Honestly, I don’t care if it sounds needy, I’m just tired of having failed relationships because of high expectations, I want to find another human being that accepts me exactly as I am from my “emotional mess” times to “completely wild nerd” times. A guy that literally doesn’t care if I did nothing today or if I got a weird obsession that would seem boring to other people, because he’s ok with being human. I just don’t wanna hide my true self from anyone anymore, if somebody wanna be with me they gotta accept me as I truly am, as a complete human being that is NOT f**king perfect okay ?
I just really wish for myself to find a guy that’s a best friend, someone I can laugh to tears with, someone I can cry in front of and be vulnerable without feeling ashamed, someone that I can trust and tell my secrets to, someone that understands me and loves me completely as I am and that I understand and love completely as he is, someone that looks at me with love and passion, someone I can be sweet and loving with, goofy and angry, colorful. But never hurt each other intentionally or mock the other. Never. We can tease each other and argue, but communication is key, and we have a special understanding of each other. That kind of relationship, the “I will never leave you ever” kind. The “I prefer to stand with you in a storm than be comfortable at home” kind of love. We advise each other and complement each other… we’re just two imperfect people, who know they are imperfect, but that accept each other as they exactly are and love each other unconditionally, wouldn’t change them for anything. We can be f**ked up but we wont mind, because we know that’s what part of being human is, but we respect the other and never cross our boundaries. We’re a couple who are total best friends in public, but always finds it endearing to hold each other’s hands. We are a couple that trusts each other and feels secure in the relationship. We are a couple that stands up for their partner through thick and thin and really wants to be together, one where we push each other to be the best they can be even if it makes one upset, we know we are worth it, a wise couple who can talk about everything and anything with no judgment, yet can both be like grandpa and grandma and stay in our pajamas, have a lazy day just watching tv shows and snuggling together while eating things the grandma one prepared, a couple who can go out on dates in casual clothes and not care about people’s opinion, who goes out for long walks in nature, who can be comfortably silent and still somehow understand what the other thinks, who can tell each other things they never told anyone else before and keep the secrets, communicates without judging the other and accepts the other’s opinion, a couple who doesn’t mind insecure and blue days and give enough love to make the other feel at home, a strong couple who stands through challenges bravely and laughs at the face of obstacles, a couple who stays up late at night to talk to each other about anything and everything, that loves each other truly, purely, unconditionally, acceptingly.
—  qt1112 

i think the wildest thing that has ever happened in green day history was that one time they got booked for a FREE concert in boston in like 1994 except the band suddenly became famous between the time of the booking and the concert. so an estimated 70,000-100,000 people showed up to a venue that could only hold a third of that number. the authorities asked billie to help control the crowd (which he did do for like 15 minutes) but then it stopped working so he decided to jump off the stage and started ripping up the flower beds. the concert was then cancelled and then a full scale riot broke out.

the funniest part is that despite the fact that green day literally had this RIOT NAMED AFTER THEM, in 2012 billie had the amazing idea of throwing another free green day show in LA. thankfully the city told them “hell no” and it never happened.


27th May 2017 - the day you showed everyone that the obstacles you had to overcome this season are what reinforced the bond and love within this team, and together, with passion, commitment, and persistence, you fought till the end to attain a well-deserved victory. heja bvb.



Since these guys got shown off at the Paizocon banquet, I can finally share this.

The day the art showed up for the section on Starfinder’s Hellknights, Sutter dropped this on my desk.

Hope you’re all ready to learn which orders perished, which survived, and what new law arose in the depths of space.

The Starfinder Roleplaying Game: Coming this August!


Ok so I wanna talk about this which you can find in this newly released freeform promo.

So, obviously Alec is asking Magnus for his help with the greater demon but he seems to be being like cautious about it, my first guess as to why would be because the downworld massacre happened not even a day ago on the show at this point (assuming this is 2x11)  Magnus is still probably processing like I think we all need to remember how awful and traumatizing this verrry likely was for all of the downworlders. And Alec is hopefully aware of that which is why he proceeds with caution asking Magnus for help, asking him to go into the institute, if you see in the first pic he has his hand on his arm while he asks him, but they also could have been pulling out of a hug or like a quick kiss or something who knows but it’s there I just needed to take note of that. Now my second guess would be because of the greater demon they are specifically trying to find which is Azazel as we now have confirmed if you watched the first sneak peak we got… Now I don’t know how likely it is that Alec knows much about what Magnus knows of this particular greater demon but this demon is a pain in Magnus’ ass, and is known for bringing up Magnus’ father and just being a general sneaky motherfucker. But again I think more likely bc of what literally JUST happened in show terms, it’s been only hours so I think it makes sense as to why Alec seems to be like easing Magnus into it in a way. I just felt like putting some thoughts out there. 

How ya’ll feeling about 2b premiering in like one week??

Not Your Dean Complete Masterlist

Summary: One day Dean shows up on the reader’s doorstep and moves back into the bunker. The only problem is he’s a demon and he’s hiding something. The reader and Sam have to tread carefully if they want a shot of getting back their Dean before it’s too late…

Pairing: Demon!Dean x reader

Word Count: 30K (individual counts listed in parts)

Warnings: language, mild violence

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Ralph Fiennes

Gender: Male

DOB: 22 December 1962

Nationality: English

Ethnicity: English-Irish-Scottish

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Ralph Nathaniel Twisleton-Wykeham-Fiennes is an English actor. A noted Shakespeare interpreter, he first achieved success onstage at the Royal National Theatre.

