demegod

There are only five people I don't ever want to disappoint.
I’m not exactly saying that I don’t care about what other people think or say of me, it’s just that these few people have found their ways to special places in my heart (figuratively speaking).
  • My Dad – because the look of disappointment in his eyes whenever I do something he displeases just breaks my heart. Like he was the one who disappointed himself, not me. I don’t ever want to see that in anybody.
  • Krishel, Maegan, and Beatriz – because they are three of the nicest people I know. They don’t pass judgment. Well, at least, to me. I appreciate that. I really do.
  • Alvin – Do you know what he told me earlier today? He asked me not to ever leave him. Because I was his family. Because he claims that I am the only person left that makes him happy. He made me promise not to ever leave him. And I won’t. I swear, no matter what happens, I won’t.

I’m crying again, omg.

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Maegan! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!1!1! I wish I was there to celebrate with you. :( I miss you so, so much! I apologize for not being able to go online today. I hope you have a fantastic birthday. I swear I’ll make it up to you one of these days. Come here soon, okay? This is the lamest message ever, but I still hope it puts a smile on your beautiful face :“> I love you, Hun! Forever. ♥