dec. 2011

f(x) Masterpost

In light of Amber’s recent Instagram posts [x,x] I have decided to make a masterpost of all of the MVs that Amber and her fellow f(x) members have been in to show my support for Amber and f(x). Please continue to love and support Amber and f(x) however you can. Also if I have left anything out please feel free to add it on the end.

Amber Solo MVs
AMBER 엠버 Need To Feel Needed Video Clip (May 24, 2016)
[STATION] AMBER 엠버 Borders Music Video (March 24, 2016)
AMBER ‘Beautiful’ Special Video (Sep 17, 2015)
AMBER 엠버 Beautiful Lyric Video (Feb 9, 2015)

Luna Solo MV
LUNA 루나 Free Somebody Music Video (May 30, 2016)

f(x) members collaborations in MVs
[MV] 루나, 하니, 솔라 Luna, Hani, Solar - HONEY BEE ( 박근태 Keun Tae Park) (Jan 18, 2017)
[STATION] 신용재X루나 그대라서 (It’s You) Music Video (Dec 15, 2016)
[STATION] AMBER X LUNA Heartbeat (Feat. Ferry Corsten, Kago Pengchi) Music Video (Oct 1, 2016)
KSUKE x AMBER from f(x) - BREATHE AGAIN (Sep 8, 2016)
[STATION] R3hab X f(AMBER+LUNA) Wave Music Video (May 5, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 On My Own (Feat.Gen Neo) Music Video (May 17, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 On My Own (Feat.Gen Neo) (Korean ver.) Music Video (May 17, 2016)
지코 (ZICO) - 사랑이었다 (Feat. LUNA of f(x)) MV (Jan 24, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 SHAKE THAT BRASS (Feat. 태연 (소녀시대)) Music Video (Feb 12, 2015)
S.M. THE BALLAD Vol.2 (에스엠 더 발라드) BREATH_Music Video (JPN ver.) (Feb 12, 2014)
Henry 헨리 1-4-3 (I Love You) (feat. f(Amber)) Music Video (Aug 21, 2013)
Henry & Amber HAPPY HOLIDAYS Video Clip (Dec 23, 2011)

f(x) MVs
[STATION] 에프엑스 All Mine Music Video (Jul 21, 2016)
에프엑스 4 Walls Music Video (Oct 26, 2015)
에프엑스 Red Light Music Video (Jul 2, 2014)
에프엑스_첫 사랑니 (Rum Pum Pum Pum) Music Video (Jul 24, 2013)
에프엑스 Electric Shock Music Video (Jun 11, 2012)
에프엑스 LA chA TA(라차타) MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 6, 2011)
에프엑스 Chocolate Love MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 6, 2011)
에프엑스 NU ABO(NU 예삐오) MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 5, 2011)
에프엑스 Chu~♡ MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 5, 2011)
에프엑스 HOT SUMMER MUSIC VIDEO (Jun 17, 2011)
에프엑스 Danger(피노키오) MUSIC VIDEO (May 30, 2011)
에프엑스 피노키오 (Danger) MUSIC VIDEO (Apr 18, 2011)
에프엑스 f(x) NU ABO(NU 예삐오) Music Video (May 4, 2010)  
에프엑스 f(x) Chu~♡(츄~♡) Music Video (Nov 5, 2009)
에프엑스 f(x) LA chA TA(라차타) Music Video (Sep 2, 2009)


Rhodochrosite 05 by Xiao-dong Xu
Via Flickr:
菱锰矿,产自巴西(Conselheiro, Lafaite, Minas Gerais, Brazil),5.7 x 5.1 x 2.5 cm。粉红色的菱锰矿覆盖在玉髓表面,形成葡萄状造型,非常吸引人。 Vibrant bubble gum pink hemispheres of rhodochrosite are scattered about on a bed of gray chalcedony making for a dynamic and contrast rich display specimen. This photo was selected by as Photo of the Day (31st Dec 2011)


EDIT 05/26/16: If the links to the fics don’t show up, please go to Some tumblr update apparently disabled all the links on this post. sorry for the inconvenience!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! This is late, but hey, here it is! I’ve been marathon-ing kakasaku fics recently since i NEEDED to satisfy my shipper heart before i drop everything and become serious for school next year.

