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I’m so frustrated right now with you as a whole, tumblr; not my followers or anyone specific, but just frustrated with the mass hivemind that is tumblr.

Honestly, if it weren’t for the people I’m dedicated to helping, I would seriously consider bailing on how trash the people on this site have become. It’s such a bad crowd

[[Thought of the day: When it comes to the Dark Brotherhood sending their ‘We Know’ notes, do they have an official person who does the handprint? Or do people take turns? Do some people get really fat hands or overly skinny hands or a really small handprint or one missing parts of their fingers?]]

"Dude believe me I’ve suffered more than you" "Listen to me, I’ve got way more depression than you" "Hahaha i can assure you I get way more anxious than you" THIS ISNT A COMPETITION, FOR FUCKS SAKE. DO YOU THINK I SIGNED UP FOR THIS? FOR THE UGLY LOOKS? FOR THE "you’re useless"? FOR CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP. FOR BEING EMOTIONALLY, VERBALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED? DO YOU FUCKING THINK I ENJOY ALL THIS? THE MEDICATIONS, THE CONSTANT REMINDERS OF PEOPLE, THE JOKES ON MY ILLNESSES? HOLY FUCK I GET IT YOU SUFFERED TOO, BUT PLEASE DONT TELL ME YOU SUFFER MORE THAN ME, BECAUSE I WOULDNT WISH THAT EVEN TO MY WORST ENEMY.

I go to clinical and I’m there all day and I help people and I make connections with patients and I feel so many things and they’re so vulnerable and I feel for them and I try to help and we do help and I feel good about what I do even if it’s really small right now and this is all new but I come home from a long day and I feel like I’ve done so much and I feel like what I have done is significant and I try to talk about it and talk about my day and about my patients and what I’ve done because it feels good I thought I was doing good but no one cares and no one asks about it and no one wants to know and if I try to talk about it no one is really interested and then I just feel like my entire day that was significant to me maybe it isn’t important at all and maybe I’m not doing anything good or meaningful

can u imagine how worried baekhyun must have been to post that picture on instagram? how long he spent pondering clicking the post button and also fear of the backlash he might receive? but he did it, after 9 months of nothing but little comments here and there he finally updated, and it makes me think that maybe this symbolizes a new start, that with this new era of “we are one” he can try and reach out to exo-l’s once again, and the thought makes me so happy and i hope he knows how many people still love him.