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The romantic writing of Dean / Cas (through deleted scenes)

OK, so full disclosure. This started as a simple answer but turned into a whole thing about TPTB and the meaning of deleted scenes and kind of therefore ended up as a Tink’s own small version of a masterpost of the writing of Destiel.

For me, deleted scenes are really important. They made their way to the DVD anyway so are part of canon, lets start with that. But they are deleted for a reason. And before that, they are though up, written, authorised, acted and edited for a reason.

For me the deleted scenes I list below are a big, core part of why I believe Dean and Cas are written romantically and that this is canon. Whether they decide to follow through on it is another matter but I and I know a lot of others agree that they are clearly written romantically and these deleted scenes uphold that. Then they are deleted. Now, some deleted scenes are for time but as you can see here, these scenes often hold key information regarding the overall narrative so clearly they are deleted because of the strong Destiel references. I like to believe this is because they just want to drag it out instead of completely get rid of it from the show, I was worried I’ll be honest before mid season 11 but since then I’m tentatively positive in that I believe the tides are turning and they will textualise Destiel properly and stop deleting these kinds of scenes, especially since season 12 has had so many similar scenes go through to the final cut…

The important deleted scenes for me regarding Destiel are:

1. The deleted scene from 10x23 

Cas states clearly that his time on earth has been more important to him than any time in Heaven and Sam and Dean are like family to him.

here’s a link. Basically it’s this:


As always Cas’s scenes that are just too emotionally compromising or hint too deeply at his feelings for Dean (even if Sam is lobbed in there too) are deleted, BUT this in particular has now been addressed in 12x12! So….fingers crossed?!

2. The deleted scene from season 9 

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE, IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO THE WHOLE SHOW, to the whole of the narrative for Cas and Crowley. 

Here’s a link to the video.

This one scene just kills me as it sets up Cas and Crowley’s whole arcs for the whole show and yet it is deleted because, clearly, no homo. As otherwise it is an excellent scene to shed light on two of the core characters of the show and reveals their motivations for their actions, which is what a lot of the fans have struggled with, saying these 2 characters are stale. 

In this scene Cas and Crowley discuss how they ‘dislike’ being human and how it’s so not worth it and why would you want to be human anyway (the underlying feeling being that they’re both lying and there is a reason they would like to be) - and then Dean immediately walks in and they share a glance. This is….. expositional screenwriting 101 ? 

I mean this is a classic - in fact it reminded me so clearly of the opening scene of a classic romantic supernatural love pairing in the cartoon Beauty and the Beast - the narrator says “for… who could love a Beast?” - and it CUTS TO BELLE’s introduction…

Originally posted by never-a-god

And yet they cut this scene. And it means we don’t get a clear narrative reason why Cas and Crowley do what they do and are who they are, and casual viewers who don’t look into things as deeply as all of us are confused and think they’re stale and uninteresting. 

Without this scene only people who really look into the show in huge detail, dorks like me, will know that Cas and Crowley are mirrors of each other and both their arcs up to a point revolve entirely around Dean Humanity Winchester.

Yes. That is what happens when you cut important scenes for a stupid reason, the whole show doesn’t make sense and fans get annoyed. *facepalms*.

There are probably people out there who think Cas still wants to be an Angel pffff because he said “I just wanna be an Angel again“ that one time. Yeah, that one time he thought Dean was dead and there was nothing left for him and he knew being a proper Angel would lessen his emotional pain and give him a purpose to focus on. But then, as soon as he learned Dean was still wandering the Earth he just… hangs around, pining, languishing in the blue bathrobe of despair, hoping to fix him. 

And when he finally does get some grace back (FROM CROWLEY - these two are so interlinked Chuck help me what a great narrative if they actually showed it properly) he doesn’t WANT the grace, Crowley doesn’t really want to give Cas grace either but he does it FOR DEAN, and Cas, he allows Crowley to do it FOR DEAN. This then also reminds us how earlier on when Cas steals his first lot of grace Dean asks Cas if he’s cool about being an Angel again Cas deflects and says he needs it. Not wants it, but needs it to fight.  

WHY does Castiel not want his grace back? WHY might Castiel have learned to love ‘humanity’? WHY might Castiel want to be human?


*facepalms again*.

3. The deleted scene from 10x14.

Here’s a link

This scene is not only is great for it’s own individual reveal - Cas and Crowley jealously pretending they dont care about Dean and perhaps he is the other’s boyfriend, even using the term boyfriend, I mean, guys. Could this be clearer? 

But this also just ties in to the whole end of the episode where Dean hands CAS the first blade instead of returning it to Crowley. HE CHOOSES CAS! THIS IS SO IMPORTANT (and is easily overlooked as it was deleted for *reasons*).

This, in an episode where Cas is clearly narratively paralleled as Dean’s Colette, where Dean is scared of losing himself and in a call-back to the season’s start and call-forward to the season’s ending Cas is desperately trying to save him and stop, to keep his humanity….

So, in conclusion… 

There is a recurring theme of Destiel (and Drowley) - heavy scenes being cut and this is hurting the narrative of the overall show. It’s not that these relationship are written into the show to begin with that is the problem as they are key to so much of the overall story arcs but the fact that they are written in, used extensively as key points in the story while being kept in the subtext and then when there is an opportunity to make it textual to make it make SENSE to the narrative it is so heavily affecting, these scenes are cut.


Why are they hurting their own show by doing this?!

So yeah, it’d be lovely if they actually showed these scenes that explains WHY things are happening to the casual viewer and Destiel shippers weren’t sometimes made to feel like we are grasping at straws. 

Newsflash, it’s like a milkshake bar there are so many straws in this show, everyone involved knows about it and plays on it and CONSISTENTLY WRITES IT INTO THE MAIN NARRATIVE.

Just search Amara on my blog, the whole of season 11 doesn’t make sense without Destiel. If God’s sister herself reveals that Dean represents humanity after the fandom had that meltdown after Metatron’s ‘in love with humanity’ speech, DURING a scene interspersed with Metatron just to remind us ;) If God’s sister has to work through the Dean / Cas longing to reach Dean, uses Cas to manipulate Dean, keeps talking to Dean about love and hiding things, holding back, if Dean calls out to Cas while in Amara’s presence and pretty consistently only cares about Cas during these interactions where Amara is present, even though they themselves are bonded by the mark, one of God’s most powerful creations…. please

And season 12 basically is one long Cas-focused parallel so they know what they are doing at this point. I want to trust Dabb but we have been burned before so… tentatively fingers crossed on this one now.

