deppressive

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Monday, January, 2017

Have you ever felt so angry you could die? I feel this anger coming all the way from my body and it makes everything seens black abd white and everything just sucks.

Mom hates me, and i think i hate me too.      
Everything seems to push me over the edge, is it puberty? Or is it that the world around me is slowly but surely crashing down? I wouldn’t want to die although sometimes i wish that i’ve never been born at all.
I guess that would be grand and it would make a difference or perhaps not. We’ll never know.
Nobody said that life and loving someone would hurt so badly. If so? Who?

Us as teenagers, as the youth are being misunderstood allot and hurt allot and yet adults dare to tell us that it’s just because we’re young means we don’t have the right to get angry or deppresed because we supposedly don’t have any knowledge of life. Everybody gets hurt and everybody hurts.

The anger just seems to choke up to a point of no return.

Why do people create families and say that they would rather have healthy family than everything else, but then breaks that oromise by judging their children for being different and break the family apart.

Why do feel this way?
Will it go away?

See
I don’t
Know why
I liked you so much
I gave you all
Of my trust
I told you
I loved you
Now that’s all down the drain
You put me through pain
I wanna let you know
How I feel

Fuck what I said
It don’t mean shit now
Fuck the presents
Might as well throw ‘em out
Fuck all those kisses
They didn’t mean jack
Fuck you
You hoe
I don’t want you back

You thought
You could
Keep this shit from me
Yeah
You burnt bitch
I heard the story
You played me
You even gave him head
Now you asking for me back
You just another act
Look elsewhere
Cause you done with me

Fuck what I said
It don’t mean shit now
Fuck the presents
Might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses
They didn’t mean jack
Fuck you
You hoe
I don’t want you back

—  Eamon “Fuck It (I don’t want you back)”