demons of the mind

Sometimes,
painful memories are
the bautiful demons
that entice
our mind and heart
at the same time..
They hurt our breaths intensely,
and makes life
little unbearably difficult..
But sometimes,
they’re also the delightful angels
that helps you to get through
the ultimate phase of
transformation in life..
So revere the pain..
and honour the memory..
—  kishamore 

anonymous asked:

hey emily, i noticed you listen to a lot of podcasts, and i was wondering if you could rec me some?? preferably sci-fi and ghost stories?? thank you!!

ugh, anon, what a fantastic question. i will say, though, that a lot of the credit goes to @jessaminelovelace bc i wouldn’t have heard of a lot of these without her. ok here’s some:

GHOST STORIES (basically this is like a horror category i hope you don’t mind):

  • the black tapes (ghosts, demons, apophenia oh my! the same people make the tanis podcast, but i’m in a minority who doesn’t really enjoy it, but if you like the black tapes you might want to look at that too!) 
  • return home (more demons than ghosts) 
  • we’re alive (this is zombies)
  • archive 81 (kinda more demon-y but also a little sci fi-ish)
  • small town horror (i can’t tell you what this is bc i’ll spoil it)
  • wormwood (again, more demons than ghosts. and i only rec the first two seasons)
  • the bridge (kinda sci fi but also spooooky) 
  • the no sleep podcast (this isn’t a long form story, it’s just three stories dramatized from the no sleep reddit thread per episode - can be hit or miss but has some really good ones) 

SCI FI:

  • wolf 359 (stuck in space)
  • ars paradoxica (time traveling)
  • eos 10 (space travel)
  • the message (aliens??? disease??? who knows)
  • limetown (i can’t tell you what this is bc i’ll spoil it)

i hope that helps, anon!

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HetaMyths Ch. 1 - Luciano Vargas
What do you think when you hear of a demon? A servant of Satan? A cruel, vile being with no heart or mercy? A villain in a game? Or perhaps a monster in a life of crime? ...

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  What do you think when you hear of a demon? A servant of Satan? A cruel, vile being with no heart or mercy? A villain in a game? Or perhaps a monster in a life of crime?

   But, what if I told you that demons come in all shapes and sizes? Have personalities just like that of a human being? And…There are even different species? Would you believe that? Or would you just…deny it and stay close to your bible? Here’s a story all about a Nightmare Demon. Wait…You don’t know what a Nightmare Demon is? Well, a Nightmare Demon has the most control over the mind, soul, and Nightmare Magic. They are known for their intelligence and military strength. However, they are scattered around the world. Ones holding the Medieval Times close to them stick in clans, ranging in size. The more animalistic ones who are less civilized are in flocks. The solitaries are usually civilized and hide with humans. And sometimes, there are families who all live alone in their territory. Complex, huh? Well, this story is about a certain Nightmare Demon named Luciano Paolo Vargas.

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El siempre aparece. El es el que se encarga de restregarme los errores en la cara.
De donde vino el? lo reconozco desde hace mucho tiempo.
El vino a hacerme daño, de que parte en mi interior viene?
El ahora esta haciéndome daño.
El es el que esta ganando ahora.
El ha tomado mis sueños y los ha desechado.
El tomo mis esperanzas y las devoro para luego echarme sus porquerías encima.
El es el engendro que siempre me amarra a lo que no quiero hacer.
Porque no tengo la fuerza necesaria para liberarme? Porque soy como soy? porque dejo que el siga adelante? Porque a el le di mi lugar en los tiempos en los que yo era nada. Y tuve la ilusión de que era alguien. Llego usted y me revolvió mi mundo, en verdad me hizo dar cuenta que no soy nada. Que aunque tenga muchas habilidades, soy nada. No he hecho nada, y mientras tanto el solo me suelta para reírse en mi cara, ahora el solo quiere ver mis lagrimas.

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