dear world i just wanted to show you thing

Dear Mom,

I’m sorry.
Oh if I only could express how sorry I am!
You always wanted the best for me.
You’ve made mistakes but not on purpose.
All these years you’ve been and you still are my biggest support.
Even now, when I honestly do not deserve it.

I think of you as a person that is just too kind for this world.
And so am I.
We’re so similar in many things and, oh god, did we laugh about things that no one else understood.
I know that I sometimes can’t really show it.
No, honestly. I’ve done you wrong so many times just because I couldn’t handle a stupid mood swing or had no cigarettes left.
You do not deserve this.
You deserve so much better.
But i love you, I love you so much.
And I need you.
I’m an awful daughter and i don’t know if I can change but you’re my world, mom.
You’re everything to me and I’m proud to say that because you’re the best thing in my whole life.
You were the one that rubbed my back and dried my swollen eyes when i was crying my eyes out over a guy that I met secretly.
You were the one that forced me to go to the hospital when all i wanted was an overdose.
You cared for my cuts.
And i know that seeing them broke your heart.
And knowing that breaks my heart.
You wouldn’t say it but you hate blue hair and black clothes and all the piercings and stuff. And I have all of it.
But you still hold my tattooed hand.
I don’t know where my life began to turn wrong and everything crashed and the burning pieces fell down on me.
But one thing I know for sure: it isn’t your fault.
You did so good, really.
You warned me about the older boys, the drugs that take you to heaven but then to hell, all of it.
I didn’t listen.
I guess I just had to experience it myself.
My heart explodes in my chest when I think about what I put you through.
I made you cry.
I made you feel helpless.
I made you get so exhausted mentally that you had to seek help yourself.
I can never make that up to you.
Never.

You’re the best and I honesty don’t know why you’re still by my side.
But I love you, I love you so much it hurts.

—  Love letter to my mother.
A little love for the signs (From a Libra sun, Leo moon)
  • Dear Aries: It doesn't matter how dark times are, you are there for me. And I know you will always support me. You can make me happy like no one else can. You can say something that isn't even funny and I have to laugh with you. I could talk all night with you. About anything. You are full of light, full of life. You deserve everything bright.
  • Dear Taurus: Even though I've never really been so close to you to say that, I want you to know that you're worth it. You are beautiful, your smile helps people not to give up. So don't give up on yourself. You're strong and I know you smile through the pain, but it's okay. We all go through that and I wanted to tell you that you're not alone.
  • Dear Gemini: You are funny, you are witty, you always know how to make me laugh. I am inspired by you. You are so sociable, yet you know how to be alone and overthink things. You can do decisions by yourself, you don't hesistate to make the right choice. I admire you for that. Also, your art is beautiful. You are art.
  • Dear Cancer: I know we haven't been best friends. I know we had fights and that you broke my trust too often. But I realized, you are only a human being, just as me. Everyone keeps making mistakes, but no one wants to admit that. I hope for you that you'll be happy in the future. I want you to concentrate more on yourself, not on others because you are you, and no one can be that for you.
  • Dear Leo: Whenever I talk to you, it feels like we understand each other without saying a word. You are passionate and you are optimistic. You are the person I look up to, you brighten everyone's day, yet no one knows if you're dying inside. You are beautiful and you know it. You taught me it's completely fine to love yourself. So do it.
  • Dear Virgo: You're so selfless. You always try to help me, doesn't matter if you understand me or not. I know that sometimes it's hard for you to show that you care about me, but I notice in this little things you do for me that you do care. And that's fine. You're human. It's okay to break down. It's okay to talk to someone. You will get through this all. I'm right here by your side.
  • Dear Libra: I feel like everyone of you is my sister or my brother. You can make me feel special without knowing it. When we're talking about god and the world, it's like I've known you all my life, even if it's just hours. I want you to look at the mirror and say "I'm proud". Be confident. Believe in youself. Only if you try that, no one will stop you from loving yourself and the world.
  • Dear Scorpio: I don't even know where to start. You changed my life. You taught me things in an emotional way I never thought I'd experience. With every wise word you said you took my breath away. It doesn't matter how much time will fly, I will always remember you. You are my first love and you make everything feel so real. Everytime you look at me, I feel special. You taught me how to love someone and I taught you how to love yourself. Be happy. No matter how we're gonna end, I want you to remember us. You deserve the entire universe.
  • Dear Sagittarius: You doubt yourself more than anyone else. You wear that beautiful smile everyday, but inside you don't even know who you are. I have so much fun with you everytime we do something together. Don't let that happiness die. People look up on you. And you have to do your own thing. Don't give a shit what others think. Find out what you need, what you want and what you love. Everything else will come by time.
  • Dear Capricorn: You are one of the stongest yet most broken person I know. Or should I say, pretend to know? You hide your emotions, afraid of being hurt or replaced. I tell you something: There are people who love you and care about you. There is hope. You can have whatever you want in life, if you're just willing to accept your feelings and yourself.
  • Dear Aquarius: Being around you is like jumping from one cloud to another. Everything feels easier. Even maths. Life is easier with you. The weight of all the bad things in life are gone. I don't know how you're able to make me feel like this, but I'm sure it makes you very special and I hope you never stop making people feel like this because it's one of the best feelings ever.
  • Dear Pisces: If I'm sad, I know I can always talk to you. You always have a solution to my problem. Even if it's just a sentence like "It's okay, we will find a way.", it works. It makes me feel better. You're the most selfless person I've ever met and you're always there for your loved ones. Just take care of yourself, too, because your life is as important as the lives of everyone else.

