dear me finn

Ok but imagine a modern!Reddie seeing Dear Evan Hansen for the first time (probably a boot but anyway)as soon as Evan comes on Eddie’s breath hitches because shit it’s him being raised by a single mom and he even has a broken arm like wtf and as soon as Jared comes on Richie leans in and says “I didn’t know we were in this” and Eddie laughs because fuck if that’s not them and they both cry at You Will Be Found because yes they have felt like nobody was there and at the end of act one they both kinda sit there and breathe for a little and then as if by instinct they both reach for each other at the same time because they realize that they were found by each other.

Act Two starts and Eddie gets tense doing Good For You because that’s exactly how his mom talked to him to try and get him to stay with her and Richie senses this and holds his hand. Richie gets tense during Words Fail because those are his secret fears that the family he’s grown to love (the losers club) will hate him for who he actually is and Eddie senses this and squeezes his hand (because they’re still holding hands) and then So Big/So Small Happens and it takes all of Eddie’s willpower to not burst into tears because he never had that with his mom and Richie knows this so at the end of the show he takes Eddie in his arms and just softly says “I’m not going anywhere…I’m staying right here…no matter what…I’ll be here” and Eddie just clutches him tighter…words failing.

can we just talk about how in one of their livestreams jack and finn (i think? or someone else, couldn’t really hear properly) said “triggered” and jaeden said “don’t say that word guys please” god he’s so thoughtful i love him already

DISCLAIMER: This isn’t me on piano. I used someone else’s beautiful instrumental (with their permission of course), which you can find here :)

“We move along, when there’s nothing left for us.”

So this is a cover that I’ve wanted to do for such a long time. I just think the song is so beautiful, and the lyrics are really in line with some of the stuff that I’ve been struggling with lately. It means a lot to me in so many ways, and on top of it all I also can’t help but also think of Finn whenever I hear it. He has this light inside of him that never goes out, despite all the bad that has happened to him, and to me, that’s what this song is about. It’s a message about holding onto hope, even when you feel like you’ve got nothing left. It’s a message that I need to hear, and am trying my best to follow.

Thank you so much for listening, and I hope you enjoy it.


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I’m tempted to get a Twitter account just to fistfight the Korean reylos who parrot the usual poorly made arguments about how Kilo and Rey are yin and yang, tossing in the culturally specific sexual insinuation of the term to boot. No bitch, you do NOT distort our culture for this shitty white ship fight me at the Shinchon graffiti tunnel I will destroy you

Black Eyes and Soft Sighs

Pairing: Finn Balor x Reader (female)

Prompt: none

Word Count: 1,799 words

Warnings: mentions of a little domestic abuse (sorry Seth, I still love you <3), fluffy smut

Authors Notes: OKAY, first time writing smut. *bathing myself in holy water* by the way, it’s set in a highschool AU. carry on.

Tag List: @hardcorewwetrash

“Are you even listening? Sami questioned his best friend, who was obviously not listening, looking straight past him, in a daze. 

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Finn Balor

Requested by @pyschoticsexpot If your taking requests could write a little smutty thing of Finn and the demon finding their girls smut about them. It is all her fantasies about what she wants done to her but is too scared to ask for

“Y/N, I’m home!” Finn yells walking in the door. He sets his keys on the table and walks around looking for you. “Babe, are you home?” He asks walking up the steps.

There’s no answer so he heads up to the bedroom to see if you’re sleeping. He walks in looking around and doesn’t find you, but he sees something sitting on the bed.

With furrowed eyebrows he walks towards it and notices that it’s your journal you’re always writing in. Finn picks it up and flips through a couple of pages and gets surprised at what you’ve written in the journal.

“Dear Journal, I wish Finn would get a little bit more rough once in a while. He’s a nice and loving guy, but sometimes I want him to completely wreck me. I want him to make me call him daddy and spank me when I mess up.” “Dear Journal, Me and Finn just finished 2 rounds of sex and he was so gentle and loving during it, but I was kind of hoping he would go a little rougher. Don’t get me wrong though, we have an amazing sex life and I wouldn’t leave him or anything, but to get Finn to release his demon side on me would literally be the best thing ever. To have the demon dominate me in that way and to make me feel him for days is so hot, but I’m way too embarrassed to ask Finn to do all of this. Hell he might leave me if he knew what I wanted.”

