deep thoughts

Don’t leave, please don’t, we can get through this, please I’m sorry".

I see the desperation screaming at me through his eyes but beneath that is nothing but guilt and lies. An apology is simply nothing but words being said for the sake of being said. He only wanted me to stay because the thought of him being lonely was killing him.

“The pain you caused me cannot simply be fixed with another meaningless apology”

I snap back slamming the door behind me.

—  Tenari Ioapo // excerpt from a book I’ll never write.

AYO WUSS GOOD IT’S YA BOIIIIII KEEPIN IT 100

*Air horn noise plays as I contemplate how far I’ve fallen, and what I’ve done to get to this point. I think back to the times where I didn’t yell like this, and when my life wasnt so devoid of meaning*

It’s 2am and all I crave is your hands on my skin and your lips on mine.
—  Tenari Ioapo