This Pain that numbs my Heart  by blue_butterfly
Things haven't gone well between Aidan and Dean lately. They haven't seen each other in ages, and their last conversation on Skype ended in an argument. Dean is now a married man and Aidan is old enough to mind his own affairs. However, when the Irishman starts acting out of character and is even seen drunk during a television interview, Dean's concern grows. Aidan is clearly suffering, and Dean knows that he is the reason for that. What he finds in the dark clubs of London exceeds his imagination, but that's only where the problems start. Because one major factor in their troubled relationship is Dean himself, and that he's torn between his wife and his best friend only makes matters worse. Can they find a way out of the dilemma, or will someone end up being left behind?

The Hobbit RPF
Dean O'Gorman/Aidan Turner
Characters: Dean O'Gorman, Aidan Turner, Sarah Greene (mentioned), Sarah Wilson

Additional Tags: Break Up, Complicated Relationships, Polyamory, Cheating, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Semi-Public Sex, Drunk Sex, Emotional Hurt, Comfort, Comfort Sex




An Unexpected Journey - Appendices: Dean O’ Gorman’s Audition for Fili.