Imagine: Finding out that
you are pregnant with Eric’s child and being scared to tell him.
You stand in the training room alongside Four and your boyfriend, Eric.
As a trainer, it was your responsibility to show the initiates how to spar,
however you felt sick to your stomach today. Should I tell Eric? Nah,
I’ll be fine.
“Y/N and I will be showing you some new fighting techniques
today,” Eric announces to the initiates. The two of you transferred to
Dauntless together, you were from Candor, he was from Dauntless, on the first
day of initiation you had gone through your fear landscapes, you and Eric were
the only ones in the dorm room, and he had comforted you. You two became fast
friends and had started dating soon after; you’ve been together for almost six
years now and are absolutely inseparable.
You step into the mat alongside Eric and he looks at you muttering,
“The initiates are so annoying, I fucking hate kids.”
You roll your eyes and tell him to start. After demonstrating a few
different techniques to the initiates you start to feel dizzy, Eric goes in for
a punch and you clutch you mouth gagging, he steps back and you run out of the
“Y/N!” Eric calls after you, his voice laced with
You quickly find the washroom and shut the door behind you, throwing up
in the toilet, you don’t hear the door opening, but when you feel someone
grabbing your hair and rubbing your back, you instantly know that it’s
You step away from the toilet, flushing and rinse out your mouth to get
rid of the taste of vomit.
“Are you alright baby?” Eric asks, his eyes filled with
You absentmindedly nod knowing that you should tell him that this has
been happening for the past week. But you dread thinking about what the meaning
of this might be.
“-okay?” You finally hear Eric say.
“Huh?” You look at him.
“We’re you even listening to a word I said Y/N?” Eric asks,
you look down at your hands, “of course you weren’t, what’s gotten into
you Y/N? Lately you’ve been acting so distant, if there’s a problem you can
tell me baby, if I did something wrong get angry, yell at me, but don’t
distance yourself like this.”
“It’s nothing like that Eric, I’ve just been really tired lately, and
I think I might just be getting a fever or something, I’ll go to the infirmary
later today.” You lie.
Eric sees right through the you, but just says, “Alright Y/N, go
home and rest, Four and I can take care of the initiates for the rest of the
You wait for Eric to go back into the training room before walking
towards the pit; you go into one of the drugstores, buy a pregnancy test, and
walk back to yours and Eric’s shared apartment.
You go into the washroom and put the test to use. You sit on the
washroom floor waiting for the result.
You wait for a few minutes and finally build up the courage to look at it;
you see a little plus sign on the screen. Fuck. The result is
positive, this can’t be happening, how will you ever tell Eric?
You sit on the couch, Eric words from earlier today replay in your mind,
‘I fucking hate kids.’ This wasn’t
the first time he had admitted something like this to you, you knew how much he
disliked kids. Your lip begins to quiver at you let out a whimper, wrapping
your arms around your stomach. You can’t help but wonder, what if Eric leaves
you, or worse yet, what if he makes you get rid of the child. Maybe I shouldn’t tell him. No, he is the
father, he has the right to know, and I have to tell him. Come on Y/N, you’re
Dauntless, stop being so scared.
You continue crying until you hear the doorknob rattle, Eric was home. Shit. You quickly wipe your tears, take
a deep breath, and go into the bedroom.
“Y/N I’m home!” Eric calls out, you don’t respond, knowing that your
voice will betray you, “Y/N?”
You hear Eric’s footsteps coming closer, and he enters the room, “Y/N?
Are you okay? Why weren’t you responding to me baby?”
“Eric I-” your voice breaks and you can’t continue.
“Y/N, what’s wrong?” Eric almost looks scared.
You force yourself to look him in the eyes, and knowing that you will
not be able to answer him, you hand him the test. He looks confused at first,
but realization soon strikes his face.
“You’re pregnant…” He says in shock. He’s not happy, fuck he is not happy.
“Pleasedon’tbemadatme,ifyouwantmetoleavethenIwill,I’msorry!” You say
You take a deep breath, “No Eric, i-it’s okay, really, I know how much
you hate kids, but I’m not getting rid of my child, if you don’t want it then
“I’m serious Eric, you won’t have to take any responsibility for it, I
won’t even tell it that you are its father after it is born, you jus-” Eric
presses his lips against yours to shut you up, stare at him with wide eyes as
he pulls back.