It’s just so freaking stupid to build a gorgeous story and through Chuck knows what, I like to hope it’s not homophobia but at these points I feel like what else can it be, they ruin their own narrative and make the story just flounder, not making a whole lot of sense because  they are not following through on their own narrative and we are therefore MISSING INFORMATION!

We are tired of waiting for this all to make sense.

Originally posted by thoughtsduringsupernatural

So I recommend anyone and everyone pay attention to deleted scenes. They are scenes that show that writers have noticed all the other subtext themselves in order to add to it, then thought about, written, acted out, edited and at the last junction been ripped out, and from these scenes it’s clear why, they all share a focal point - canonising or at least heavily clarifying the subtext between Cas and Dean and/or Crowley and Dean.

Because it is there, we are not insane. If it gets so far as to get acted out and left on the cutting room floor then it’s there and there’s a reason it’s been cut.

Kill Zone - Part 12: Sniper

Characters: Reader (Special Agent Y/N Singer), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Special Agent Castiel Novak, Agent Samuel Campbell, Agent Crowley MacLeod, Benny Lafiette, Rufus Turner, Cassie Robbins, Lisa Braeden, Jo Harvelle, Cindy Stevenson (ofc), Garth Fitzgerald.

Pairing: AU Dean x Reader

Warnings: Mention of Torture, character deaths, knife wounds, violence, all the usual.

Word Count: 6500ish

A/N: This one has been a loooong time coming. Computer deaths suck y’all! I hope it is worth the wait though.

Thanks to the amazing @percywinchester27 for saving my ass yet again. This series would honestly suck without her. Thank you Ana for pulling the impossible out of me!


Dean felt restless. He had been since the moment she had left. He wasn’t able to stay as calm and collected as before, now that he knew she felt the same about him. He went over their conversation over and over again in his head. He wondered if he should have pushed her away, made her believe that he had used her. Would her hating him have made her safer? Honestly, Dean wasn’t sure, but then there was also the simple truth that he couldn’t lie to her. He couldn’t hurt her. Not anymore than he already had. All that had mattered to him was that she would believe him. To hell with everyone else. But now that he knew she did, everything wasn’t as simple anymore. If he couldn’t convince everyone else of his innocence, then he had no way of keeping her safe. As long as he was in here and Benny was out there, and Y/N was an easy target.

“Dude!” Sam’s annoyed voice broke Dean out of his trance making him blink a few times before he was really able to focus on his brother.

“Are you even listening to me? Look man, Y/N is tough as hell. She’s gonna be fine. Let’s just focus on getting you out of here,” Sam tried reasoning with his brother, who frowned as another thing dawned on him.

“Sam why are you even here?” Dean questioned, shaking him by the shoulders, effectively stopping him from talking.

“Excuse me?” Sam stared at his brother with a look of disbelief in his eyes and Dean took a deep breath, leaning back in his chair.

“You’re a state prosecutor, Sammy. You’re breaking the law by being here. I don’t wanna get you in trouble, little brother,” Dean forced a smile, trying to calm Sam. All his life he had been looking out for the boy. There was no way in hell he was letting Sam land himself in prison for him.  

“Not anymore,” Sam answered with a stubborn look on his face. A look Dean had learned better than to challenge, but the shock made him forget that.

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“Hey, Cas.” Dean doesn’t bother hiding the smile in his voice when he answers. He hates that Cas is back out there so soon after Ramiel, but the job needs be done.

“Hello, Dean.” Dean’s smile widens when he hears it in Cas’s voice, too. They fall into a brief silence. Dean takes solace in hearing Cas breathing.

“You okay?” he asks finally.

“Of course. I just…” Cas hesitates, and Dean stands, pacing the room. “I wanted to…”

“I miss you, too, Cas.” He hears Cas huff out a soft laugh, and he grins. “You’re bein’ careful?”

“I am. I haven’t had much luck with any leads, but I am being careful. Thank you.”

Dean swallows. “Cas, I…” he sighs, running a hand over his face.

“I know, Dean. Hopefully I’ll be home soon.”

Dean swallows, trying to ignore the ache in his chest. They barely had any time to process before Cas was called away.  He knows it’ll never end, the emergencies and cases and big-bads, but then again… he, a hunter, fell in love with an angel. What did he really expect? He finds himself pacing the hallway. “Maybe,” he starts, taking a steadying breath. “Maybe when you come back we can try for real. No death bed confessions. Just… Y'know. You and me.” In the light of day, not clinging desperately to one another in the dark. “Hell, maybe I’ll even take you on a date,” he chuckles.

“I’d like that, Dean,” Cas answers, and Dean exhales, relieved. As if he thought Cas would actually turn him down. He hears Sam call him from the library, and he turns in that direction. He doesn’t think, and nearly says those words again, even as he steps into the library. Instead, he clears his throat. “Okay, well. Stay on it.” He panics.

“Dean, what–" 

"You get any leads, you let us know. And we’ll keep working on it from our end.”


"Thanks, Cas.” He ends the call and frowns, leaning against the table, chiding himself for his idiocy. “So, Kelly Kline is in the wind. No trace,” he announces, pulling up his texts.

I’m sorry. I panicked. Didn’t mean to be a dick. Just haven’t told Sam about us yet. I’ll call you later. Promise.

“Great,” Sam says. Dean’s half paying attention as Cas’s reply comes through.

I understand. I’ll talk to you soon.

Another message comes through almost immediately.

I’m counting the moments until we’re together again. Be safe, Dean.

12x19: Grey’s Top 13 Review Notezz




Dean Fucking Winchester made Cas a mixtape.

Originally posted by stetsonsalvatore

I don’t think I’ll ever be over that. 

Also, if you are either:

a) tired of me posting about that glorious tape

b) interested in seeing more of my posts/reblogs about it

my tag is dean and cas’ infinite playlist, for all your following or blacklisting needs. :)


Fair warning, unlike Dean’s mixtape, which was likely carefully organized and lovingly selected, this is in no particular order.

1. Baby Brain

Y’all, that opening scene with Kelly’s suicide was dark. And as horrifying as it was to watch, I am glad? – that’s not the right word, but anyway – that they really showed her break and face the reality that this kid is not a normal kid and it’s likely going to kill her. 

I’m not saying I wanted her dead or anything because holy fuck that’s awful, but that scene was very realistic in terms of her mindset. And it also made her later convictions that the baby must be born as is, with all its powers, even more jarring. It’s supposed to be jarring and shows just how manipulative the baby is even now. Cas was right: the baby saving her is proof of power, not of goodness. Granted, the kid could be good and not evil – we just don’t know yet – but right now, it’s inherently a survivor at all costs. Kelly is not in her right mind and the nephilim is influencing her. If she’d always been so baby brained without ever showing that mental break, it just wouldn’t have read as authentic. Again, I’m not advocating what she did in anyway, just appreciating that it’s realistic for her to reach this very dark place, this rock bottom, and not just blithely always believe it’s all gonna be A-OK.