Includes (*=contains some nsfw elements):

  • (20) (High) School AU
  • (25) Modern day AU (general)
  • (13) Fantasy/Sci-Fi AU (with sub-AUs indicated)
  • (04) Historical Romance AU
  • (19) Specific-book/movie AU/Crossover
  • (11) Time Travel AU
  • (11) Generation/Age Swap AU
  • (08) Co-Habitation AU
  • (07) Trapped in a Jutsu AU
  • (03) One of them is not Konoha Shinobi AU
  • (13+01) One of them has kids/Sakura gets pregnant AU
  • (18) One of them is Hokage AU
  • (07) Ghost and Living Person AU
  • (05) Amnesia Fics
  • (08) My Favorite kind of Sakura (where Sakura is a step ahead of Kakashi)
  • (22) In-Narutoverse, Mission Plots
  • (65) In-Narutoverse, Relationship-driven Multi-chapters
  • (46) NSFW (a large portion of the fic is NSFW)
  • (04) OT3
  • (93) Various Oneshots (Happy, Sad, Crack, etc.)
  • (27) Drabble and Oneshot Collections
  • (07) Unclassified Fics (I dont want to spoil them by classifying/i can’t classify them)
  • (04+(01)) NON-KAKASAKU FICS with platonicKakasaku <3
  • (11) Notable Naruto Fanfics


  1. I can’t guarantee consistent quality, characterizations and moral inclinations in all fanfics since i ’collect’ fics according to a mental checklist i have. For example, even if I do hold a Sakura as someone who can only have intimate relations with someone she’s emotionally invested in as my headcanonHarunoSakura, i can still cherish a Sakura who does one night stands (but not so much a Sakura that is reduced to an absolute mess just because a man is shirtless or someone says the word “penis.” she IS a medic, guys. she can’t possibly be THAT shy about it).
  2. There’s a LOT of NSFW fics floating around, which means there’s a lot of Fics that have made me go “NOPE! 8D” but i decided to include them since i liked some specific thing in it (plot, fluffy moment, characterization, etc) and i float different boats depending on the day. what i could probably HATE WITH A BURNING PASSION TODAY, i might be able to forgive tomorrow.
  3. I included the dates when it was last updated so that you can decide for yourself whether or not you’re going to be emotionally invested in something that was left hanging or was deliberately discontinued.

With that in mind, please enjoy!



Keep reading

Jenelle relationship/pregnancy timeline

2008 - Starts dating Andrew (Jenelle says they were engaged at some point of their relationship but didn’t specify when)
Dec 2008 - Gets pregnant with Jace
Aug 2009 - Jace is born and Andrew leaves
2010 - Starts dating Kieffer
Oct 2010 - Jenelle and Kieffer arrested for breaking and entering, drug possession.
Jan 2011 - Breaks up with Kieffer (shortly gets back with Kieffer)
Feb 2011 - Breaks up with Kieffer (gets back together shortly after)
Aug 2011 - Breaks up with Kieffer
Sept 2011 - Starts dating Josh
Sept 2011 - Moves in with Josh
Sept 2011-  Breaks up with him after dating for 5 days
Nov 2011 - Gets back with Kieffer
Dec 2011 - Breaks up with Kieffer
Jan 2012 - Starts dating Gary
Jan 2012 - Gets matching YOLO tattoos with Gary
March 2012 - Starts dating Kieffer again
May 2012 - Starts dating Gary again
May 2012 - Gets engaged to Gary
May 2012 - Breaks up with him 2 weeks later. Claims he stole jewelry and broke into her house
June 2012 - Gets back with Gary
June 2012 -Jenelle says Gary choked her. Both charged with assault, possession of paraphernalia, possession of marijuana and Kolopin.
June 2012 - Calls of engagement to Gary
July 2012 - Starts dating Kieffer again
Aug 2012 - Alleged engagement to Kieffer?
Sept 2012 - Moves to NJ with Kieffer
Sept 2012 - Breaks up with Kieffer
Oct 2012 - Starts dating Courtland
Oct 2012 - Breaks up and gets back together with Courtland
Nov 2012 - Gets engaged to Courtland
Dec 2012 - Gets married to Courtland
Dec 2012 - Breaks up with Courtland after a few Twitter feuds
Jan 2013 - Spends NYE with Courtland and says they never broke up
Jan 2013 - Gets matching tattoos with Courtland
Jan 2013 - Announces pregnancy
Jan 2013 -  Jenelle filed four counts of assault on a female and two counts of battery of unborn child against Courtland.
Jan 2013 - Gets back with Gary/moves in with him
Jan 2013 - the “Kool Aid” miscarriage w/ Courtland’s baby
March 2013 - Breaks up with Gary
March 2013 - Starts dating Courtland again
April 2013 - Jenelle and Courtland arrested for heroin and assault 
May 2013 - Gets back with Courtland after their heroin arrest
May 2013 - Jenelle gets pregnant with Courtland’s baby
June 2013 - Courtland goes to jail, they break up
June 2013 - Jenelle has an abortion
June 2013 - Jenelle starts dating Nathan
June 2013 - Jenelle thinks shes pregnant with Nathan’s child (she isn’t. She still had pregnancy hormones from the abortion she literally just had.)
June 2013 - Jenelle and Nathan move in together
June 2013 - Starts trying to have a baby with Nathan (yes, after being with him less than a month)
Sept 2013 - Gets matching name tattoos with Nathan
Oct 2013 - Gets pregnant with Kaiser
Dec 2013 - Announces pregnancy
Dec 2013 - Jenelle and Nathan fight, Jenelle is arrested for "breach of peace"  
May 2014 - Jenelle is finally able to (according to law in her state) file for divorce from Courtland
June 2014 - Kaiser is born
July 2014 - Nathan proposes
June 2014 - Officially divorced from Courtland
May 2015 - Jenelle is arrested for 1st degree criminal physical assault on Nathan
Aug 2015 - Calls off engagement with Nathan
Aug 2015 - Seen with Kieffer again
Sept 2015 - Starts dating David
Sept 2015 - David moves in with Jenelle
Dec 2015 - Jenelle gets pregnant
end of Feb 2016 - Jenelle has a miscarriage
April 2016 - Alleged break up with David. David changed his FB relationship status to “It’s complicated”
April 2016 - Gets pregnant with Ensley
Aug 2016 - Announces she’s having a baby girl with David
Jan 2017 - Ensley is born 
Feb 2017 - Gets engaged to David
March 2017 - Jenelle and David move into their home they built
Sept 2017 - David and Jenelle will be having their wedding on their land

