debated whether or not to post this

Hey guys, I was just wondering, if I wrote a Winchester Sister (it’s my OC but I can change it to the reader if you guys want) x Jughead Jones fic, would you guys read it? It would be fluffy and angsty and everything and I’m already a few pages in, but I’m still debating about whether I should post it here or not. Thoughts?

Penpal Plzzz

Hi! 

I’m Colby and I live in the east coast of the USA. I’m a junior in high school (17 years old) and I’ll be attending college for English and Political Science (hopefully). If you want to talk about politics, philosophy, religion, or just life hmu. 

I’m a big music person. I guess you’d consider my taste indie or alternative. Mac Demarco, Bon Iver, Hozier, José Gonzalez, Oh Wonder, Post Malone, Novo Amor, Ben Howard, Modest Mouse, and Maggie Rodgers are all favorites. I also collect classic vinyls so that plays into my taste. I do a lot of theatre work, whether that’s directing or performing. Debate team, student government, National Art Honor Society, and volunteering with Autistic children are some of my pastimes. You’ll see I am a bit of an over achiever but I’ve got some pretty rad stories to tell too. I’m an avid writer most of all. That’s probably why the whole pen pal thing is appealing to me. Tangible letters and emails are so valuable especially in our generation that seems to lack conversational skills. 

Don’t care about your sexual/ gender identity, race, or location (US or international). I’m very open minded and already have friends from many many walks of life. 

I’d love to find some bomb ass pen pals. 

My email for this is: colbyfromtheusa@gmail.com

My tumblr I never post on anymore is: newlovers

(I’ll gladly give you my other social medias if you message me on one of those first. Definitely open to FaceTiming if you’d like as well.)

Much love. 

Let’s talk about mental illness in Killing Stalking

As someone who has been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, I’m pleasantly surprised by the depiction of the mental illness in Killing Stalking. (Although there is some debate about whether “borderline personality disorder” is meant to apply to Yoonbum or Sangwoo, I’m fully confident that Yoon is the one with the mental illness, something I’ll explore in this post.)

I’ve noticed that Yoon experiences many of the same symptoms I do, and (while I’ve never broken into someone’s house) I find a lot of his behaviors relatable. I believe his characterization to be very true to someone who struggles with borderline personality disorder, for the following reasons:

He acts impulsively. 

BPD is often characterized by having trouble controlling one’s emotions, leading to impulsive actions and sometimes inappropriate emotional responses. We’ll go with the obvious: Yoon breaks into Sangwoo’s house after stalking him. Whether or not he planned it, it’s an action taken without much thought as to the consequences, and he acts completely on his emotions for Sangwoo.

He has a history of unstable relationships.

People with BPD tend to have trouble with relationships, particularly maintaining them. This is not because of a lack of emotional attachment; rather, (in my case) it’s because of overly strong attachments to others, sometimes swinging between feelings of intense love and extreme hatred. People with BPD can form very close bonds with other people and have a persistent fear of rejection or abandonment. Yoon is an interesting case, as he feels a deep attachment to Sangwoo despite the obvious abuse, and he even fears not being “good enough” for Sangwoo. These types of thoughts are at the root of my mental illness, and I resonate strongly with Yoon’s need to be “special” to Sangwoo. We also know that Yoon’s relationship with his uncle is…strained, at best, yet he decides in one moment that even that is better than living with Sangwoo.

He self-harms.

It’s very typical of those struggling with BPD to self-harm, have suicidal tendencies, or engage in self-destructive behavior. Sangwoo points out Yoon’s self-harm scars and even taunts him for it, to which Yoon responds that he did it because he was “lonely.” This feeling is often the trigger for my self-harm episodes as well.

He has hallucinations/delusions.

In my experience, borderline personality disorder is sometimes confused with schizophrenia because of this symptom. (In fact, I was once misdiagnosed with schizophrenia and received the wrong kind of treatment for a time.) One difference between BPD and schizophrenia, for me, is that, while the images I see or the voices I hear are startling and sometimes terrifying, I can usually differentiate between “fantasy” and “reality.” People with BPD may, when under extreme stress, hear voices or have horrific hallucinations, like the body parts Yoon sees in Sangwoo’s washing machine. 

This is all based on my experiences alone, but from what I’ve seen, Yoon is definitely a relatable case, and I’m actually really happy for the representation in Yoon. I’ll be looking forward to future chapters to see if there are any instances in which Yoon dissociates or if we get more history on his previous relationships. Overall, 10/10 character representation.

[TRANS] FANCAFE - HAPPY JIN DAY [TO ARMY]

Hello
It’s ARMY’s bungle JIN
iyaa ~ It’s already my fourth birthday (since) debut
It’s already been four years since I’ve debuted
Up to now I think I’ve remained 20 years old

I met ARMY’s and everything has changed a lot
from looks, personality until mind, so many things have changed

I always want to show ARMY good looks more and more not only BTS’ JIN but human Kim Seokjin too, that is mentally and physically strong

Really what can I offer to thank you
I don’t know how to repay you back
As ARMY has given me such positive strength, I want to be someone to give ARMYs such strength too.

I hope ARMYs had fun due to me
So, please shine brightly for us on our side for a long long time
I hope ARMY and BANGTAN last for a long time!

- I hope we continue to be together for a long time in the future your Jin dream❤

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It’s FINALLY done! This took a good couple of weeks to do and I’m a little sick of sewing right now but it was totally worth it. I still need to iron it, clean up the edges and sew some stiff material onto the back, but I wanted to share it as soon as possible. 

