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"Happiness held is the seed; Happiness shared is the flower." #JohnHarriganQuote Happy Founder’s Day to all my Lovely Sisters of Phi Alpha Omicron. It’s truly an honor to watch the seed of compassion, sophistication, elegance, diversity, & leadership grow so tremendously in our sisterhood since being established. It was all just an idea at first & it turned into reality when the determination of five founders, including myself, were able to come together, create, & think of the bigger picture. ๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ #ToTheFounders #Feb092011 #AlphaChapter #Founders #Chelsea #Hilda #Deissy #Monique #Ammy #PhiAlphaOmicron #PhiAO #Fresno #GreekLife #MySquad #LoveMyGirls #AlphaToZeta #LoveMyFounders #OneToFive

It’s crazy to think that my best friend would have turned 19 today. We use to talk about how we were gonna go crazy once we turned 18. We were gonna get stupid tattoos and smoke and drink until we couldn’t remember who we were, and it’s sad that I never got that chance to live life fully with her. It scares me to think that it’s been 4 years since she died. It scares me to think of what would have happened if she didn’t die. It scares me to think of the possibility of us drifting apart like how I did with all of my other middle school friends, but then again maybe we all wouldn’t have if she was still alive. Not a single day goes by where I don’t think of her. I miss her more and more the older I get. I just wish I could have had more time with her. I wish I could have told her I loved her just once more. I wish I could have gotten to say goodbye before it was too late. I just really wish I had no regrets.