Fiennes’ portrayal of Nazi war criminal Amon Göth in Schindler’s List earned him nominations for the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actor and the Golden Globe Award for Best Supporting Actor, and he won the BAFTA Award for Best Actor in a Supporting Role. His performance as Count Almásy in The English Patient garnered him a second Academy Award nomination, for Best Actor, as well as BAFTA and Golden Globe nominations.

Since then, Fiennes has been in a number of notable films, including Quiz Show, Strange Days, The End of the Affair, Red Dragon, The Constant Gardener, In Bruges, The Reader, Clash of the Titans, Great Expectations, and The Grand Budapest Hotel. He voiced Rameses in The Prince of Egypt and Alfred Pennyworth in The Lego Batman Movie. Fiennes is also known for his roles in major film franchises such as the Harry Potter film series, in which he played Lord Voldemort, and the James Bond series, in which he has played Gareth Mallory / M, starting with the 2012 film Skyfall.

In 2011, Fiennes made his directorial debut with his film adaptation of Shakespeare’s tragedy Coriolanus, in which he also played the title character. Fiennes won a Tony Award for playing Prince Hamlet on Broadway. Since 1999, Fiennes has served as an ambassador for UNICEF UK. One of the highest profile actors in contemporary British popular culture, Fiennes appeared on Debrett’s 2017 list of the most influential people in the UK.


170527 B-DAY @ Show Music Core


AN: Soooo this is something I wrote months ago, during hiatus. Or rather, I started. I didn’t even realize I’d finished it until the other day, lol. When the show came back, I was too nervous on whether Yvonne would live or die and it sucked all the motive I had to write and then… well, we know what happened… Anyways, this is set anywhere between 7x07 and 7x10.

Thank you again to all my loyal readers. You guys mean the absolute world to me. Thank you for understanding when I take 1029492 years and for never holding it against me. I love you all.

He was dead. That was what the loud, invasive, penetrating voice in her head screamed out, over and over again. Until her ears felt like they were bloody and on fire and pulsing so paralyzingly harsh. Until she was sure she would never heard another renaissance for as long as she lived. Until she could no longer feel a single atom of her body, could no longer feel the forest floor underneath her, could no longer feel the chilly night’s air freezing her sickeningly pale skin.

The one person in this world, who had taught her how to love, who had taught her she deserved love, that had taught her what love looked like, was lying on the ground before her, still as a portrait, and lifeless as a corpse. 

That’s all that was left of him now. A corpse. An empty shell of the blue-eyed boy who had been her safe haven, from the violent storms that ripped her life apart at the seams. 

Except he didn’t love her. He wasn’t the person she thought he was, and at the thought, she heard a loud sob expel itself from deep within her core, but she didn’t give it permission, she didn’t anticipate it, and more than anything, she didn’t feel it. 

She doubted she’d ever be able to feel anything again. She doubted there was a way to pull all the pieces of her fractured heart and mind sufficiently back together. 

Toby, was all she could think. The name, the image, the feeling of him. The way it felt when he wrapped his arms around her, when he kissed her softly, when he laughed at whatever sarcastic, witty remark she had presented him with. 

This was it. This was all she ever was. The love he’d shown her, the purity of his soul, the hope he’d unknowingly gave her, somehow had merged into the very lining of her soul and, now, without him, she felt herself fading as well.

Toby, was all she thought. The boy who she had loved recklessly and wholeheartedly and without reservations and the way you could only ever love your first love. 

How was it possible that person had never really existed?

Or had he? Had he been faking his status as one on the dark side? Had he donned that black hoodie in loyalty to her? Had he loved her as much as he swore? Had she been right in believing in him, believing there was nothing in this world that could prove he had forged his feelings for her, believing that it was impossible to wake up one day and stop loving someone? 

Had she gotten him killed?

Toby, was all she could ever bear to process. The name, the smile, the protective words and the bright, water blue eyes. 

She could feel her own self slipping away, and instinctually, she clung to the memory of him, the memory of his golden brown hair, his solid chest, his black as night tattoo, his warmth, his smell of sawdust and cinnamon, his altruistic heart that had always pulled her back when she felt lost without an atlas.

She could feel his shirts on her back, his lips on her neck, his eyes boring deep into the pits of her soul. She could feel him brushing her hair back when she was upset, him rubbing her shoulder when she was tense, him tugging her into his arms when she scared. She could no longer feel her own body, but she could feel every essence of his being effortlessly.

Toby, was all she could focus on. His light, his strength, his accomplishments, his forgiveness, his intuition. 

She could remember his name long after she’d forgotten her own.

And then she woke up.

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Tbh there isn’t anything wrong necessarily with enjoying a ~problematic~ show but at the end of the day, when a show is homophobic/transphobic/ableist/racist/etc, you gotta ask urself is it really that good that you can ignore all that fuckshit?