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Things People Say

Writers - Admin Aingeal @aingealcethlenn & Admin Grace

Characters - Dean, Reader, Sam, Mary, Castiel

Pairing - Dean x Reader

Summary - She was the best hunter in the United States. They were the Winchesters. Dean is overprotective of her, and ends up pushing her away. What happens when she leaves and hunt on her own? What happens when he gets a call, in the middle of the night, because he was her emergency contact?

Word Count - 2,692

Warnings - Angst…Lots and lots of angst…Mild language, Mentions of injuries from an accident/hunt (reader is in hospital)…
Mary Winchester is included in this, but no spoilers from any actual episodes. Doesn’t follow the episodes at all.
(If you spot any other warnings I should add, please let me know so I can edit this post to include them!)

A/N -So..This was written for a challenge, and ended up getting away from me, and turned out WAAAYYYYYY longer than I first envisioned lol There WILL be a part 2 though (as long as people are interested)! So please let me know! And let me know if you wanna be tagged in it!!!

-Reader POV-

It had been the same almost every hunt recently. Dean asking me to stay behind. Hold down the fort, help with research instead of with the battle. It was his way of keeping me safe. Making sure he wouldn’t lose me to some monster, or demon, or anything else out there.

When I met the Winchester brothers, they knew exactly who I was. In fact, the only hunter feared more than those two, was yours truly. I was meticulous, and dangerous, and loved every minute of my job. That never put the boys off though. No, instead, it only drove us closer. Especially Dean.

Lately though, it seemed every argument that we had, was surrounding my safety.

“We just don’t want anything to happen to you.” Dean said softly, trying to calm me down.

“I know how to take care of myself Dean! Damn it, I was the best damn hunter in the states! Now, just because I’m with you, suddenly it’s too dangerous for me to be out there?!”

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amwritingmeta  asked:

Which are your five favourite scenes with Dean and Cas? (And why, if you please.) xx

Oh you! GAH this is so hard man… OK working backwards:

5. The whole of 12x10...but if I had to choose one, probably the diner scene. 

Dean is not a man of words and he generally is pretty reserved with his feelings (obvs!) around Cas, but here he is just Mr Leave My Husband Alone! The upset at not going in with Cas, the pacing, the fact that Sam knew he would barge in, the postulating in front of Ishim, so Ishim has their relationship pegged after 2 seconds, the lack of personal space, telling Ishim to go to hell for insulting Cas and themselves when he was just moments ago pulling Cas’s ass over the metaphorical hot rocks himself… 

If this isn’t Dean showing how much he cares for the guy (platonically or romantically I don’t really mind, the caring is what stuck for me here), I don’t know what this is :)

Originally posted by bubblemish

4. The MoC!Dean / Cas scene of 10x22. This was so painful but so necessary. For me it shows just how much Cas can see Dean has fallen, he truly feels that he is losing him. I head canon that Cas could feel Dean’s longing waning, his soul fading as he fell further into the MoC and the Darkness, hence the way he acted towards him was different, kind of… cold? During this whole arc? I thought it was really subtle but key and I loved that, culminating in this moment where he tries desperately to get Dean to hang onto the remains of himself.

The key thing here for me is that Cas doesn’t fight back, he lets Dean pummel him to pieces because he doesn’t want to hurt Dean, even though it isnt really Dean, he can’t bring himself to. Then in the end, he isnt begging for himself, for his own life, for me he is begging Dean not to kill him to save Dean from himself… *insert sobbing noises here*

Originally posted by phangirl-landphil

3. This Casifer scene from 11x18, where Dean pours his heart out. Where Crowley, Sam, Rowena, Lucifer and Amara can all see, where Amara and Lucifer both acknowledge that they noticed this, where Amara subsequently uses Cas to get to Dean (so God’s sister has to use a ‘small fry’ Angel to get through to Dean? Because they’re such good buddies? Please!) and manipulate him (and it works), man I just so want Lucifer to mention it please!

I love that there is both Cas and Lucifer in this scene. How Cas’s response to realising he saw Dean calling to him is so sweet, one of the rare smiles we ever get from him, how Dean is so desperate through this whole arc but in this moment just lets everything down to try to get through to him, not giving a damn about everyone else in the room….

Originally posted by driverpicksthemuusic

2. The whole of 9x06 man.

But if I had to choose one, probably the goodbye scene just because that is the most emotional after the whole episode’s built up emotional drama. The angst. The pain. Dean has always lusted after Cas, he then really fell for him emotionally and felt rejected in season 8. Cas didn’t truly understand, he had emotions, more than a normal Angel, that’s why he is different, he always had “too much heart” but it’s not until he fell that I think he truly realised that he loved Dean. This episode is where they finally were on the same page and finally alone. Dean had heart eyes throughout the whole freaking episode, Nora assumed Steve was queer and that Dean was his ex, Dean knew Cas was hurting and just tried to help… it was a whole episode of man pain… which ended in another separated due to outside circumstances…. always the adios man...

Originally posted by blowingshine

1. The bedroom / mixtape scene in 12x19.

I just wrote a whole thing summarising this, for me it is so amazingly important. It takes all these previous moments and kind of smooshes them together, taking 9 years of miscommunication, pain, love and friendship and taking it to the next level on all of these with a huge leap forwards in their communication and actually using their words to describe how they fell towards themselves and each other. It’s so beautiful, seriously!

Dean:  Just let me give myself to you. 
Please stop leaving me. I forgive you.

Cas:   I just want to protect you. I don’t deserve to have you.

Dean: Of course you do dumbass.

Cas:   No, I don’t. Not yet. I will save you even if it costs me my life.
         Just let me give myself for you.

Originally posted by weallneedcastiel

Also, this is my 2000th post, the day after I hit 1000 followers - which kind of makes my non mathematical but logical mind happy :)

One or the Other

Castiel x Reader

Request: how about a oneshot where Castiel has to choose between two people? idk if you’ve done that before but it’d be a fun angsty prompt :)

Warnings: slight angst, intoxication, mild language, jealousy, unedited (whoops)

Word count: 1975

Originally posted by lucifersagents

Jealousy was the one emotion you weren’t capable of controlling in front of people, especially the blue eyed angel and the black eyed bitch. Meg was your worst enemy, not only had she broken your arm three times, twice on purpose, but she really knew how to get under your skin. She was flirty and she was good at it to, you on the other hand could not flirt for the life of you, which wasn’t exactly a bad thing considering Cas couldn’t pick up on flirtations a lot of the time. But when she flirted with him it would drive you insane, even if he didn’t notice.