I think I got it all 😅Please let me know if I missed anything/messed anything up and I will correct it 

Posts You May Not Have Seen

Hey kids, this blog has officially been around since Dec 2011! So since ya’ll love being in the moment it occurred to me that you might not have had the time or patience to dig through my tags, posts, or lists. So here’s some posts that I am pretty fond of and think will help people out, all in one place.
BREAKING: Manuel Noriega, Dictator Ousted by U.S. in Panama, Dies at 83
Mr. Noriega, known for drug ties and double-dealing with Washington, was unseated in 1989 in what was then the largest American military action since Vietnam.
By Randal C. Archibold

Manuel Antonio Noriega, the brash former dictator of Panama and sometime ally of the United States whose ties to drug trafficking led to his ouster in 1989 in what was then the largest American military action since the Vietnam War, has died. He was 83.

President Juan Carlos Varela of Panama announced Mr. Noriega’s death on Twitter early Tuesday morning.

Mr. Varela’s post read, “The death of Manuel A. Noriega closes a chapter in our history; his daughters and his relatives deserve to bury him in peace.”

Mr. Noriega died around 11 p.m. Monday at Santo Tomás Hospital in Panama City, a hospital employee confirmed. An official cause of death was not immediately available.

Mr. Noriega had been in intensive care since March 7 after complications developed from surgery to remove what his lawyer described as a benign brain tumor. His daughters told reporters at the hospital in March that he had had a brain hemorrhage after the procedure. He had been granted house arrest in January to prepare for the operation.

His medical problems came on the heels of a legal odyssey that had begun with the invasion and led to prison terms in the United States, France and finally Panama. While imprisoned abroad he suffered strokes, hypertension and other ailments, his lawyers said.

After returning to Panama on Dec. 11, 2011, he began serving long sentences for murder, embezzlement and corruption in connection with his rule during the 1980s.

It was an inglorious homecoming for a man who had been known for brandishing a machete while making defiant nationalist speeches and living a lavish, libertine life off drug-trade riches, complete with luxurious mansions, cocaine-fueled parties and voluminous collections of antique guns. It was a quirky life as well: He liked to display his teddy bears dressed as paratroopers.

Playing Both Sides

Mr. Noriega, who became the de facto leader of the country by promoting himself to full general of the armed forces in 1983, had a decades-long, head-spinning relationship with the United States, shifting from cooperative ally and informant for American drug and intelligence agencies to shady adversary, selling secrets to political enemies of the United States in the Western Hemisphere and tipping off drug cartels. Whose side he was on was often hard to tell.

It was an awkward embrace that befitted the history of American and Panamanian relations since the United States built the Panama Canal early in the 20th century. The United States continued to operate the canal — and govern a strip of territory alongside it — for eight decades before turning it over to Panama on Dec. 31, 1999.

