david & fer

Meus textos não tem sentido, minha mente não é decente, minha vida não é reta, meus olhos não são traiçoeiros. As ideias fluem, minhas mãos ganham vida, meu espirito se ergue, lembranças vem e vão embora. Observo, opino, mintos as vezes, falo a verdade também. 

Não tenho culpa se minha mente é perturbada ou você não me entende, não me sente.

anonymous asked:

What's your top gay ships?

OMG ANON THIS QUESTION IS LIFE ILYSM. In no particular order:

Ste x Harry (Hollyoaks) obvs are #1 <3 OTP for life <333
Ian x Mickey (Shameless)
Christian x Oliver (Verbotene Liebe)
Deniz x Roman (Alles was Zählt)
David x Fer (Física o Química)
Keller x Beecher (Oz)
Will x Sonny (Days of Our Lives)
John Paul x Craig (Hollyoaks)
Max x Iago (El Cor de la Ciutat)
Brian x Justin (Queer as Folk)
Lenny x Carsten (Gute Zeiten, schlechte Zeiten)
Manuel x Lalo (Botineras)

Some Honourable Mentions:
Tom x Ulli (Verbotene Liebe)
Elias x Lari (Salatut elämät)
Ste x Brendan (Hollyoaks)
John Paul x Kieron (Hollyoaks)
Robert x Aaron (Emmerdale)
Noah x Luke (As the World Turns)
Christian x Syed (Eastenders)
Kaldrick x Tariq (The L.A. Complex)
Jude x Connor (The Fosters)
Zero x Jude (Hit the Floor)
Todd x Karl (Coronation Street)

And my new ships:
Ian x Trevor (Shameless)
Isak x Even (Skam)
Philip x Lukas (Eye Witness)

And honestly this is just the tip of the iceberg but I’ll stop for now lmao I’m trash

TOP GAY STORY LINES!

So, I was inspired to make this post, because I know many people want to watch some queer storylines that aren’t just queer baiting. Plus, I just want to spread the gay goodness around! So, here we go! 

(In no particular order)

1. Drew and Rick (The Night Shift) 

This story line is gives me so much joy. Seriously, it deals not only with a gay couple, but with them being gay in the military and adopting a daughter. 

2. Ben and Paul (Eastenders)  

Okay, so I don’t like storylines that end in death, but this one is fantastic and they deal with Ben dealing with Paul’s death in a really realistic way. Plus, they are just to cute together. Paul really brings back the sweet side of Ben that we all thought was lost. 

3. Isak and Even (Skam) 

If you are on tumblr, you know about this show. Just do yourself a favor and go watch it. One of the most realistic and heart felt gay story lines ever. Deals with mental illness in a real and compassionate way.

4. Christian and Syed (Eastenders) 

HAPPY ENDING!!!! Also deals with Islam and what it means to be gay in that faith, very powerful story. 

5. Robert and Aaron (Emmerdale) 

These boys have been through so much, and seeing their wonderful character development has been amazing! These boys have some of the sweetest soap moments ever! (HINT HINT SUPER SOAP WEEK 2016) 

6. Charlie and Matteusz (Class BBC) 

THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS AND IN LOVE <3 My sweet gay alien prince and his polish consort. Seriously, this show is great. Doctor Who spin off with a gay main character, whose boyfriend deals with being kicked out by religious parents.

7. Claudio and Sandro (Italian soap. Only on Dailymotion) 

Super sweet boys with a happy ending. Lots of dramatic moments! 

8. Magnus and Alec (Shadowhunters) 

They are super cute and super flirty. I honestly adore both characters and how their relationship has developed. The show did a great job in doing these characters justice, more than the books ever did. 

9.  Eric and Aaron (The Walking Dead) 

Okay, so they are like barely in the show, but they are to precious for this world when they are. I love their friendship with Daryl and Eric is seriously such an adorable ginger. 