You had a crush on Cas ever since you met him back when he pulled Dean out of perdition. Back then he was more of an ass, but he’d still manage to make your heart flip with one quick glance. But with Meg in the picture there was barely any time for you to hang out with him, considering she’s always around him. 

Sam, Dean, and yourself had just finished a hunt not too long ago which meant you were trying your best to relax before you jumped back into the impala for another long drive. Sam was most likely out for a run considering he couldn’t get one earlier today, Dean was outside washing in the motel parking lot despite telling him he should probably wait until you got back to Bobby’s. Cas was sitting at the table, reading through a lore book while you laid flat on your back on the bed, trying to think of something to say to the angel.

“Hey, Cas?” You murmured, staring up at the peeling paint on the ceiling. “Why are you staying here with us? I mean, you have those wings and we aren’t exactly doing anything, usually you’re hard to track down.”

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12x11 Coda: More Than His Share

apparently I can only finish codas the night before the next episode airs.  destiel, 1k

There’s been times that he’s wanted to wring every last damn memory out of his brain like it’s a sponge, like if he squeezes in all the right places, he can drain his thoughts.

This is not one of those times.

Right now, Dean clings to every hazy memory that his brain throws in sharp relief, one after the other like developing photos.  It’s not immediate.  When he tells Sam that he’s okay, the major events of his life have puzzle pieced their way back into place, but the details remain lost on him.  As he sits in the Impala, the cracks fill.

Sitting in the backseat with Sam nodding off against the rattling door, watching streetlights make patterns on the leather.  His first few hunts, all shaky trigger fingers and stains he couldn’t work out how to clean.  Cooking endless TV dinners and boxes of mac ‘n cheese.  Sam and Dad’s voices, raising in volume with every shouted word.  The empty backseat after he left.  Hunt after hunt alone.  A bullet straight between Azazel’s ugly eyes.  A deal, a kiss, a howl.  Unpleasant flashes of hellfire from the little of his time there he wasn’t able to stow away in a box somewhere in his head.  

He’s amazed by how much Cas there is.

The exact fold of his old, ill-fitting trench coat, down to how many buttons chased each other up and down the flaps.  The gummy crinkles of his first-ever smile, and how much bigger it’s been growing over the years.  The warm steadiness of his hand on Dean’s shoulder, resting where the scorching red handprint used to lay.

Dean’s lived a long life—most of it, admittedly, dead.  But Cas takes up so much more than his share of space.

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Bow (Part One)

Pairing: Castiel x Reader

Word Count: 2678

Warnings: Angst. Lots and lots of angst.

Notes: First, and most importantly, massive props to my main bae, @perseusandmedusa , for coming up with this idea. It literally blew my mind when she told me it. As a disclaimer, a lot of what happens at the end is word-for-word script from the episode, I do not own any of it. I hope you all like it! Xox

Originally posted by samtheboyking

Slumping into a chair, your muscles ached as you finally let yourself relax. You and the Winchesters had arrived back at Bobby’s place only moments before from a rigorous hunt, all of you having claimed battle scars. Pulling your phone out of your pocket, you frowned when you saw there were no missed calls, no messages, nothing. Dialling Castiel’s number, you waited with growing impatience as it rang for a tortuously long time. When you got his answer machine for the fifth time today, you growled and hung up, slamming the phone on the table.

“Still no luck, huh?” Dean asked with a sigh.

Shaking your head, you ran a hand through your long, knotted hair. “You?”

They both shook their heads silently and you squeezed your eyes shut as you took a deep breath. This just wasn’t like him; he’d have at least called to let you know he was okay by now. But that’s just how the angel seemed to be right now. Disappearing all the time and being secretive not only with Sam and Dean, but with you too, and it was starting to hurt.

When you opened your eyes, your gaze fell to the ring finger of your left hand. You traced the red C that had been etched into your skin from the moment you kissed him for the very first time. You’d been drawn to Castiel from day one and he had felt it too. Both of you had tried to ignore it but it was no use; it wouldn’t allow you to. Unbeknownst to you, the two of you were soulmates. It was a lot to take in; having a soulmate at all was one thing, but having an angel as a soulmate? It was overwhelming. It had taken a long time to get used to and wrap your head around but, eventually, the two of you just settled into life together. The love you felt for one another was intense and extreme, not allowing you to be apart for too long without it physically hurting, not that you ever wanted to be away from him.

You’d assumed he’d felt the same. Recently, however, he just seemed to vanish without warning. It had been three weeks since you’d last seen him and it was becoming unbearable. Your entire body ached and you felt constantly fatigued. Even with the endless calls and prayers from you and the boys, he stayed away. You just wanted to know he was okay. And this all seemed like it was leading to something… something big and bad. For everyone.

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anonymous asked:

SubDeanHC: Dean loves a bit of humliation. In that he loves being spanked and being called "slut/whore/etc" when being spanked or fucked. Hell. He loves when Cas forces him to not cum and just makes him walk around with his cum dripping out of his hole, maybe under his clothes so he is just chilling and talking to Sam while trying desperate not to think about the dribble between his legs.


This is honestly my favourite I love Dean in this situation. He’s desperately trying not to get hard in his pants as he feels Cas dribbling out of him into his underwear, sticking to his cheeks. He’ll get to come later if he’s a good boy.

Close Every Door, Epilogue

Characters – Dean x Reader, Sam, Cas, Crowley

Summary – TFW tries to find answers after the reader is kidnapped; what they uncover will surprise them.

Word Count – 4,130

Warnings – Aftermath of Kidnapping, Torture, talk about PTSD and different kinds of therapy used to treat it

A/N – So, yeah, the “epilogue” kind of got away from me (shocker, I know).  But we’ll call it an epilogue anyway!  Thank you all so much for your support and feedback on this series!  It makes me so happy to get your comments!  As always, feedback is appreciated and encouraged! Please let me know what you thought!

Catch up: Close Every Door Masterlist

Originally posted by out-in-the-open

Your name: submit What is this?

“It is over, baby.” Dean agreed.  “And I’m going to be here for you – we all are – just as long as it takes.  And you take as long as you need, sweetheart.”