“You just never shut up do you,” He says.
“Wait, so you’re not upset?” You ask hopefully.
“Did I say that?” His expression hardens and your heart sinks, “Of
course I’m upset Y/N.”
You look away from him and try to keep yourself from crying.
“I’m upset that you thought I would leave you. I’m upset that you were
afraid to tell me any of this. I’m upset that you didn’t want to tell me that I-I’m
going to be a dad,” You look up at him and his face breaks out into a grin. He
grabs your shoulders and shakes you happily, “I’m going to be a dad Y/N, a dad!”
You wrap your arms around him and he lifts you up in his arms bridal
style, spinning you around, “We’re going to be parents Y/N, I can’t believe
this! Fuck I can’t believe this, I’m so fucking happy right now.”
He puts you down and kisses you passionately, “I love you Y/N.”
“I love you more Eric.”
Eric kneels down and kisses your stomach, “and I love you most!”
A/N: Keep those requests comin’. Haha. I can’t wait for
Pairing: Eric x OC
Request: Could I request another where the reader is also a Leader in Dauntless and one day her friend dares her to sit in Eric’s lap
(maybe he’s at the bar), and instead of pushing her away he won’t let her get
up. Thank yooou!
Cheers erupted in the mess hall as you entered. You
smirked at the back of the group, proud of your men. There was a factionless
attack in Candor and your team had been deployed to contain the situation. The
mission was a success with minimal casualty sustained. There was not even a
scratch on you or your team. Yes, you knew you were good.
After picking up a tray, you went down and joined your
friends. “Hey, there she is. The undefeatable Y/F/N “The Stinger” Y/L/N!!
Whoo!” Johnson whooped, clearly buzzed. You winced at the nickname he gave you. “Why are you yelling my name like we’re at a boxing match?” You asked and
this time it was John that made a face. “What’s a boxing match?” A laugh
bubbled up your throat. “Nevermind.” You said. You forgot that boxing was an activity from
the Old World. They don’t do that anymore. The only reason you knew about it
was because you were quite interested in History while in school.
Some of my readers asked me for a part 2 of this, so I decided to do it. I hope you like it.
Prompt: In your first day at Dauntless you got a little drunk at a party and ended up in a certain leader’s bed…
Four took your class to the training room, and all the way there, all you could think about was how could you be so reckless and stupid? The guy was not only your trainer, but he was a Dauntless leader. What the fuck had you gotten yourself into? Of course, he was hot as hell and awesome in bed, but still, no, was a big fat NO.
In the training room, Four placed all of you in front of punching bags, and ordered everyone to begin. You started to punch yours, ignoring the pounding in your head. Four paused by you briefly, adjusting your stance, then moving on to help the other initiates. You kept punching your bag but you couldn’t stop thinking about how much trouble you were about to be in. Lost in your own thoughts, you jumped when you felt cold hands on your hips.
Eric was pretending to fix your stance, but you knew it was right because Four had helped you less than 5 minutes ago. He tightened his grip on you, and whispered in your ear, low enough for only you to hear.
“Why didn’t you mention you were an initiate?“
“Why didn’t you mention you were a leader?” You asked back.
“I don’t need to explain myself, you do. You don’t look like an initiate.” He snapped measuring you up and down, mostly focusing on your well developed breasts and voluptuous butt.
“What can I say, I grew up quick,” You answered, but this time, blushing, with a bit of fear.
Eric cocked his head, noticing the girl next to you paying attention to your conversation. He then looked at you and barked his words.
“Initiate five laps, now.”
“What?” You asked confused, as ever.
“FIVE LAPS. RUN. NOW,” he yelled at you.
You nodded, and just as you were about to start running, he grabbed your arm hard.
“This conversation is not over. Now go,” he hissed.