Those were only a couple out of many entries that he read and he couldn’t believe that you never told him this. “Hey babe, sorry I was in the sho-” You cut yourself off after seeing what’s in Finn’s hand.

He looks at you and back at the journal in his hands. “Um, where did you get that from?” You ask. “I-It was lying here on the bed when I came in here looking for you.” He says. You mentally curse at yourself for not putting it up and ask, “You didn’t read it did you?”

He slowly nods and looks down at it again. “Why did you never share any of this with me? I thought we didn’t keep secrets from each other?” He asks. “Well it was something I was embarrassed to talk about so I bought the journal and wrote everything I felt down. I didn’t want it to be a secret, but I didn’t know how to talk to you about it.” You say adjusting your towel.

He nods and sets the journal down on the bedside table and stands up. Finn walks over to you and says, “All you had to do was ask princess, I don’t mind getting rough with you. I never did because I never wanted to hurt you and I figured you wouldn’t be into it.”

“Well since we both want the same thing, be rough with me Finn. Let your inner demon loose and be rough with me.” You say dropping your towel. His eyes get dark and he walks over to you kissing you.

You take his shirt off and he leads you towards the bed. His hands run over your boobs and he massages them. He kisses down your body and winds up at your womanhood.

“I can already see how wet you are and I’ve barely even touched you.” He growls. “Please Finn.” You beg not knowing what you’re begging for. “Call me Daddy princess.” He says biting your inner thigh. You whimper and one of his hands slides down your body to your womanhood.

“Want me to finger you princess? Want me to make you yell my name until you lose your voice?” He asks running his finger around your clit. You nod and he says, “Answer me correctly.”

“Yes Daddy, I want you to finger me with your long rough fingers, please.” You beg moving around a little bit. “Princess, don’t make daddy punish you. Now stop moving around so much and hold your legs up for me like a good girl.” He says slapping your cunt.

You let out a groan but do as he says and wrap your hands around your thighs to hold them up. His fingers slide through your heat and he says, “You like this don’t ya? I mean your dripping wet and I haven’t even fingered you yet. Tell me princess, do you like what I’m doing to you?”

“Yes Daddy, so much.” You say letting a moan out when he sticks two fingers inside you. He starts finger fucking you and you start losing your grip on your thighs.

He slows his pace and says, “Princess, I’m about to tie you up if you can’t keep your legs still. This is your last warning, understood?” Before you can say anything, he starts fingering you roughly. “Daddy I’m getting close.” You moan out. He starts rubbing your clit and you release all over his hand.

He licks his hand off and stands up pushing his shorts down. “C'mere princess. I want you to suck me before I fuck you.” He says lowly. You crawl over to him and he says, “Open your mouth wide.” You do what he says and he slides in your mouth and starts thrusting in it.

You feel his dick go all the way to the back of your throat and he pulls out and does it again. He starts letting out little groans and goes a little faster in your mouth.

He starts tensing up and releases all in your mouth and pulls out. You swallow his cum and he says, “You’re starting to be a good girl princess. Now lay down on your back.” He says.

You lay down and he gets between you and slips his dick inside you. He moves incredibly slow and you try making him go faster but it’s not working. “Daddy, will you please move?” You ask getting irritated. “You really need to learn patience princess.” He says pulling out and slamming back inside you. He fucks you harder and faster than he ever has before, and you couldn’t be any happier.

You let out a string of cuss words not knowing what to really do or say, and he says, “You better scream when you cum princess. If not then it’s going to be worse on you.” His hand moves to your clit and he rubs you at the same pace he’s fucking you, and you can’t hold it anymore so you let out a yell that you’re pretty positive woke the entire apartment complex up.

He growls in your ear and releases inside you. You both sit there trying to catch your breath and Finn looks up at you with his sparkling blue eyes. “Was that what you wanted?” He asks with a smirk on his face. “Exactly what I wanted.” You say kissing him.