’t reverse - but I’m okay with that. I’m okay with having their name pop into my mind whenever I hear our song on the radio or watch their favorite TV show - even if they did shatter my heart as if it meant nothing.
—  I don’t know how to be something you’ll remember. (c.g.)

You slowly start to lose yourself when you start to hate yourself. You stay up still 3AM wondering if your life is even worth it and that’s when you start to decide if you should keep living another day. But your life is worth it, and there are tons of people who believe that too. Life is shitty but it’s up to you, if you want to change it our not.

i wanted you concealed in my arms,
instead of concealed in my thoughts.
and maybe you weren’t in my arms,
because my arms weren’t enough to support you.
maybe they weren’t meant to hold you.
maybe my head was only enough to understand you,
and my body just wasn’t enough.

“I wish the pain to end on the brightest star I can see, but wishes are just part of our imagination to give us a shred of hope that we no longer have.”