As you ran, you started thinking how confusing this all was. After last night, you felt like maybe you didn’t belong in Dauntless. As much as you were attracted to Eric, it was clear he wasn’t going to make this easy on you after what happened on your first night here. He was thinking you kept things from him, especially about being an initiate, and the truth was you don’t even know how you ended up in his bed. You knew you messed up, and his hard looks towards you were showing you that he was pissed at you. At least that’s what you thought.
By the time you finished your laps, Eric was gone. The rest of the day flew by, with Four leading you from activity to activity. After being dismissed from training, you went to have dinner with Felicity and Michael. The three of you were laughing and having a good time, making you forget about the day. Once you were done with dinner, you went straight to the dorms and laid down on your cot, hoping to sleep. It was not even closer to Eric’s bed and you missed his arms around you while you tried to sleep.
In the morning, you were woken up by the loud banging of metal on metal.
You opened your eyes to find Four standing there, banging a pipe against the stair rail. You forced yourself up and out of bed, your head still foggy from the lack of sleep.
During the first part of your training, Eric was nowhere to be seen. But he showed up later to arrange the first fights. He called out your name, then the name of the girl who had been beside you on the bags yesterday. You had noticed her giggling at Eric, smiling and swaying her hips when she thought he was looking. She hadn’t realized he never seemed to notice her.
Of course, he paired you to fight against her.
When you were approaching the ring, he reached out for you, grabbing your arm.
“Win this one.” It was all he said before letting you go.
You stepped into the ring, preparing to fight, and she threw the first punch. You dodged it easily, and punched her in the stomach before she could try again. She looked at you angrily, her eyes flashing with annoyance.
“Just because you’re sleeping with our instructor doesn’t mean I have to go easy on you,” she said, quiet enough so only you to hear.
She tried to punch you again, but all she got was a scrape against your cheek. You were fuming now. Who was she to tell you that? Did she see you with Eric the other night? You were confused by her words, but you didn’t let them bother you. You managed to trip her, and she hit the mat with a loud thud. You took the opportunity and straddled her, then punched her hard, twice in the face and she was done.
Four congratulated you and you went to the bench to wait for your friends. You thought you saw Eric making an amused face toward you, but maybe you were wrong. He didn’t seem like the type to show emotions.
Judging from his silence, it was clear you were getting nothing from him, not even an ounce of praise. Right now, he wouldn’t talk to you, nor would he even look at you. But you caught him glancing your way a few times, always turning away quickly.
After dinner, your friends were staying at The Pit to hang out, but you decided to go back to the dorms. When you were almost there, you felt someone grabbing your arm and pulling you into a dark hallway.
“Did you tell anyone about what happened on your first night here?” he asked you.
“No, but I think Chelsea knows. She made a comment about it before our fight today,” you answered.
“She doesn’t. She’s guessing.” He paused for a second, holding your stare. “No one can know about what happened, ok? It’s against Dauntless rules. You can become factionless if anyone finds out.”
“Can you get in trouble because of this?” You asked him.
“I can lose my job, but Max won’t do it. He needs me. I’m more concerned about you.” he answered tightly.
Your heart sunk. You didn’t want to be kicked out, and you certainly didn’t want to be factionless, all because of one mistake.
“I’m so sorry Eric, I didn’t know, I…”
He didn’t let you finish.
“It’s not your fault, just don’t tell anyone,” He warned you. He squeezed your arm one final time, then stalked away.
After that day, he did a very good job ignoring you. You were focused on your training and were improving quickly, thanks to Four’s help. You were strong and fast and completely focused on succeeding on your training.
Your shooting skills weren’t the best, though. You and your class were up on the roof, practicing shooting at yellow targets on the wall, and you didn’t hit the target once. You were feeling frustrated while Four and Eric observed from a distance. You were still struggling when you heard the heavy footsteps of someone approaching.
“You suck at this, initiate,” Eric said.
You wanted to talk back to him, but a flashback of his raspy tongue on your belly came to your mind, and a shiver ran down your spine making you shake a little.
“I could use some help,” you managed to say.
He came closer to you, purposely making your back collide to his chest. You felt every single hair on your body rise up and you were sure he felt the tension coming from you.