I was never allowed to have a Ouija board as a kid, but I’ve always loved the aesthetic of them. I’m still debating with myself whether or not to sew or crochet a planchette to go with it. I have no intentions of using it, but I think it would make it more complete to have one. 

I’ll update this post if I make one ✨🕯🔮🕯✨

edit: planchette is done! here it is

To be perfectly honest, I’ve noticed way less people trying to deny Victuri ever since episode 9, especially when compared to episode 7 (despite the fact that that was when they became canon).

Apart from the fact that whether the kiss happened or not was a point of debate (and it was a kiss, but to be fair, I can sort of understand if some people didn’t see it), I think it might all come down to the idea that true, tangible relationships don’t need visible, explicit kisses to justify them, that a single airport scene can convey all the relevant emotions, that what truly matters and what truly shows the connection of two people is what they say and how they act around each other (especially in times of trial) and not simply how and when their lips touch.

I think it shows that deep, serious relationships like that can be felt even without seeing the couple properly kiss, or say “I love you” or have sex or lay in bed together.

Don’t get me wrong, I still think that the kiss from ep 7 was hugely important, and what I’m saying here actually supports it - they didn’t need to show their lips touch to get the message across.

Same was the case with the airport scene in episode 9. They never said “I love you” or “I want to spend the rest of my life with you”, but those feelings got across anyway. We all understood it, we all felt it.

And the best thing is that this is true also for people who had doubts regarding Victor and Yuuri’s relationship. It wasn’t just the people who already believed they loved each other who felt it, it was anyone who was open-minded enough to allow a small possibility that hey, they might actually really love each other. And it all got across in the end. It convinced the people who weren’t entirely sure how to feel about their relationship and I think that is impressive to say the very least.

I just want to praise Yuri on Ice’s direction. I believe making people see things in certain ways and feel certain things is already a huge feat. Add to that the ability to do that without ever being explicit or direct about and I think it would be fair to call this a high form of art, also known as amazing story-telling.

La douleur exquise Pt.1 (M)

La douleur exquise: The heart-wrenching pain of wanting someone you can’t have.

Summary: You’ve been helplessly in love with your brother’s best friend all your life, but he can’t see you as anything other than a little sister.

Pairing: Wonho(?) x Reader (feat. Jungkook) ((let me live))

Word Count: 8.8k

Warning(s): No smut in this chapter but I’ll promise there will be in the next chapters!

A/N: Hi! So I’ve actually had this done for quite awhile and was debating on whether or not to post it in it’s entirety but I have a lot in store for this idea so I decided to do it in parts! This idea is based off of these pics here x x x of Wonho cuz he just looks so boyfriend & I love him so hardgysasjsknc. And I’m tagging this as a Jungkook scenario because you’ll be seeing him more eventually. Also, I’m working on drabbles in the meantime as well DON’T THINK I FORGOT THEM OK I’LL BE POSTING ONE SOON hope you enjoy this in the meantime!!

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I love Mercy so much!!

I was debating whether to post this here or not but it’s a piece for The middle east film and comiccon so I was gonna wait until after to post it buuut I just can’t! If you want to buy this as a print please drop by my table at artist ally AA103…or AA105 (seriously they keep changing it but check those two tables!!)

Context: We were trapped in an ever-changing labyrinth run by a lich. I was desperate to escape since, being one of the few in my group who owned the Monster Manual, I knew we shouldn’t have survived this long. We just met some super shady Faerie Dragons, who were debating whether to help us escape or hinder us.

Faerie Dragons: We could help you, if we were given some sort of payment.

Me: What sort of payment?

Faerie Dragons: “Around 500 gp in art. We would also take gems, but they are of less value to us.”

Paladin: “I take out the art piece I got earlier. However, I also take out my silvered long sword and lay it down in a threatening manner.”

DM: “roll intimidation”

Paladin: “Wait what?”

DM: “roll intimidation”


Rolls extremely low

Faerie Dragons: “That art is well, worthless. That sword, however, would cover around a forth of the cost”

Paladin: “I don’t want to…”

Me: “My friend here would be more than happy to give up his sword”

Me (ooc): I take out the two gems I have

Me: “I would also be willing to give these two gems as payment”

Faerie Dragons: “Alright, those gems alone will cover the payment”

Paladin (ooc): “Alright so I won’t need to give up my sword”

DM: “The faerie Dragons swoop down and pick up the gems along with the sword”

Paladin (ooc): “What!?”

Faerie Dragons: “We’re taking the sword as a deposit. We will return it when you escape”

He hasn’t gotten it back yet, and none of us are sure he ever will.

It doesn’t matter whether Bellamy was going to tell Clarke he loves her or not. What matters is that writers wanted us to THINK he was going to tell Clarke he loves her, or at least consider the possibility.

I’m seeing some debates going around and what I have to say is the following: the whole “unspoken/interrupted love confession” is a HUGE romantic trope and it’s the first thing I thought of, as did, obviously many other people.

The writers weren’t being misleading, you guys. Because it truly doesn’t matter what words were about to come out of Bellamy’s mouth because they knew exactly where our minds were going to go.

5/100 // 2.16.17 // im back !! i have a global test tomorrow and i didn’t have time to make a study guide (yikes ://), so thanks sabina for letting me use yours !! ft my fave global notes, i’m debating whether to give those notes a post of their own. // 🎧 dear evan hansen obcr