Dean had been thrilled when you’d hugged him just before telling off Vapula for what he’d done. While you had turned a major corner, there was still a long way to go.  The first night back, once Vapula was dead and his ashes buried, Dean helped you change into fresh pajamas and tucked you into bed – the bed you normally shared with him.  He noticed you tense when he climbed in next to you and paused. 

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One of These Nights (Part 1)

Originally posted by heytheredeann

Summary: Dean returns from purgatory with a new friend

Pairing: Eventual Benny x Reader

Song Inspiration: One of These Nights, by the Eagles

Word Count: 3,000

Warnings:  mild violence

A/N: This is the beginning of a Benny series I’ve been working on for a while! There are some timeline discrepancies because I live in a wonderful world of denial in which Benny Bobby and the Bunker all exist together. 

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We’re Still Good

Written for:  Hazel & Dreamer’s 1k/2k Sammy Says writing challenge

Tagging: @impala-dreamer @idreamofhazel

Characters: Reader, Sam, Dean, and Cas

Words: 4,033

Prompt: “We are far from perfect, but we are still good.”

Warnings: Angst, Language, Canon-typical violence, slight fluff

A/N: Congrats to both of these lovely talented writers and all their very well deserved followers. This quote is actually one of my favorite Sam quotes. I wanted to kind of keep the quote in its context and the story seemed to work better in my head than written. I’m not 100% happy with the finished version but I hope you do like it. Italicized words are flashbacks. Feedback is greatly appreciated.

Summary: The British Men of Letters make their first moves against the Winchesters using the one person who cares about them the most…you.

     Slipping into the bunker through garage had been easy enough. It was a little after one am so you knew Sam was definitely asleep while Dean was probably too drunk to put up much of a fight. You took the gun and knife he’d given you making your way to find the Winchesters. Personally, you wanted to make Dean watch as you killed Sammy just to see the look of betrayal on his face. Or make Sammy watch as you made Dean relive every torture he’d known in hell. The possibilities were endless at this point it really depended on who you found first.

     Dean hadn’t been in his room so he was probably still drinking in the library, which gave you ample time to get to Sam and tie him up. The door opened quietly as you gazed upon Sammy’s sleeping form. You slipped the knife back into the sheath on your thigh and moved closer to the bed with your gun pointed at Sam. “Sam?” He murmured turning away from you and you laughed before delivering a hard kick to his kidneys jolting him awake and into the floor. “Glad you’re awake, Sammy.”

     Sammy bounced up quickly raising his arms in a defensive position before looking at you in awe, “Y/N?” Sam dropped his arms in confusion, “Where the hell have you been? We’ve been looking for you everywhere! It’s been weeks.” Sam moved toward you and you brought the gun up causing him to stop. “Y/N?”

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So, the Destiel Secret Santa challenge came to an end today and the authors have been revealed, so I’d like to share all of the fics I wrote for this challenge. 

This fic was a last minute pinch hit and my prompt was-

‘Hurt!Cas or Hurt!Dean and loads of comfort.’

So of course I wrote a 9.06 coda. I really feel like I’m one of the guys now! ^_^

Beta read by @officieldestiel, who was utterly fantastic and terrifyingly fast :)

Title: Saudade

Word Count: 2006

Rating: T

Summary: He can’t bear it now, the pity in Dean’s voice, the wasted sympathy, the kind platitudes, a few hundred dollars pressed into his hands before Dean inevitably leaves again. His hand is on the doorknob when strong arms wrap themselves around his middle and haul him back.

“Please don’t go,” Dean whispers into his hair.

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SPN 11x02: Third time’s a pattern!

I’ve said before that Andrew Dabb is one of my favorite Supernatural writers. After watching tonight’s episode (11x02), I have confirmed that he’s still in my top 3. Even though Dean, Sam, and Cas had their separate stories, I found I was very interested in all three of them. However, if you’ve read previous stuff I’ve written, you will know the main focus of my posts is always Dean/Cas.

Once Dean made sure Jenna and baby Amara were “safe” at Jenna’s grandma’s house, he left and started working on item #2 on the list he made in the previous episode: find and save Cas. He desperately wanted to contact Castiel.

(Source: x)

He really was worried about Cas and wanted him to answer the phone. How many times have we seen Dean worried about Cas over the phone? Let’s count… 9x18, 10x14, 11x01 and now 11x02. It’s more than three times. Of course, Cas didn’t even get to know Dean was calling him because the angels who had taken him broke his phone when they realized Dean was calling him. But at least there is continuity between 11x01 and 11x02. If Jenna hadn’t called Dean about the baby, Dean would have continued trying to find Cas. 

In case we didn’t get the memo before, Castiel’s endame is to choose what he wants to be (an angel or a man?). Third time’s a pattern!

(Source: x)

Cas has been asked three times now about his endgame. In 9x06, when Cas said he wanted to live, Ephraim asked him: “But as what, Castiel? As an angel or a man?” Even though it couldn’t be clearer than that, Metatron became more obvious in 10x18 when he asked Cas: “Who are you now? Like, you’re obviously not an angel of the Lord. […] And what are you gonna do once you’re done […]? Go back to heaven? […] Tell me, Castiel, truly, what is your mission now?” This time in 11x02, we have another angel questioning Cas with the very obvious question: “What are you?” In fact, this same angel answered the question about Cas’ mission that Metatron asked in season 10 because he said: “When you have to choose between Heaven and the Winchesters, you choose them, every time.” 

The angels don’t consider Cas a brother anymore. They don’t see him as an angel of the Lord (even though Cas still calls himself that) because they know Cas’ loyalty doesn’t belong to Heaven at all. It belongs to the Winchesters. And if we analyze a little beyond the surface, it belongs to Dean ‘cause Cas broke Metatron out of Heaven in order to find a cure for the Mark of Cain. All Castiel cared about was to save Dean. Everything has always been about saving “one human,” right?

Once Castiel killed the angels who had taken him (R.I.P. Hannah, btw), somehow he managed to get to the place where he knew he would find help. He went to the Bunker, back to the Winchesters. He went home. Because Heaven isn’t home anymore. Home is where the heart is and… where is Castiel’s heart? 

(Source: x)

I believe we can agree that Cas’ heart is in Lebanon, Kansas. The Bunker is the only place where he has voluntarily stripped of his angelic identity (his trench coat) in the company of his human family (10x18 the same episode where Metatron mocked Cas for still considering the angels his family), so… you make your own conclusions. 

On The Door Step - part 9: Epilogue

Parings: Dean x Sister!Reader x Sam

Summary: In 2000, John Winchester opened the door to his current motel room and found a little girl at his feet, sleeping peacefully with a fuzzy white blanket tucking her in a wicker basket. Now, nearly 16 years later, (Y/N) has still yet to find herself in the world of the Winchesters.

