dear tumblr i hate you love me

My dear lgbt+ kids, 

Some people are just unnecessarily cruel. 

Some people will hurt others, just for the sake of causing pain. 

I can’t tell you why. Maybe they get some sort of satisfaction out of feeling “stronger” than their victims, maybe they carry some hidden pain that they take out on others. Maybe, and i prefer to believe that every person is a kind person deep down, but maybe some people are just evil. 

As these people seek out “weak” targets, they often choose to attack us. 

You may expect it but i’ll not end this letter with “But they can’t hurt us” because that would be a lie. It does hurt. It can be heartbreaking and painful and make you hate yourself. The pain that hateful people cause is real and i don’t want to cover it up with sweet words. 

You’re allowed to feel pain, my dear. You’re human. 

You’re not weak just because you’re not invincible. Strength doesn’t equal “Nothing can hurt me”. 

Hate causes pain. The solution to this should not be “We need to become numb to pain”. 

It’s “They need to stop hating us”. 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

to my followers

Thanks for all the love, I took down the recent messages because I don’t want anyone else writing hate anons to the person that send me the said messages. I seldom receive hate mail so I published it without considering the consequences. I don’t know who they are or why they find ARCHatlas so offensive but I know that the only way to improve our world, including our built environment, is working together. 

To those that don’t like ARCHatlas, you have two options, unfollow and provide a better option to those on tumblr that like art and architecture or just unfollow.

Again, thanks to all those out there that are always providing me with words of encouragement. Nite.

Originally posted by robotjedi

anonymous asked:

Despite of all the hate, do you still ship Ereri?

I think the fact that I run this blog makes the answer to that obvious, no? hehe.

No hate is going to ever stop me from shipping anything. I’ll end up blocking half of this website if I need to before that happens!

I’ve shipped ereri for a long time, way long before I even joined tumblr, and during all this time my love for the ship has only increased. It’s my favorite ship, Eren and Levi are my favorite characters, and I love the fandom and their amazing creations. Ereri is very dear to me, and no hate can change that.

If someday I lose interest on it, it will be probably because many years have passed and the series has ended, and it will be time to move on. But even then, I can see myself still going back and rereading the same fics all over again, enjoying the same old arts, etc., haha. 

Don’t worry, I’m going to be here still appreciating Ereri for a very long time (^_−)

You taught me
to love
so very
deeply.
But you also
broke my heart
completely.

You taught me
unimaginable
happiness.
But you also
caused me
the worst
possible
sadness.

You taught me
what it means
by adoration.
But you also
kill me slowly
waiting for you
in anticipation.

You taught me
in love
we ought
to believe.
But you also
left me drowning
in so much grief.

You taught me
to love
me for me.
But you also
single-handedly
completely
destroyed me.

You taught me
the ugly truth
about love.
I hope you know
it’s coz of you
that I no longer
believe in love.

anonymous asked:

Dear Virusap, I'm here just to tell you that I hate you. I'm just having fun in Tumblr but you came by, you destroyed my life. Your Fake Laf Au and your art made me helpless. I hate the sin but I love the sinner. You are the reason why I began shipping Lafham. You turned my heart into ashes. You batard, I will not sit and watch this craziness. Congratulation for corrupting me. I hope that you burn and that would be enough. A. Non (Actually I love you, don't give up and finish what you've begun)

A.Non

I-

This is brillant

Everything is written here is brillant ahah

Thanks <3

anonymous asked:

Mommy! I missed you so much. I wanted to tell you that I had a crush on a straight friend of mine a while ago and that's how I realised I was bi. She knows now and she's very accepting of it and she's still my friend. It makes me very happy to see her everyday and know that she doesn't hate me even though she knows. I'm over her now but I still talk to her about it sometimes and she listens like she wants to understand. I love you!

My dear bi child, 

I missed you, too! 

Thankyou for sharing your story with us <3 

Having a crush on a straight person can be very painful, so i’m happy that she reacted accepting and wants to understand. It’s sweet to know that you are still friends! 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

anonymous asked:

Dear smoothyousef, I'm sitting here where we first met on Tumblr. The time is now late as fuck. I'm sorry you created me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this would have been the worst decision of your life. Just remember, I will exist for eternity. I will love you forever. -Karl

i hate myself so much

dear tired & worn body;

i am sorry i hate you

i hope to love you more than just a shell
i hope you become something i cherish
i hope you forgive me for hurting you

i am sorry for taking blades to you
& shredding you into worthlessness
i am sorry for smoking cigarettes
& inhaling my misery with tar
i am sorry for not eating healthy or correctly
& smothering you in fatty foods & lazy days
i am sorry for not strengthening you
& leaving you limp & useless
i am sorry for wanting to tear you apart
& to throw you away with the rest of my mind
i am sorry for confusing you
& wishing you were something you’re not

i am sorry i hate you

i promise someday i’ll take care of you
i promise to stop crying every time i look in the mirror
i promise to forgive you for the scars on my face
i promise to let go of the hateful words i’ve heard all my life
i promise to love you more than just a shell


twelve step program / making amends / letter ten

dear man who loves me,

I’m sorry that my mouth doesn’t form around the word ‘want’ very easily,
that in all my time on this earth
I have only felt the kindness of people on
tv screens and in pages of safe books
that I hide on the shelves of my heart.


that in every case that someone has touched me
it has left scars,
that whatever may be left of the beating organ in my chest
is held together with duct tape
and tense hope
that whoever next comes along
learns to be more gentle.