In the 1990 book “In the Time of the Tyrants,” a chronicle of the Noriega years, the journalists Richard M. Koster and Guillermo Sánchez Borbón gave a startling example of Mr. Noriega’s double-dealing. While providing secrets about Cuba to the United States, they wrote, Mr. Noriega sold Fidel Castro thousands of Panamanian passports, at $5,000 each, for use by Cuban secret agents and possibly agents of other Soviet bloc nations.

The authors estimated that his illicit gains came to at least $772 million. (The White House put his personal fortune at $200 million to $300 million in the months before his ouster.)

“He craved power and became a tyrant,” Mr. Koster and Mr. Sánchez wrote in laying out Mr. Noriega’s ultimate undoing. “He craved wealth and became a criminal. And the careers came in conflict.”

Mr. Noriega’s two-facedness was known to the American authorities. But they saw him as useful in their efforts to maintain influence in Panama at a time of political instability and leftist uprisings in Central America. He provided, for one thing, an important listening post in the region.

Plucked From Power

He grew more belligerent, however, and by 1989 American patience had run out. Lawmakers in Washington, some of them worried about the coming turnover of the canal to Panama, began asking more questions about his ties to drug traffickers. Opposition in Panama had also grown, ignited in large measure by the torture and murder in 1985 of Dr. Hugo Spadafora, a longtime critic who had publicly accused Mr. Noriega of being in league with Colombian drug cartels.

Mr. Noriega turned more violent toward political opponents, setting his feared anti-riot units — his “Dobermans” — on demonstrators.

The United States Senate in 1986 overwhelmingly approved a resolution calling on Panama to remove Mr. Noriega from the Panamanian Defense Forces pending an investigation of charges of corruption, election fraud, murder and drug trafficking. The next year, after Congress cut off military and economic aid, Panama defaulted on its foreign debt payments, and its economy contracted by a startling 20 percent.

In 1988, Mr. Noriega was indicted in Miami and Tampa, Fla., on federal narcotics-trafficking and money-laundering charges. He was accused of turning Panama into a shipping platform for South American cocaine destined for the United States, and allowing drug proceeds to be hidden in Panamanian banks.

Mr. Noriega responded by organizing large demonstrations in Panama against the United States. Gripping a machete as he spoke to a crowd, he declared, “Not one step back!” The slogan began appearing on billboards throughout Panama City.

There was a failed coup in 1988. The next year, Mr. Noriega annulled the results of Panama’s presidential election, ratcheting up pressure on the United States to take action. After another failed coup, in 1989, he anointed himself “maximum leader,” and the National Assembly declared war on the United States.

Then, on Dec. 16, 1989, Panamanian troops shot and killed an unarmed American soldier in Panama City, wounded another and arrested and beat a third soldier whose wife they threatened with sexual assault.

“That was enough,” President George Bush said in announcing the invasion, which included more than 27,000 troops.

A White House statement as the invasion got underway said the United States had acted “to protect American lives, restore the democratic process, preserve the integrity of the Panama Canal treaties and apprehend Manuel Noriega.” Political commentators at the time assigned other motives, including a way for Mr. Bush to shake off perceptions of weakness; his poll numbers rose significantly after the invasion.

Panamanian forces were quickly overwhelmed as Mr. Noriega escaped into hiding, surfacing days later on Dec. 24 at the Vatican Embassy in Panama City. Twenty-three American service members were killed and more than 300 wounded in the invasion; casualties among Panamanians have been disputed, with the Panamanian government at the time estimating several hundred soldiers and civilians died, while some human rights groups insist the toll was much higher.

American troops descended on the embassy, and a standoff followed. For a time, American forces blasted heavy metal music (including Van Halen’s “Panama”) to torment Mr. Noriega and prevent reporters with directional microphones from hearing conversations between military and Vatican officials. He surrendered on Jan. 3, 1990, and was flown to jail in Florida, leaving behind a new president sworn in on an American military base and a new era for Panama.

A Strongman’s Ascent

Manuel Antonio Noriega was born in a Panama City slum on Feb. 11, 1934 — or was he? The date has been in dispute. In a court hearing in France in June 2010, he initially gave his birth year as 1936, but then corrected himself, saying it was 1934, the generally accepted date. Legal documents have listed it as 1938, and Mr. Noriega had been said to lie about his age.

His father was a public accountant and his mother a cook or laundress, depending on the account, but for murky reasons they were gone from his life in early childhood. He told interviewers that he had been raised by a godmother. He attended the Instituto Nacional, Panama’s best public high school, and in a yearbook he named his life’s ambitions: to be a psychiatrist and president of Panama.