10. Lito and Hernando (Sense8) 

Really well done and really explores the idea of coming out when you’re in a position of fame. Plus, they are so cute and in love <3 

11. Tinco and Francis (SpangaS)

They are really adorable and the show delves into the world of coming out in high school and the rewards of being yourself. 

12. Tristan and Miles (Degrassi) 

I absolutely love these two! This third season was everything I wanted <3 They start off shaky and I’m not in love with how they treat Miles’ bisexuality, but the way they have grown as characters and how they show their relationship changing in tandem with that is awesome. 

13.  Paulo and Miguel (O Beijo do Escorpiao) 

Very cute and full of drama. Actual kissing in this one (that has been censored on other Portuguese TV shows). Happy ending that is so perfect for the end of the show. 

14.  Lukas and Philip (Eyewitness) 

BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN <3 Seriously, the way they wrote these characters was perfect and they really made the story flow so well. It was amazing to see a show centered around gay youths in love. 

15. Brian and Justin & Ben and Micheal (Queer as Folk) 

Just watch Queer as Folk. It’s a gay classic and it deals with all kinds of issues within the LGBT community. Plus, omfg how cute are Brian and Justin…I can’t they are the original gay power couple. 

 16. Carsten and Lenny ( Gute Zeiten, Schlechte Zeiten) 

Totally cute couple that deal with a lot of trauma together. Deals with Lenny coming out after dealing with bullying in army training. 

17. Christian and Oli ( Verbotene Liebe) 

AHHHHH my feelings for this couple…I can’t. They were meant to be, it was true love! ( I can only watch so far into this story line because of how it ended). Again, did not like how they treated Christians bisexuality, but the couple are seriously to perfect. They have some of the best scenes of any gay story line. 

18. Ianto and Jack (Torchwood) 

IANTO DESERVED BETTER! Okay with that out of the way, this is a great story line with lots of good relationship development and Ianto and Jack being sweet and beautiful. I would also recommend listening to the radio plays after watching the show, as it clears things up and made my heart feel better. :P

19. Max and Iago ( El Cor de la Ciutat )

Okay, so I adore this soap, it has amazing story lines and character development for these two, and there are so many sweet and heart wrenching scenes. I adore this couple and have re-watched their story like 6 times. 

20. Fer and David (  Física o Química ) 

LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!! Same as #19. Awesome character development and lots of drama and loving moments between our beautiful couple. I adore them, even if the ending of the show makes me cry all the time just thinking about it. 

21. Jude and Zero ( Hit the Floor )

They are soooooo goooodddd! I cannot even begin to describe all the things that are perfect about this couple and their story line. They are the gay kings of L.A, who got their happy ever after. 

So that is it for now! Go out and have your eyes filled with the beauty of these canon ships! I may update this when I find more story lines so be on the look out :) 

Desde que vc se foi ninguém mais ocupou esse vazio. Nenhum toque conseguiu substituir a sensação do seu toque.
Ainda sonho com as noites de sexta-feira que passávamos juntos, sempre assistindo algum filme repetido, uma garrafa de uma bebida qualquer ao lado e fumando Lucky Strike.
Acordar e ver você jogado em meus braços em um de seus sonos mais profundos era o ápice da minha felicidade naquelas semanas.
Ainda tento me contentar com o que eu tenho hoje, tento me convencer que algum dia encontrarei, novamente, esse amor que tanto te dei, ou desejei te dar.

Já fiz planos que não poderei cumprir, tive desejos que não serão realizados, por breves momentos eu criei uma fantasia romântica na ingenuidade de acreditar que eu seria o bastante para você.

Tento me fazer acreditar que não acredito em mais nada, que já perdi a esperança de ser seu e que já desisti dos meus planos precipitados, mas no minuto seguinte eu já estou fazendo planos para nós para mais dez anos. E vivo assim, uma luta diária com minha mente, uma guerra entre a razão e a emoção.

Me sinto envergonhado em ter deixado um beijo, uma noite de amor, ter-me feito isso, causado um infortúnio e até aonde vai esse infortúnio o seu bem me faz bem.