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Warnings: Angst, character loss (Scrubs references in case you don’t know the show)

Words: 1101

A/N: Sorry, I meant to publish this last night but things have been busy with social life, job hunting and not freezing. Enjoy! 

(Y/H/T) - your home town

Sacred Heart hospital’s ER is filled with nurses and doctors rushing around in the hallways, and Dean can’t help but feel they’re doing nothing to save his sister while he paces back and forth in front of the bed. Sam sits in the chair near the top of the bed with his head down and his hands in his lap. Mary watches from the threshold as her boys fall apart while they struggle to believe the girl in the bed is fighting with everything she has.

The slow beeping of the heart monitor pulls the on the brothers’ nerves.

“Why-why would she do this?” Dean asks again, stopping in his tracks to watch his pale sister breathing out of a tube and being fed through an IV.

“Dean…” Sam sighs, looking up and resting his back against the chair. He runs a hand through his hair. “We should’ve seen this.”

“How? She was gone for seven months,” Mary points out, making her way into the room to take a seat near her youngest. “Boys, this isn’t your fault.”

“We shut her out, mom,” Dean says, running a hand over his face. “We were trying to protect her.”

“How is she?” Castiel questions, entering the hospital room and glancing in the young girl’s direction.

“She’s in a coma.”

“Sam, Dean, I found this in the bathroom,” Cas says, removing a small piece of paper from his trench coat pocket and handing it over to Dean. Sam stands and peers over his brother’s shoulder to read the note.

   God, I have no idea how to start this. There’s so much you need to know, so much I want to tell you.
   Well, first off, I found what I was looking for while I was gone, and might I say it wasn’t what I expected. Dean, do you remember that summer dad left me with you and I asked about our mom? You told me we didn’t have the same one, and then I asked about him… asked you if he was my dad too. At the time, you were just protecting me, but you were right. I’m your half sister. My mother, Hazel, made a deal with a demon to prove she was the strongest sorceress and could take down anyone. Her task was to kill our father, but instead she fell in love him and became pregnant with me. She passed the gene on to me… and things have been weird for me.
   You might’ve seen articles about them, but there have been two incidents I caused. First happened before I left, in the cafeteria of school. The windows were blown out, but what the articles didn’t say was that mirrors fell from the ceiling and the children wearing glasses had to take them off because the glass was cutting their eyes. Then there was the incident just outside of Oklahoma at a diner, the women’s bathroom was flooded because the sinks were blown off the pipes and the mirrors were broken. I caused these. The one at school was just because I was angry at a girl and I restrained myself from punching her. The second one happened because I was in pain and it would stop, so I screamed. My grandmother says I’m a ticking time bomb since I never learned to control it.
   If that wasn’t reason enough to get rid of me, then you should know I learned something dark about myself. I was offered a deal, I kill you two and I get my mother in return.
   I was going to do it. I was planning it. And I’m sorry. I’m a trader. I don’t belong.
   I only stopped when your mom came into the room and you two had those stupid smiles on your faces, I realized just how much of an idiot I am. I was going to sacrifice two of the only people I care about just to try to have something I can never actually have.
If you bring me back, I’ll try a more messy, but certain, approach to this end.
   This is for the best.
   I’m going to die, whether it’s this time or the next. I will not allow myself to live. I’m dangerous, I’m useless. But, you two have saved the world so many times, and now you have your mother.
   Good luck. And thank you for my memories.
   Tell Castiel I’ll miss him and that I love him.

Dean hands the note to his brother before exiting the hospital room, trying to cover his rage. Sam shakes his head, taking his seat back in the chair as he looks over the note again.

“What does it say?” Mary questions, moving across the room to place a hand on Sam’s shoulder.

“She wants us to let her go,” Sam glances up, handing the note to his mother. She looks it over, slightly surprised that she’s their real sister.

“We should grant her wishes,” Dean says, re-entering the room, bringing Dr. Cox with him.


“It’s what she wants, Cas.” Dean sighs, trying desperately to hide the pain in his eyes. “She’ll just try again. This way she goes peacefully.”

The room empties out and the boys watch their little sister let go from the window. Dr Cox calls the time of death and then addresses to the boys that they’ll hand over her body for burial after they finish the autopsy.

The pale corpse of the Winchester’s sister lays on the cold metal table, her (y/e/c) closed and her nose pointing towards the ceiling, her (y/h/c) tucked neatly between her neck and the pillow keeping her head level with her chest. Her lips are slightly parted, exposing her front teeth. She looks so peaceful to the corner, so beautiful and peaceful. The corner is called out of the morgue, needing to sign some documents, so he sets down his scalpel and exists.

Her finger twitches against the blue cloth covering her naked body. Her eyes shift underneath her eyelids; searching.

Darkness… Everything is so dark… But something’s here… no… someone’s here.

“Do you remember your name?”

Where am I?

“Answer my questions and then I’ll tell you.”

My name is Aadya Evergreen.

“Good. Now, tell me where you’re from and about your family.”

I’m from (Y/H/T). My parents work at Sacred Heart Hospital.

“Any siblings?”

No. I have none.

“Perfect. Now, Aadya…

                                 just act like we’re friends talking and this interview will go smoothly. Will you say your name for me and what you do?”

“I’m Aadya Evergreen and I play (Y/N) Winchester on the show Supernatural.” You smile at the camera.

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Shouldn’t 6

Characters:  Dean, Reader, Sam, Cas

Summary:  Dean acted on his feeling for reader, regretted it, found reader in bed with Sam, jumped to conclusions.  Reader left him behind.  What happens next?

Word Count:  590

Warnings:  Language

Tags are at the bottom.  As always, feedback is welcomed and appreciated.  

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Shouldn’t 6

The room is poorly light, it smells musty, as if it’s been sealed off for quite some time. You seem to be laying on a mattress and you shudder to think what might be staining it. Experimentally, you tug at your wrists. They’re bound tight, whoever tied you up is quite skilled with a knot. A dull throbbing ache in the back of your head reminds you of the blow you were dealt right before your head hit the dashboard of the pickup truck that you’d hitched a ride in. That was the last thing you remembered before waking.

You shouldn’t have walked away from Dean at the gas station. You shouldn’t have given up, not without a fight. You shouldn’t be here right now.


Sam chastises Dean as the Impala tears out of the gas station. “How could you let her walk away like that?”

“Sam, I fucked up, I get it. Can we please just concentrate on finding her? She couldn’t have gone too far.”

“Yeah, but what if something happened to her?” Sam pushes.