When his plans for medical school did not work out, a connection in government helped him get a scholarship to a military academy in Peru. On his return, he began rising in the National Guard.

In the late 1960s, he came under the tutelage of Gen. Omar Torrijos Herrera, a dictator who would sign a 1977 treaty in which the United States would agree to cede control of the canal and the American property alongside it in December 1999. Mr. Noriega became a loyal aide to General Torrijos, orchestrating the abuse and imprisonment of political opponents and tightening relationships with American law enforcement and intelligence officers.

After General Torrijos died in a plane crash in western Panama in 1981, Mr. Noriega maneuvered to take over the National Guard. Ascending to the rank of general in 1983, he effectively became the country’s strongman, even though a civilian was president. An early step was to unite the various guard units under the Panama Defense Forces.

He took on the moniker “El Man,” but the nickname that endured among his detractors was “Pineapple Face,” owing to his pockmarked skin. (A judge in California in October 2014 dismissed a lawsuit filed by Mr. Noriega’s representatives protesting the use of his likeness and the “Pineapple Face” moniker in a “Call of Duty” video game.)

Embracing his power, Mr. Noriega rigged civilian elections to favor his handpicked candidates. He strengthened ties to drug traffickers. But he also sought close bonds with the United States.

Even as American drug agents grew more worried about his cartel relationships, Mr. Noriega reached out to the White House aide Lt. Col. Oliver L. North during the Iran-contra affair, meeting with him in September 1986 in London, according to notebooks of Colonel North’s obtained by the National Security Archive through the Freedom of Information Act.

Colonel North was a central player in a Reagan administration scheme to sabotage the leftist Sandinista government in Nicaragua by secretly selling arms to Iran and using the proceeds to finance rightist Nicaraguan rebels, known as the contras. Congress had banned funding them.

Mr. Noriega offered to assassinate Sandinista leaders or commit acts of sabotage in exchange for Colonel North’s help in repairing Mr. Noriega’s deteriorating image in Washington. A congressional report said that the sabotage plan had been approved, but there is no evidence that it was carried out. In any event, it was too late for image rehabilitation; the American invasion was around the corner.

Inmate No. 41586

After he was stripped of his rank by Panama’s new civilian government in 1990 and taken to Florida to face charges, Mr. Noriega’s booking photo, disseminated around the world, became emblematic of his fall. It showed him glum in a brown T-shirt holding a placard with the words “U.S. Marshal, Miami, FL,” reduced to federal prisoner 41586.

Mr. Noriega was convicted in April 1992 and sentenced to 40 years in prison. He insisted all along that the trial and charges were a farce.

“I accuse George Herbert Walker Bush of exercising his power and authority to influence and subvert the American judicial system in order to convict me,” he said in a two-hour courtroom speech.

His sentence was reduced by 10 years, and he was later declared a prisoner of war, allowing him regular access to a telephone, additional visiting hours and even a small salary, among other perks. But while he was in prison in the United States, Panama tried him in absentia for the execution of soldiers in the failed 1989 coup attempt.

In July 1999, France tried him in absentia on money-laundering charges, accusing him and his wife, Felicidad Sieiro de Noriega, of channeling $3 million in drug profits to banks. Mr. Noriega’s lawyers argued that the money was payment by the Central Intelligence Agency, but the couple were convicted and received a 10-year sentence.

The United States had intended to release Mr. Noriega on parole in September 2007 after reducing his sentence by half for good behavior. But after a protracted extradition fight, he was sent to France in April 2010 for another trial on the money-laundering charges. Again he was convicted.

He was sentenced this time to seven years in prison in France, but he was eligible for parole much sooner than that. Panama requested his extradition, and after more legal tussling, he was flown home in December 2011 to serve 20 years for the disappearances of political opponents in the 1980s.

Mr. Noriega is survived by his wife and three daughters, Lorena, Sandra and Thays Noriega.

While incarcerated in the United States, Mr. Noriega wrote “America’s Prisoner: The Memoirs of Manuel Noriega” (1997, with Peter Eisner). In the book, he expressed frustration over his captors.

“No one can avoid the judgment of history,” he wrote. “I only ask to be judged on the same scale of treachery and infamy of my enemies.”

Yet in June 2015, in an interview in prison with Panamanian television, he was more conciliatory, leaving people, once again, to guess about the real Mr. Noriega.

“I want to close the cycle of the military era as the last commander of that group,” he said, “asking for forgiveness.”

how they got here - part i (sept., oct., & dec. of 2011) - now available!

prequel to revenge & redemption | please let me know what you think!