“Just relax your arms and aim. I’ll tell you when to shoot.” He calmly said in your ear, making you lose any concentration you had. It was obvious he knew what he was doing to you.
He took hold of your hands on the gun, making sure you stayed still before he told you to shoot. You did as he said, and to your surprise, you hit the center of the target. You were about to thank him when he whispered in your ear.
“When initiation is over I can help you release all this tension in your body.”
And he then left.
You couldn’t focus anymore, and for the rest of the day, all you could think about was Eric. The feeling of his hands on you and his breath on your neck replayed over and over again. You were losing your mind and you couldn’t if you wanted to pass initiation. You tried to force the thoughts away, and after the day was over, you ran straight to the dorms and took a cold shower.
You were trying your best to avoid Eric, including every single thought about him, but it wasn’t easy. The guy was a wall of muscles, big enough to be noticed even from a distance, and he was gorgeous enough that you just couldn’t stop thinking about him. But you decided to give it a try.
Let me know what you think !
Thanks a lot to my love @clublulu333 for the edit !!! Love you babe !
There she was helping
Abnegation feed the factionless as if she was not factionless herself. Eric shook
his head in disbelief as he looked over at you. He could not believe how happy
You looked across the
street to find Eric staring at you. You smiled to him and waved but he did not
smile or wave back. You didn’t expect him too. The Eric you knew would never
smile or greet someone with kindness. You found that out last year when you
were a Dauntless initiate. You would have made an excellent Dauntless member
but one day you woke up in the bunks and you just could not imagine taking
orders for the rest of your life however long that would be as a Dauntless
member. You didn’t know much about the Dauntless faction but you were always in
awe whenever you saw them so on choosing day you chose Dauntless. You were
having fun during training, learning a lot and was at the top of your class but
that fateful day you woke up and chose to be factionless. You just wanted to be
free and you could not be any happier. As a factionless member you were at
peace and content. Your former leader Eric on the other hand did not seem
happy. Though he rarely showed emotions when you spent your time at Dauntless
as an initiate he was visibly upset when you told the leaders you were leaving
the faction. They could not wrap their heads around as to why you would chose
such a life for yourself but Max and Four gave their blessing as Eric stormed
off shaking his head.
requested to do and imagine base on the song “Little Do You Know” by Alex and
Sierra, I know @imagine-mix-fandoms already did and imagine based off that song, which was amazing,
so please go read that as well! I combined this request with an imagine of my
own, so enjoy!
and Eric going through each other’s fear landscape. You learn why Eric is the
way he is, and he finds out that you are scared of him.
Warnings: Mentions of sexual assault and death!
don’t,” you beg with tears streaming down your face.
believe I ever fell for a piece of Divergent trash like you,” Eric says with a
gun pointed to your head, his face holds an expression of pure disgust, “but
don’t worry sweetheart, I make this easy for you. It’ll be a quick death.”
He pulls the
awake gasping for air. Your face is covered in tears and body in sweat.
Y/N?” Eric asks opening his sleep filled eyes and looking at you.
You quickly respond, looking away from him. You’ve been waking up from this
nightmare every day since the attack in Candor during the war, which had ended
weeks ago. Since then, Eric was forgiven for what he did, and was given back
his leadership position, Divergents were now safe, and you knew that Eric would
never hurt you; however, this did not stop the nightmares from coming.
telling me what’s bothering you. You wake up from these nightmares every
fucking day and you won’t tell me what they’re about. Talk to me baby,” He was
now fully awake, he grabs your chin and makes you face him, “Please Y/N, I
can’t stand seeing you like this.”
Eric, really,” How could you ever tell him that your nightmares were about him
killing you, I would break his heart. He clearly didn’t believe you, so you
leaned in and gave him a passionate kiss, trying to talk his mind off it.
pulled back, with a disappointed look on his face, “You don’t have to tell me
if you don’t want to, but remember, I’m always here if you need to talk.” With that,
he got up and walked out of the room.
‘I’m sorry Eric, I wish I could tell
you, but I can’t,’ you
“Where are we
going Eric?” You asked, he held your hand leading you through the dark hallways
of the Dauntless compound.