Dean sighs. “Sammy, she’s a hunter, she can take care of herself. She’s fine.” Dean is lying to his brother. Something in his gut tells him she’s in danger and it leaves him feeling anxious. He shouldn’t have let her go. What was he thinking? God, he was such an asshole sometimes.

“Her GPS is off, which makes sense, she wouldn’t want us to follow. Tell me again about the truck that picked her up.”

“Uh, late model Ford, rusty brown. Taillight out. Guy had a baseball cap pulled down low, I couldn’t see his face. Alabama plates.”

“That’s it? You don’t remember any numbers or anything?” Sam questions.

Dean is kicking himself mentally. Why hadn’t he paid more attention? Oh yeah, ‘cause he was too busy being a dick. “Fuck, man, I don’t know. Look, we can’t be too far behind, just keep your eyes peeled.”


Two hours of driving and they’ve found nothing. Not a thing. This is backwoods country, tiny invisible roads branch of the highway everywhere. Dean is feeling a little desperate, he can’t shake the feeling that something has gone terribly wrong.  

Sam is about to suggest they retrace their steps when a voice sounds out from the backseat, Dean swerving the Impala into the oncoming lane.

“Hello, Dean. Hello, Sam.”

“Jesus, Cas! How many times have I told you not pop in like that!” Dean says as he corrects the car.

“My apologies, Dean. However, this is of importance. Where is (Y/N?)” Cas asks.

“We don’t know,” Sam admits. “We’re trying to find her. Can you locate her?”

“That’s why I’m here. She appears to be in trouble, she’s been calling out for me, but I can’t locate her. I assumed she’d be with you.”

“What do you mean you can’t locate her? You’re a freaking angel of the lord,” Dean grumbles.

“She must be warded somehow, but the connection is stronger here. She must be nearby.” Cas disappears and reappears in the blink of an eye. “Turn left up ahead!”


The door opens with a groaning sound, protesting loudly. Your eyes focus slowly as you track the footsteps across the room.

“Ah, sleeping beauty is awake,” a male voice cuts through the air. Grabbing you harshly by the shoulder, he demands, “Sit up.”

“Who are you? What do you want?” you demand as you struggle to sit upright.

“I want nothing from you. But I want to take everything away from Dean Winchester.”

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The Imaginary Friend (Chapter 24)

It was a few hours later as Chuck and I were sitting in his living room watching TV when he asked.

“Do you ever think about, you know, leaving hunting?” asked Chuck. The show we had been watching was finished and he had turned off the TV.

“Is that really possible?” I asked, turning to him.

“Is that a yes?” asked Chuck. I sighed, not really sure what to say.

“I don’t know, maybe. I just, never really had a reason to leave it before, you know? I, it’s my brothers. I just have always been taught to stay with my family.” 

Chuck looked down at his lap, clearly hesitant on what he wanted to say next.

“What, what about me?” asked Chuck.

“What do you mean?”

“I just, you said you never had a reason to leave before… what about me?”

“Are, are you asking me to leave hunting? Leave my brothers behind?” I asked surprised. I know Chuck wanted me to be safe but I didn’t expect this.

Chuck stood up, pacing as he turned back to me.

“No, not really. Um. I don’t know. It’s just, Red, think about it. The past few weeks that you’ve been here have been the best few weeks I’ve ever had, and I know you feel the same.”

I stood up, walking until I stood in front of him.

“You’re not wrong, Blue. I’m not going to deny that. But, I just can’t leave my brothers.” I said.

“I know, I know. I don’t know. I guess I’m just saying that if a moment were to come, it’s an option. I guess I’m just saying I’m giving you the option.” said Chuck. He leaned down, kissing the top of my head.

All of a sudden, I felt a buzz in my back pocket from my phone. I took it out, a new text from Dean.



An address was typed at the bottom, oddly close to where I was now. I knew what it meant;

Drop everything and run.

I sighed, leaning my head against Chuck’s chest.

“You gotta go?” asked Chuck, not surprised at all.

“Yeah, I do.” I looked up at him.

“I’ll call you when I can, okay? So, so we can finish talking about this.”

“Calling? That’s a new one considering.”

“Yeah, well, somethings deserve to be said aloud.” I kissed him, not knowing when I’d be able to again.

“I love you, Blue.”

“I love you too.”


“Look what the cat dragged in.” said Sam as I walked into the hotel room Dean had texted me a few hours before.

“Hello to you, too, Sam.” I said. I don’t know what I expected honestly.

“C’mon Range it’s not like we haven’t seen you in weeks or anything. Right Dean?” said Sam.

Dean sighed looking at me.

“Sam compared to how she looked when she left and now, I’m not gonna question it.” said Dean.

“Are you okay though?” asked Dean.

“I’m, I’m better.” I said, honestly.

“That’s all I care about.” I gave my brother a grateful look as I turned to Castiel. Dean had called and filled me in on what was happening when I was driving.

“So, Really? Anna? I don’t believe it.” I said, desperately trying to change the subject.

“It’s true.” said Cas.

“So, she’s gone all Glenn Close, huh? That’s awesome.” I said with a laugh.

“Who’s Glenn Close?” asked Cas.

Dean stood up, walking closer to Sam.

“No one, just this psycho bitch who likes to boil rabbits.”

“So, the plan to kill me, would it actually stop Satan?” asked Sam.

“No, Sam, come on.” said Dean.

Sam glanced at the two of us before looking back at Castiel.

“Cas, what do you think? Does Anna have a point?” asked Sam.

Cas took a moment, glancing at the three of us.

“No. She’s, uh, Glenn Close.”

“I don’t get it,” I said, “We’re looking for the chick that wants to gank Sam.”

“Why poke the bear?” asked Dean.

“Anna will keep trying. She won’t give up until Sam is dead. So, we kill her first.” Cas poured oil into the bowl sitting on the table.

“Zod ah ma ra la ee est la gi ro sa.”  

Suddenly the bow shot red flame out of it, Castiel stepped back as he leaned against the chair.

“I found her.”

“Where is she?” asked Dean.

“Not where. When. It’s 1978.”

“What?” asked Sam.

“Good God, we’re going to have to time travel again, aren’t we?” I said, leaning my head into my hand.

“Why 1978? I wasn’t even born yet.” said Sam.

“You won’t be if she kills your parents.” said Cas.

That stopped all of us in surprise.

“What?” asked Sam, voice quivering.

“Anna can’t get to you because of me. So, she’s going after them.” said Cas.

“Take us back right now.” said Dean.

“And deliver you right to Anna? I should go alone.”

