day 365 party

Nick Kwas Christmas Party
Sorority Noise
Nick Kwas Christmas Party

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Nick Kwas Christmas Party // Sorority Noise

I spend a lot of time above water. 
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room. 
Lately that’s made me wonder 
if I’ve given up on trying to be someone new. 
Because I don’t like who I see, 
each morning when I look in the mirror. 
In fact it’s the only thing I fear, 
that I’m empty inside these bones. 
I’m not scared of ghosts, 
I embrace them all as friends, 
because one day I’ll be dead, 
and they will know my name. 
So I’ve been counting down my life, 
existing in hours, 
to see what I have left. 

If I see 25, i’ll be surprised. 
If I see 32, I’ll take every letter I wrote to you 
and bury them alive. 
If I see 44, well I haven’t thought that far.

there’s an article floating around talking about how trump’s speech and celebrations are going to be “kept short” and it’s being presented as ‘oh, he can get right to work if he only goes to 3 balls instead of 11 like obama did!’

he’s planning to take the weekend off.

the number of people attending his inauguration is far less than half that of obama’s.

his original plan was for something far flashier, something to keep the nation “glued to their tvs”- but then he couldn’t get anyone to perform.

his speech is being kept short because no one can catch you in a lie if you don’t actually answer a question. it’s harder to sound unprepared if you do the bare minimum.

obama celebrated because people wanted to celebrate with him. not for the cameras, not for the reputation, but for the people. he’s the first president of color we’ve had, it was and is worth celebrating!

trump is not. and he’s claiming that he “doesn’t need pictures from 11 separate balls” because the media will be content with 1 or 2. the media doesn’t need “drawn out, elegant speeches”, just soundbites and news clips.

but that’s the problem, that’s the difference: trump cares about the media, not the people. he wants to look good, but doesn’t seem to care about doing good.