“Do you trust
me Y/N,” He stopped walking and looked back at you, you nodded, “Then shut up
and stop asking me!”
stopped in front of the familiar room that you hadn’t seen since your initiation.
The fear landscape room.
“Eric why are
we here?” You question.
together for almost a year now, and I realized that you barely even know
anything about me, so I thought what better way for you to get know me than
going through my fears,” He says with a hopeful expression on his face.
don’t have t-”
“But I want
to.” He said getting out the syringes.
fears do you have?” You ask.
can’t shake off the feeling that you’re invading his privacy, but he really
wants this so you go with it, “Ready?
You nod as he
injects himself; he then brushes your hair away from your neck and injects you.
Suddenly you find yourself trapped inside a
small box, the walls closing in on you, claustrophobia.
You look over at Eric, he is sitting, jaw-clenched, staring at the wall in front
of him, you shake him, “Eric snap out of it and do something!”
He then takes
a deep breath and puts his legs out pushing against the wall in front of him,
you decide to do the same with the opposite wall, Eric counts to three and you
both push, the scene changes.
You two are
now standing in an open field, you look around and then back at Eric who is
standing beside you stiffly, suddenly a flock of birds fly down and surround
you, you see Eric taking shallow breaths, and try to stifle a giggle, “Your
scared of birds?!”
his eyes at you, “Are you making fun of me Y/N?”
“No! Not at
all! I’m just surprised that the big bad Eric is scared of birds,” You laugh.
girl who’s scared of itty bitty spiders,” he says rolling his eyes.
You punch him
in the shoulder and say, “Now do something so we can get out of here.”
He walks up
to the birds, bends down, and picks one up. He stands there for a second just
staring at it with his jaw clenched, then gently pets its head, and I let out a
small laugh as the birds and field disappear.
One by one,
we went through the rest of his fears, being buried alive, failure, killing his
loved ones, etc. Until we finally got to his final fear, we were standing in a
dark alley somewhere in Erudite, there were five large men dressed in blue,
three of the men stood holding an unfamiliar girl with a beaten and bruised
face, and two of them held Eric who was struggling in their hold.
girl calls out.
Eric yells back with a pained expression, “Fuck!”
finally gets out of the grasp of the men, the girl changes, she is now in black
clothing, she is still bruised and bleeding, and she has a tattoo of a dream
catcher on her forearm. Wait, what?! You look at her face closely. It’s you.
You look towards Eric, who is standing next to you wide eyed and frozen,
“Eric!” You shake him.
His whisper is barely audible, simulation you lets out an agonizing scream,
right before she is slapped across the face by one of the men.
hear yourself yell his name. This is so fucking strange. I’ve never seen Eric
look so scared, his face has gone pale, his eyes are wide and he’s barely
blinking, his jaw is clenched, and his hands are in shaking fists. One man grabs
the neckline of your shirt and tears it apart, you scream once again, and
thrash in the hold of the other two. You suddenly knew exactly what was
‘Fuck I have to end this,’ You think to
yourself, you stand in front of Eric and grab his face, forcing him to look
down at you, “It’s okay Eric! I’m okay! Look at me Eric, I’m okay!”
worked you stood up on your toes and kissed him, eventually his heart rate
slowed down and when you finally broke the kiss, the two of you were back in
the fear landscape room. Eric looked around and collapsed to his knees.
kneeled down next to him, “Eric what was that? What was happening?”
always her but now it’s you! It’s you Y/N!”
Eric,” You grab his hand as he took a deep breath, “Now tell me.”
Erudite, just a month before my choosing ceremony, I had a one night stand with
this girl, she was my older sister’s ex-boyfriend’s younger sister,” Older
sister? You knew Eric’s two younger sisters, but you never knew he had an older
one too, “to me it was nothing, but she wanted more, I rejected her. So one day
after school, I walked to the place where my older sister, Elizabeth, worked,
Mum wanted her to take me shopping for a new blazer. We took too long in the
shop and it was getting dark outside, we knew Mum was going to be mad at us, so
we decided to take a shortcut home. Fuck that was the biggest mistake in my
life,” He put his head in his hands and continued, “We were passing by this alleyway,
I was leading the way, when suddenly Elizabeth screamed, I turned around, but I
was held back by two men, two others held Elizabeth, and there was a fifth man,
Elizabeth’s ex. To get back at Lizzy for breaking up with him, and at me for
breaking his fucking sister’s heart, they raped and killed her in front of me, and
I don’t know I fucking lived through that, but I did. It left my family
shattered, and left me angry and full of hatred, and that’s why I chose
dauntless on Choosing Day.”
