day 2 post op

Today marks 3 years on T – 3 years since the best day of my life. 3/27/12 - 3/27/15

Today I am: 3 years on T, 2 years 7 months and 19 days post op top surgery, 3 months 1 week and 1 day post op hysterectomy, and 89 DAYS UNTIL PHALLOPLASTY! 😁

This journey isn’t for everyone. But those who choose to embark on it I hope they find the same beauty in life as I have. I hope they find the same self confidence as I have, and most of all the same sense of eternal happiness.

Thank you for everyone who has shown me support along the way. I really wouldn’t be me without you.


Im 2 weeks and 3 days post op || 1 Year 6 Months on T

My right nipple came off and its coming back to life, super stoked to see some pink skin :) My left side still have some fluid build up near the pec line, Dr. Ereso will be removed next Tuesday. Im feeling back to myself, really happy to be able to be moving around and stretching again. Overall I am really happy with the results and how everything is looking. The left side was almost double the side just last week and the bruising has gone down a lot, I’ve been working on healing meditation and manifesting healing energy and positivity. Staying in the present moment and taking care of myself and my body. 

2 days post Op: Key hole with Dr. Ereso $5,800
super stoked about how it all looks, couldn’t really see all of it but it was very emotional to see my chest this flat. He said he pumped a bunch of liquid in my chest so that will go down with a couple weeks. So blessed to have this chest, thank you to everyone who has came out to support me and visit me. On heavy meds because the first set of meds didn’t take any of the pain away. We are trying something new so let’s see how it goes! Im also get my new binder on Thursday because they ordered the wrong one and size, so I’m looking forward to that. Today’s pain was the worst so far, but Dr. Ereso said next week I will be feeling and looking a lot better. So grateful to have so many amazing people here for me 💙👏🙌👨🙏😘👌


I am sooooooooooooo late with this!


Week 2: AU

I wanted to do it so much but I haven’t got enough time.

There are more words than pictures :’D

Kuroko no youtube!

Kuroko’s subscribers like his voice - he’s always calm and quiet. Noone saw Kuroko’s face - he’s to lazy to film facecams. And he doesn’t want to. Sometimes he filmes Nigou and posts him to his channel. He plays beautiful games with a great plot. If he played horror games he wouldn’t react to jumpscares at all. And he’s the master of stealth.

Speaks English well.

He has a stream-band. They call themselves “The generation”. Maybe sometimes I will write and draw more about their channels but back to kagakuro : D

Kagami’s channel is very old. Alex was those person who showed him YT. He plays horrors and some unpopular games. His English isn’t so good. He makes mistakes (like me :[) and swears a lot (if scared). His bad English is just my headcanon. Forgot to mention, that in this AU he lives in America but not so long. I just like to think that he reads good but speaks a bit worse :’) AU+headcanon=me.

And one day he recieves a comment from verified user “TheShadow” with one phrase.

“You misspelled the name of the game”.

That was the day of their meeting.

Kagami went to Kuroko’s channel and subscribed after the couple of videos.  So did Kuroko.

From time to time they recieved each other’s comments. Then they folllowed each other on Twitter.

Subscribers started to look for their relationship but there was nothing but comments. Noone knew what was going on on the other side of the Internet.

But one day Kagami posted their co-op video. That was Portal 2. Subscribers thought that Kagami was very nervous while playing the game.

After a couple of videos and their conversations in comment section and Twitter WILD SHIPPERS APPEARED. People called them “the Light (because of fire on the bg of Kagami’s channel) and the Shadow(because of Kuroko’s username)”. They couldn’t invent the name of the ship because they didn’t know Kuroko’s name.

One day Kagami posted video where he said that he’s moving to Japan and is going to meet The Generation.

And then they were busted by Kise who posted their pic on Instagram xD

Well, something like this.

Post Op Day 2

Day 2 was not the greatest day for me. This really started with the end of day 1. They want you to stand up the evening of your surgery and walk in place a little. That’s a difficult thing to do. The nurse stepped away for a second and I passed out. I was lucky I fell backwards onto the bed but I did hit my head on the side bed rail. This led to me being very afraid to walk on day 2. We started off the day with food and that was great because I was starving. Next it was time to walk and I made it to the hall before my ears started ringing and I had to sit before passing out. Moving to get in and out of bed was very painful and led to some strain on the surgery site and caused more bleeding. This is where the problems set in. They had to add more gauze to the dressing that is stitched to your skin to help stop the bleeding. They have to push it underneath and it is so painful! I was told I might need a blood transfusion :(