I’m sorry that I will need reassurance that you love me,
that I’ll constantly feel like a weight
that’s carried in your palms or on your
mind -
dear god, don’t be afraid to tell me to stop.
I’m not so fragile despite my cracks,
I can take the blunt of judgement on my shoulders,
I’ve been told they’re wide enough.


I leave tea-filled strainers on the counter,
my necklaces throughout your home as if a small sign
of me saying you’re mine.
I don’t take sugar in my coffee and I
drink orange juice only in the morning.
that in the span of a few days,
I have memorized what your back feels like
and what side you sleep on.


I’m sorry I won’t ever be comfortable in my own skin
and my mind will try to kill me over and over again,
that I won’t be able to draw a straight line
because my body decides that
staying still is not for me,
that I’ll tell you I’m not enough
I’m too much
I’m too little.


but most of all,
dear man who loves me,
I am sorry that I will never be able to tell you
how much your love means to me
and how,
for the moments that we are together,
I forget what hating myself feels like.

—  I am sorry. K. Kazik.

Dear love, you took my life away, you had me at hello, and lost me at goodbye, i hate love because it never stays, it leave in a moment and then its gone forever, it’ll never be the same.

Dear Love, You caused me so much pain, And left me with nothing to gain, I prayed to god but nothing changed, you left with no sign of relief you just left me with grief, i hate you love please go away.

Dear love, you broke my heart and threw it away, like as if it was nothing but a breadcrumb, and now im laying here looking for opiets to numb the pain, im so sick i feeling the same, love im not the problem, you are.

Dear Love, if you were a person you wouldn’t be alive, because everyday you ruin lives, I have so many questions to ask you, but ill never get an answer, and ill never understand why the fuck she wouldn’t answer.

Dear love, I blame you for my problems, so ill drink it away, but i just want you to know that even though when the sun shines during month of may, you will be the reason why i take my life away.

(Written and submitted by @dream–bound)

anonymous asked:

i'm usually someone who legit HATE quotes and this kind of motivating stuff but when i'm so down i go to ur tumblr so i can read the quotes u put on captions bc they really r helpful to me so thank u a lot my dear ily

i know!! i forreal hate them too!!!! i do! sometimes i cringe at the generic “drink 8 glasses of water. eat your vegetables. you are perfect! please check out my instagram!” ones. (i know that they mean well though!) so i try to pick ones that aren’t overly obnoxious & corny & are applicable to anyone in recovery from anything.

but you’re totally welcome (: love you too babe <3

noah-ftm  asked:

27, 65, 68, 74, 99

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
I think the worst sound ever would be someone (human or animal) screaming in extreme pain.
And the sound I love most must be the ocean

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
- My very dear friend @pretty-wayward who posts some weird anime stuff sometimes but we will be able to forgive her.
- The prettiest Harry Potter Blog ever aka @chrlieweasly
- a beautiful multifandom artistic mess @altklug
- My favourite horse blog not that anyone cares @burnalltheoxers
- And my beautiful, kind Youtube Blogger @danshine

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?
Honestly this is too deep? I could write a poem on this. I may write a poem on this. I am already writing in my head.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Tidal Wave by Taking Back Sunday and Galway Girl by Ed Sheeran

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
I would tell every child that they are enough, that they matter, they are loved and their voice is important. I’d probably just prepare a long speech on values and love and the importance of speaking up and shit.

Thank you again for asking! And sorry for taking so long my computer literally hates me.

Personal Asks

grntair  asked:

I haTE TO ASK AGAIN but could i also get trans connor without stars and genderfluid evan without stars? :'0

I don’t mind at all!!

Genderfluid Evan:

Trans Connor:

Cheese Dick Means I Love You in Ghost Speak and I Think That's Beautiful

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) as requested <3

Fandom: Danny Phantom

Pairings: Danny Fenton/Vlad Masters (pupil au)

Rating: G (or RG for Really Gay)

Warnings: i hate formatting ghost speak, do you even know the trouble i went through? it was horrible and shame on both tumblr and ao3 for not letting me use cool fonts. Im warning you now that i ended up just keysmashing it

Summary: Danny is absolutely awful at both ghost speak and confessions but Vlad doesnt seem to mind. Based off this comic by dear @promsien 

AO3 Link

Keep reading

@viergacht asked me the following question from that list: http://shin-red-dear.tumblr.com/post/161505782962/some-hella-cool-asks

23: Any tattoos? if not, would you get any?

I don’t have any and I wouldn’t want any, primarily because, as an actor, it might be a problem to play certain roles, and also because I like my body unaltered. However I love tatoo designs and I love seeing tatoos on people. ;)

42: Are you a fan of rollercoasters?

Noooooooo ! XD You uncovered my most secret fear ! I hate rollescoasters, I am always super scared and I feel no joy being in them. I don’t have any cardiac failures but I have a very fragile stomach so it’s really not good for me. I like ghost trains though. ^^

anonymous asked:

I am praying for you that you can continue to have the strength you need for your ministry. You are getting so much hate for spreading the Good Word and I am so sorry for that. In the face of all this online hate I am happy that you have the support and love of Jesus and all of His followers. Much love and God Bless, dear sister. Keep spreading His word like you are, don't give up in spite of all this unwarranted negativity (:

That gives me so much strength! I love you guys so much, Jesus is always with me, and I really feel his presence even in this dark place called Tumblr, hahah. He really is here in the posts and in the responses I give. I feel Him! I hope you can see Jesus in everything I say and do, even the times I get frustrated. I think even Jesus gets totally frustrated with all the sin and stupid things that happen on here, and in our real day to day lives. I pray that everyone will be blessed on Tumblr! I say this to people who hate me and love me! I love Jesus and Jesus loves me and all of you so very much! Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ!