dean kootz

ID #15868

Name: Eva
Age: 17
Country: USA

uhm. (i kind of suck at describing myself, so im sorry if this kind of sucks, xD)
but hi. my names eva, (but everyone calls me ebbles) and im 17. im from the sunny city of orlando, florida, and i like music.
music is cool.
genre doesnt really matter because i like just about everything, but my friends like to say i lean more towards the indie/folky side.
(some bands i like: kaleo, the 1975, arctic monkeys, milky chance, nirvana, x ambassadors, etc.)
my friends also like to say im a bit of a nerd because more times than none im stuck in a book.
(jk rowling, dean kootz, stephan king, etc.)
i also like horror movies, (was practically raised off them) and monster makeup. (sfx cosmotolgy) is a hobby ive picked up recently.
i like drawing, and cheese, and sometimes skateboarding, too.
and when i get older i kind of want to be a writer/costume designer or a phsycologist/paranormal investigator because ghost are also kind of cool, xD
and im looking for (a) pen pal(s) because i like meeting new people and it would be really cool to have friends all over the world. my dad was in foster care growing up, so im kind of used to the idea of having family/friends spread throughout all kinds of corners, (japan, germany, australia, europe, etc.) and now that im reaching the time where i kind of branch off and do my own thing, i think its cool to make these kinds of connections.
(ESPECIALLY, because i want to travel in a few years. visit all the places my
ancestors are from
and many more. and yeah.)
so again, im sorry this kind of sucked, but i look forward to making some new friends with this expierence!!

Preferences: i dont really have any preferences. like, gender doesnt matter nor age, (i kind of want someone close to my age) but if not than thats cool, im not really pickkky. !

Sagittarius: “There is nothing wrong with loving the crap out of everything. Negative people find their walls. So never apologize for your enthusiasm. Never. Ever. Never. Ryan Adams

Cancer: “We have a responsibility to stand watch over one another, we are watchers, all of us, watchers, guarding against the darkness.” Dean Kootz

Leo: I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there’s nothing but light when I see you.Shinji Moon

Taurus: “Suddenly I realize, that if I would step out of my body I would break into blossom.”James Wright

Aries: My soul is impatient with itself, as with a bothersome child; its restlessness keeps growing and is forever the same. Everything interests me, but nothing holds me. Fernando Pessoa

Pisces: I hadn’t known that a light could be a feeling and a sound could be a color and a kiss could be both a question and an answer. And that heaven could be the ocean or a person or this moment or something else entirely.Megan Miranda

Aquarius: Have you ever analyzed things to the degree where you can’t really remember the difference between what’s real and what you’ve created in your head? Toni Nicolle

Libra: Be very, very careful what you put into that head, because you’ll never, ever get it out.Thomas Cardinal Wolsey

Virgo: I’ve got a bad case of the 3:00 am guilts -you know, when you lie in bed awake and replay all those things you didn’t do right? Because, as we all know, nothing solves insomnia like a nice warm glass of regret, depression and self-loathing.D.D Barrant

Capricorn: “I hid my deepest feelings so well I forgot where I placed them. Amy Tan

Scorpio: Do I fear the sleepless nights?

You have no idea how long the dark lasts when you cannot close your eyes to itMatilda Flood

Gemini: “I wonder if I’ve been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I’m not the same, the next question is ‘Who in the world am I?’ Ah, that’s the great puzzle!” Lewis Carroll



Best Books I've Ever Read (So Far)

Well, soon I’m going to have to give away/ sell most of the books I’ve read over my teen career. I used to be a serious bookworm, reading almost a book a day! I don’t have all these in my library, but regardless, I thought I would make a list of the best books I have read to commemorate their awesomeness and recommend some for you guys!

To help you sort by mood, I had added some symbols:

☺ = happy

☁ = cryfest

❤ = romance

☼ = summer

☢ = intense/drugs/alcohol/R rated

❋ = sci fi/fantasy

my absolute favorites are bolded!

So, in no particular order, here is some great, sad, happy, & overall fantastic pieces of literature:

  • Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen ❤
  • The A-List series by Zoey Dean ☺❤☼
  • The Blue Bloods series by Melissa De La Cruz ☺❤
  • The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen ☺❤
  • Crank by Ellen Hopkins ☢
  • Burned by Ellen Hopkins ☢
  • Identical by Ellen Hopkins ☢
  • Impulse by Ellen Hopkins ☢
  • Wake by Lisa McMann ❤
  • Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour by Morgan Matson ☺❤☼
  • Breathe My Name by R.A. Nelson ☁☢
  • Forever Summer by Alyson Noel ☺❤☼
  • If I Stay by Gayle Forman ☢
  • Beautiful by Amy Reed
  • Kissing Snowflakes by Abby Sher☺❤
  • That Summer by Sarah Dessen ☺❤☼
  • This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen ❤
  • Beach Blondes by Katherine Applegate ❤☼
  • The Uglies Series by Scott Westerfield ❋
  • Love You Hate You Miss You by Elizabeth Scott ☁❤
  • Hold Still by Nina LaCour
  • The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins ❤❋
  • Dear John by Nicholas Sparks ☁❤
  • The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks ☁❤
  • Exit Here by Jason Myers ❤☢
  • Forever… by Judy Blume ❤☢
  • Jane Erye by Charlotte Bronte
  • The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom ☺☁❤
  • Sense & Sensibility by Jane Austen❤
  • The Fault In Our Stars by John Green ☁❤
  • Looking for Alaska by John Green ☁❤
  • An Abundance of Katherines by John Green ☺❤
  • The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo 
  • Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro ☁❤❋
  • Second Chance Summer by Morgan Matson ☺❤☼
  • The Summer I Turned Pretty series by Jenny Han ☺❤
  • Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher ☁
  • The Time Traveler’s Wife by Audren Niffenegger ☁❤❋
  • Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky ❤
  • The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald ❤
  • While My Pretty One Sleeps by Mary Higgins Clarks
  • Cold Fire by Dean Kootz ❋
  • Willow by Julia Hoban ☁
  • Go Ask Alice by Anonymous ☢
No one’s life should be rooted in fear. We are born for wonder, for joy, for hope, for love, to marvel at the mystery of existence, to be ravished by the beauty of the world, to seek truth and meaning, to acquire wisdom, and by our treatment of others to brighten the corner where we are.
—  Dean Kootz