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#2 “Sometimes I wonder if things would be different if you didn’t walk into my life.”

Sometimes I wonder if things would be different if you didn’t walk into my life.” Dean told you.

You looked over to him in confusion. You were both sitting there, watching a movie when he said this.

“Is that a good thing or a bad thing?” You asked, genuinely curious.

You couldn’t help but feel a knot in your stomach. For some reason, you felt like you should prepare yourself if it’s a bad thing. ‘Please, don’t let it be a bad thing’ you thought as you brought the blanket around the both of you higher.

“Good thing. A really good thing.” You breathed a sigh of relief which Dean noticed. “You expecting it to be bad?”

“No..yeah, kinda, I mean. I wasn’t sure, to be honest.”

“It’s a good thing, darlin’.” Dean’s arm already around you pulled you closer to him. “I promise you.” You burrowed further into his side as you waited for him to continue. “I look back on how things were before we met and I really realized how much I’ve grown.”

“Like what do you mean?”

“When I was in the indies and even after I got signed to WWE, I was…well, what the kids these days refer to as a ‘fuckboy’.”

“What the kids refer to? When did we get old?”

“We’re not that old, Y/N…the kids are just…they come up with new terms and slang everyday and we just choose to not keep up with it.”

“Fair enough, carry on.”

“Anyway, that’s what I was. Who I was then and who I am now…two different people. Hell, you were even a little hesitant on letting me take you out.”

“Yeah…maybe just a bit.”

“Because I know that you knew what I was. But I didn’t want to screw things up with you. I knew the kind of girl you were. I knew you’d change me without wanting to change me because deep down, I wanted to change into a better man.”

“You are a good man, Dean. I think you’re giving me too much credit.”

“I think you’re not giving yourself enough credit. If it weren’t for you, I’d still be where I was, banging random chicks and treating them like they weren’t anything more than sex. And I was a dick too.”

“But you we’re always good to your fans.”

“They deserve it. They’ve always been good to me.”

“You weren’t that much of a dick.”

“Not to you, at least. I wanted to take you out, you really think I would be a dick to you?”

You looked up at him thoughtfully for a moment. “Fair enough.”

“I wouldn’t be where I am if you hadn’t been around. But now I don’t have to wonder anymore if things would be different if you didn’t walk into my life. Because I know they would be. And I don’t think that it’d be a good thing. I couldn’t imagine another woman in your place.”

“Let’s hope we never have to.”

“Let’s hope so. Personally, I’m in too deep and I have my claws in you so you aren’t going anywhere anytime soon.”

“Good, because I’m in the deep end with you.”

Dean lightly chuckled to himself and kissed the top of your head once more. You both settled in once more and watched the movie. The thing is, you were watching the movie…Dean, not so much. He was trying to fight the nerves away as he fiddled with the small velvet box in his free hand.