“They’re our parents. Cas, we’re going.” I said.

“It’s not that easy.” said Cas, walking a few steps away.

“Why not?” asked Sam.

“Time travel was difficult even with the powers of heaven at my disposal.”

“Which got cut off.” said Sam.

“So, what, you’re like a DeLorean without enough plutonium?” asked Dean.

“I don’t understand that reference. But I’m telling you, taking this trip, with passengers no less, it will weaken me.”

I suddenly remembered that vision I had before with Dean and Michael, who was using our dad as a vessel. We had to go.

“We have to go, Cas. Trust me. I’ve seen it already.” I said, hoping he’d here me.

Dean walked towards Cas.

“They’re our mom and dad. If we can save them, and not just from Anna… I mean if we can set things right, we have to try.” Cas glanced over at me, I just nodded in response.

We were going back.


“Ready?” asked Cas. It was hours later and we were all ready to go.

“Not really.” said Sam.

“Bend your knees.” said Dean.

“Yeah,” I said, “what Dean said.”

All of a sudden, Sam, Dean, and I stood in a middle of a street, jumping out of the way just in time for a car to pass by.

“Did we make it?” asked Sam.

Dean and I looked around, taking in the sights around us.

“Unless they’re bringing Pintos back into production, I, uh, I’d say yes.” said Dean.

I took a look around, suddenly spotting Castiel slumped against a car.

“Cas?” I asked, running towards him.

“Take it easy, take it easy. Are you alright?” asked Dean and we picked the angel up.

“I’m fine. I’m much better than I expected.” said Castiel. As soon as we tried to pick him up more, he spat out blood.

“He’s breathing,” I said, putting my hand near his mouth, “What do we do?”


Sam, Dean, and I pulled up to the address we had found in the phone book for our parents, the earlier version of the impala sitting right outside. Sam jumped right out.

“Sam. Sam. Wait, wait, wait, wait.” said Dean as he and I quickly followed our younger brother.

“Guys, Anna could be here any second.”

“What exactly are we gonna march up there and tell ‘em?” asked Dean.

“Uh, the truth.”

“What, that their kids are back from the future to save them from an angel?” asked Dean. “Gone Terminator? Come on. Those movies haven’t even come out yet.”

“Well, then tell her demons are after ‘em. I mean, she thinks you two are hunters, right?”

“Yeah,” I said, “hunters who disappeared right when her dad died. She’s gonna love us.”

The three of us stood silent until Dean spoke up.

“Just follow my lead.” said Dean, leading the two of us to the front door.

You could see the surprise on her face the second the door opened.

“Hi, Mary.” said Dean and I at the same time.

“You can’t be here.” said Mary, the younger version of our mother stood before us.

“I’m sorry if this is a bad time.” I said.

“You don’t understand. I’m not, I don’t do that anymore. I have a normal life. You have to go.” she moved in to close the door before Dean stopped her.

“I’m sorry, but this is important, okay?”

Suddenly the sound of a throat clearing could be heard as the door swung open, the younger John Winchester appearing next to Mary. Both younger versions of our parents stood before us.

“Sorry, sweetie, they’re just…”

“Mary’s cousins.” I said quickly, cutting her off.

“Yeah,” said Dean, “we couldn’t stop through town without swinging by and saying ‘hey’, now, could we?” He held out his hand to our dad.


“You two look familiar.” said John, obviously recognizing the two of us from our previous trip back in time.

“Really? Yeah, you do too actually, you know? We must have met sometime. Small towns, right? Got to love ‘em.” I said.

“I’m John.”

John reached out his hand to shake, it wasn’t until I nudged Sam that he took it. 

“This is Sam.” I said.

“Sam. Uh, Mary’s father was a Sam.”

“Uh, it’s a-it’s a family name.” said Dean.

“You okay, pal? You look a little spooked.” asked John, realizing Sam hadn’t let go of his hand.

Sam dropped his hand. “Oh. Oh, yeah. Just a…long trip.” Dean and I nodded in agreance .

“Well, Sam, Dean, and Ranger were just on their way out.” said Mary.

“What? They just got here. Real happy to meet folks from Mary’s side. Please, come on in for a beer.” said John as he leads us inside.

“Twist my arm.”

“So, how are you guys related?” asked John as we were all sitting in the living room.

“You know, uh, distantly.” said Dean.

“Oh. So, you knew Mary’s parents?”

“Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Mary’s dad was, uh, pretty much like a grandpa to us.” I said.

“Oh. That was tragic- that heart attack.” said John.

Dean and I remembered every minute of the last time we were here. It was definitely not a heart attack.

“So, uh, what are you guys doing in town, anyway?” asked John.  

“Uh, business, you know.” said Dean.

“Oh, yeah? What line of work?”

Sam and I spoke up at the exact same time.


“Scrap metal.”

Mary jumped to her feet.

“Oh, gosh. It’s almost seven. I hate to be rude, but I got to get dinner ready.”

“Maybe they could stay.” said John.

“I’m sure they have to leave.”

“Uh, look, please stay,” said John, turning to the three people he had no idea were his children, “You know, it would mean a lot to me. I haven’t met much of Mary’s side of the family.” said John. He stood up, leaving the room to answer a ringing phone.

“You have to leave. Now.” said Mary, turning to us.

“Okay, just listen-.” she cut Dean off before he could continue.

“No, you listen. Last time I saw the two of you, a demon killed my parents. Now you three waltz in here like you’re family? Whatever you want-no. Leave me alone.”

“You and John are in danger.” said Sam.

“What are you talking about?”

“Something’s coming for you.” I said.


“Not exactly.” said Dean.

“Well, what, then?” asked Mary, her frustration growing by each second.

“It’s kind of hard to explain, okay? It’s-it’s-.” Sam cut Dean off.

“An angel.”

Mary laughed. “What? There’s no such thing.”

“I wish.” said Dean. “But they’re twice as strong as demons. And bigger dicks.”

“Why would an angel want to kill us?”

“It’s a long story.” I said. “And we’ll tell you the whole thing, but right now, you’ve got to trust us, and we got to go. Look at my face and tell me if I’m lying to you.” I said.

“Okay. Where do we go?”

“Out of here. We got to move now, though.” said Dean.

“Okay. But what do I tell John?” asked Mary.

“Tell him-.” I cut myself off before finishing, just now realizing how long it had been since John had been in the room with us.

“John?” I asked, directing myself to the kitchen.

The four of us walked through the hallway before Mary found the note on the phone saying John had left.

It wasn’t until we found ourselves fighting Anna in a mechanics garage that we really realized how bad it was.

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