“Oh my God,
Eric I- I don’t know what to say,” You say quietly, trying to take in all the
information you had just received, looking down as your lap.
Y/N, I’m sorry I couldn’t do anything in there, it was always her, always, and suddenly it changed to you,
and I didn’t know what to do,” He admits sadly.
okay, I understand,” You quickly respond, trying to comfort him.
go through your landscape,” He says getting up, you know he’s trying to get his
mind off of what he just saw, but you can’t let him see your fears. If he sees
the nightmare you have of him every night, it will break him.
already seen it during my initiation,” You say.
things change, and besides you haven’t been through it since then, it’s
important for a dauntless to go through their fears often, we need to be able
to handle them, in case they come back to haunt us in our real lives,” He says,
trying to convince me.
“I guess it’s
fine if you don’t trust me enough to let me see,” You groan at Eric and his
blackmailing skills, you mentally roll your eyes.
Maybe you’ll only have the same nine fears, maybe new fears don’t register with
the serum that fast, you silently hope, as Eric injects the two of you once
One by one,
you go through all nine of your familiar fears. Then everything goes dark, “Y/N?
What’s going on, I thought you only had nine fears?”
uncomfortably, “Looks, like you were right Eric, things can change, I guess I
have a new one.”
darkness disappears and you find yourself in Candor Headquarters, you’re on
your knees, hands cuffed behind your back, you look up with wide eyes and see
Eric standing above you, gun pointed to your head, this isn’t real you try to tell yourself, but you can’t bring yourself
to believe it, it feels so real, “Eric, please don’t-”
believe I ever fell for a piece of Divergent trash like you,” Eric says, his
face holds an expression of pure disgust, “but don’t worry sweetheart, I make
this easy for you. It’ll be a quick death.”
speeds up so fast you think it’ll explode, you start to cry, “Eric no! I’m
He pulls the
You snap your
eyes open gasping, you look around and you’re back in the landscape room.
just remembered that Eric saw all of that.
“Save it Y/N,”
He tries to sound angry, but you can see how hurt he is, “I’ve tried to so hard
to convince everyone that I’ve changed, but who the hell is gonna believe me,
if my fucking girlfriend’s even scared of me!”
I’m so fucking sorry! Eric?!” You call after him as he storms out of the room. After
a while you walk to your best friend’s apartment, you thought it would be best
to leave Eric alone for now, at least until you could think of a way of showing
him how you feel.
You were in
your friend’s guest bedroom, when suddenly you got an idea; you got out a piece
of paper and started to write:
Little do you know, how I’m breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know, I’m still haunted by the memories
Little do you know, I’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know, I need a little more time
Underneath it all I’m held captive by the hole inside
I’ve been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind
I’m ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know, I need a little more time. -Y/N
You walk back to yours and Eric’s
shared apartment, knowing he wouldn’t be home yet, and go into your room, and
fold the note in half, you put it on top of his laptop and leave, praying that
this would work.
The next morning your friend comes
into your room, waking you, “Y/N! Get up!”
“What?” You grumble.
“I was just about to leave for work,
when Eric asked me to give this to you,” she says handing you a folded piece of
paper, your heart sank thinking that he rejected your note and returned it.
“W-what is it?” You ask her.
“I don’t know, I didn’t check,” she
looks at her watch and says, “listen, I have to go now, but you can stay here
as long as you want!”