Novak: “I will always remember April 2012 as the month when I lost my beloved grandfather Vlada, who meant a lot to me. He was a really important part of my life and I can still feel his presence every day, no matter where I am. Those were some really tough days for me… but then, this amazing new family was born! All of you acted as one, sending me your kind and positive messages, as if you knew exactly how I felt and gave me comfort when I needed it the most. In that moment I lost part of my family, but I also gained a whole new one… That’s when we became Nole Family and when our #NoleFam saw light of day.

Throughout the years I fought hard, always believing in myself, and you were always there to have my back, no matter what. It seems that we have never been just a fan group… From day one #NoleFam was connected by a special team energy, as #TeamDjokovic, which was and remains my valuable source of energy on- and off-court. You were always beside me, standing strong and always ready to give advice, comfort and praise in every given situation.

You have never allowed that any important date passes by unnoticed, not a single holiday, nor achievement… You were there every step of the way, no matter how hard it was. I really don’t know whether all fan groups function that way, but I know for sure that this feels a lot like being part of one big family.

I want to say a huge THANK YOU to all of you! I am blessed to have you by my side and happy as ever for having such an amazing people and extraordinary friends around me.

You know me so well and remember even the things I tend to forget about myself… and then you remind me and make me laugh, just like that. And I know also so many things about you… I know about your challenges, your small and big fights, your exams, your employment, your disappointments… I know where you are from and how much you support not only me, but also each other. And I want that the whole world get to know you, my dear #NoleFam! I want to introduce you to everybody, one by one, and show who and how amazing you are… so others can gain confidence to step up together and support one another in sport and life.

Because of all this, today we are starting with the #MeetNoleFam project.”

(via http://novakdjokovic.com/en/news/other-news/nole-introduces-his-fans-to-the-world/)

anonymous asked:

Hey honey, I just wanted to let u know that I understand what you are going through! To have one of the characters leaving your favorite show is like loosing your best friend. But we have to remember all the great Moments we shared withe Emma and we have at least two episodes left with her and after that a whole world of imagination in our heads of all the wonderful things she does in her happy life with her pirate... I can really picture their happily ever after!

Thanks dear. I am so grateful I chose to be a part of this fandom. It’s honestly one of the best things that has ever come into my life. That’s why it’s so hard for me to let it go, even if it’s on a high note.

I am SOOO bad with change, and this is going to be a huge adjustment for all of us. I’m just upset I didn’t have more time to prepare for it.

I can picture their happily ever after as well :’)

readytobebolder  asked:

Dear person I like!

Dear person I like,
I’m truly truly awful at showing it, just like with my past crushes, but I think the world of you. I want to see you succeed in life. I want to see you happy. Hearing about things that make you smile makes my day. Talking to you makes my chest all warm and my brain fuzzy. Most days, I’m just grateful you talk to me at all. I’m so happy you’re my friend. That’s more than I ever thought would happen, and I couldn’t be more happy. As long as you still need me, I’ll be there for you. And when you move on, I wish you all the best ♡

Dear wheredidallthelionsgo wrote me a lovely message yesterday, and we talked about this “Phil is so underrated” thing, and she said this:

the phandom should make it a hashtag

And I totally agree with her… Our Lovely Lion deserves more attention and love.

So, if you want to jump on the # train, just make a lovely post on twitter or here, with a #philisunderestimated tag!

Show the world, how Amazing is Phil Lester!

  • *Regina walks into the station to find Emma sighing*
  • Regina: What's wrong dear?
  • Emma: Nothing.
  • Regina: Emma.
  • Emma: It's just that every week it's Emma and Regina face this villain or this monster...why can't it ever be something like Emma and Regina face a peaceful lunch together?
  • Regina *chuckles*: First of all even if there were no monsters or curses I don't think we'd ever have a peaceful lunch, certainly not if your mother was involved.
  • Emma: You love her really.
  • Regina: I'll never admit it.
  • Emma: You don't have to.
  • Regina: Even so dear we get asked to face these things because we're an incredible magical dream team. We're strongest together and our love is the most powerful magic. I know it's stressful and crazy but I like that we're in it together.
  • Emma: Me too. I just wish we could have a normal day.
  • Regina: We're in the wrong town for that.
  • Emma: I know.
  • Regina: We could always go away for a few days and try for normalcy there?
  • Emma: Really?
  • Regina: The town can look after itself for a few days besides I want you to show me the world.
  • Emma: On a magical yellow Bug ride?
  • Regina *laughs*: For you Emma, yes.

There are people who you can’t help but always want to check up on to know how they’re doing yet you know that they wouldn’t do the same in return. There are some who smile at you and act like they care when really all they want is to get things over with. You just know it. You feel it in your heart. There are some things you know when they aren’t sincere. You know when a person is never going to treat you the same way you treat them. You get hurt again but you tell yourself it’s going to be okay, you’re used to it. And instead of showing them how you feel, you just pretend that things are great, you laugh and try to think of something funny to talk about to try to make them want to keep the conversation going. But what difference does it make? You know they’re not interested, and deep inside you know it’s all pretend. Dear whoever is reading this, I want you to know your value. Know your value and know your worth. You’re not worthless. Your mother didn’t bring you to this world for you to break and ache and to feel worthless. You’re so much more than that. I hope that in a few years from now you forget about all what’s causing your heart to hurt. I hope you forget about whatever it is that’s causing those tears of yours to fall. I hope you bloom and I hope you shine. You need to take care of yourselves, learn to love yourselves and please don’t forget the little child in you. Don’t ever skip a meal even if you don’t want to eat. you’ll get your appetite back. You will bloom again one day and forget about this. Hopefully you will bloom again and perhaps forget about what’s hurting. Hopefully you won’t have to sleep to escape. I hope it all gets better for you and me. God will never leave you. No matter how much you feel attached just don’t do whatever you’re about to do, because one of the worst things in life is getting attached to anything but God ﷻ