dean what are u doing

I just started crying because I want Castiel to be okay

I just want him to be good and happy again and go and eat burgers with Dean and watch netflix until dean falls asleep next to him and Cas smiles and pulls a blanket over him  before he continues binge watching whatever show he just started and  and just before dawn he’ll switch off the device on which they’re watching because Dean stats tossing in his sleep and Cas will lay an arm around him and just stay like this until Dean wakes up and they’ll both be happy and eat breakfast together with Sam

I just want Castiel to be happy and warm and with Dean and just not hurting and tortured and in pain for once

please

@illusionofwill

       He’s never been this weak. Okay. Let him refrain. Scratch that - he’s never admitted, without having his teeth and hair pulled, but he’s just so fucking exhausted that it doesn’t really matter if he hides it or not. What does it matter, whether he does or doesn’t anything? 

He takes what’s left of himself and he tries to turn it into something good, something that can be used; can be useful. He does this and he saves ten lives and a thousand more corrupt and collapse. The world keeps on turning. One day turns into the next. Things do not change. Him and Sam, they promise to do better; to be honest, to not hide anything anymore, and Dean’s just as guilt of these vices - perhaps more than either of them - but he’s here and Sam’s not, and he doesn’t tell him where; he just disappears in the middle of the night, thinking Dean doesn’t know.

      “Why’re you here?” He asks, finally, at Michael’s presence.

anonymous asked:

do u know what happened to dean's music videos bonnie and clyde and half moon, i can't find them on youtube!!!!

WHOOOAAAA I JUST LOOKED WHAT THE HECK WHAT KIND OF CENSORSHIP

JUST KIDSING I JUST CHECKED AGAIN AND ITS THER ENCNCNDNS U HAVE TO GO TO HIS CHANNEL

WAIT I LIED AGAIN ITS COPYRIGHTED