dead in a dream

Omg, so last night I had a dream about TWD and basically Team Family had to go further and further out to scavenge for the saviors and they ended up back in Georgia, but not just anywhere in Georgia, they ended up back on Hershel’s farm and when they were heading back they were walking across a field and they fucking saw Shane’s remains. Like… his skeleton.

It fucked me up so bad lmao 

But then I realised I’d kinda enjoy seeing someone / several people go back to Georgia and back to somewhere we saw throughout season 1-3. It’s be creepy and nostalgic. Idk.

1pm thoughts

Hello, everyone! I hope you’re having a good day. 

I woke up this morning feeling sad. I had a dream that I was talking to my Grandpa and he was crying. I was asking him a question but instead of replying to me, he was crying. I woke up feeling confused. So I googled the meaning of dreaming about people crying. And it came up with ghost stories or dreaming about the dead. But the thing is my Grandpa is alive and well and I spoke to him on the phone 3 days ago. I haven’t seen him in 2 years but I’ll be seeing him in 5 months. But I can’t help but worry about him and my grandma. I’m lucky to still have my grandparents from both sides still alive and growing old gracefully. I can’t wait to see and spend time with them. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.