“Thanks,” you call out as she leaves,
you hear the door shut and you finally open the letter, your heart flutters at
Eric’s familiar handwriting:
I’ll wait, I’ll
wait, I love you like you’ve never felt the pain, I’ll wait, I
promise you don’t have to be afraid, I’ll wait, The love
is here and here to stay So lay your head on
me Little do you know,
I know you’re hurting while I’m sound asleep Little do you know,
all my mistakes are slowly drowning me Little do you know,
I’m trying to make it better piece by piece Little do you know,
I, I love you ‘til the sun dies. -Eric
You look up from the letter, trying to hold back your tears, and
you see Eric standing in the doorway, he looks at you and says, “’little do you
know, I, I love you ‘til the sun dies’.”
You jump off the bed and run into his arms, you finally let the
tears release, “I’m so sorry Eric! I’m sorry!” You say through sobs.
“Shh, it’s okay,” He whispers kissing your forehead.
A/N: Ahh that was so long, I’m so sorry it took forever to write
this, but I had exams going on, however I’m free for the rest of the week, so
send in your requests!
You left Dauntless three days ago, looking for rebel Factionless around the Amity farms. The night is falling and you just finished with your tent. You’re forced to share it with Eric and two other people. Lucky for you, they rather not to sleep in the same tent as Eric and choose to sleep outside.
You love Eric with all your heart. You’ve been very good friends since initiation, what makes things even worse.
Now you’re mad at him, angry, furious. You barely spoke to him since you left Dauntless. So you decided to stay away from him, sitting under a big tree, humming to yourself and trying not to think about how beautiful that girl is. Redhead, tall, tan skin.
“What are you doing?”
You jump, a hand on your heart as you get up quickly.
“About what?” Eric leans on the tree, sighing. You stare at him for a while before moving away a little. It’s lovely how someone like Eric can feel so comfortable around someone else. And it’s you, his only true friend. It’s a bless and a curse.
“About… how much I miss Dauntless.” You mutter. Talking to him is hard now, with the image of him and the redhead.
“Are you ok?” Eric stands in front of you, looking down at your eyes.
“You’re never this quiet, what’s wrong?” He caresses your cheek, almost making you burst into tears.
“Nothing is wrong. Everything is perfect and you have the right to do whatever you want.” You push him away with teary eyes. You never cry, never, but now you just can’t help it.
“(Y/N), I don’t get it. You know you can tell me anything.” Eric grabs your arm, forcing you to face him.
“Eric, let me go, please. I-I have to…”
“Why are you crying? You’re scaring me! Tell me what’s happening so I can kill the bastard who made you cry!” He’s screaming, cursing at the wind.
“Why are you defending me? Why don’t you go defend your hot girlfriend? ” You yell at him, tears finally rolling down your cheeks. Eric’s eyes are filled with worry as he let you go.
“Girlfriend? Are you crazy?”
“Yes! I’m crazy! I don’t have the right to be mad about it, but I am!” You slap his chest a few times as he grabs both of your arms.
“Can you please calm down and let me talk?”
“You don’t have to say anything. Let go of me!”
“No! Listen to me first.” Eric hugs your waist, keeping you close. His beautiful eyes making you gasp.
“You don’t have to say anything. I won’t bitch about your girl.” You whisper.
“I don’t have a girl. Well, I would have a girl if you agree to be my girl.”
“What? How dare you? After flirting with that redhead? ” You hiss, angry with him again.
“Redhead? Jeyne is married and she asked me a simple question. No need to be jealous, babe.” Eric peck your lips, and you don’t even try to push him away.
“You’re lying to me.” You say after pushing him away.
“I don’t lie to you. Now, you want to my girlfriend? Or not?” He smirks making you blush. “Did I ever told you how beautiful you are?”
“Just… just shut up, Eric. And yes.”
“I’ll be your girlfriend.”
“Finally. I’ve been waiting for it since our initiation.”
eyes were like clocks
that stopped spinning
the moment she
stared into them.
The universe halted.
All things began
to breathe each
others stillness. To
her: it was a simple,
” - Christopher Poindexter
Your body was a mine field, even the
smallest movement caused pain. You could barely do anything without
feeling the ache in your muscles, not to mention the pain when you
were just simply sneezing. You had sore muscles at places you never
even knew you had muscles! To make a long story short, they weren’t
going easy on you initiates. Nevertheless, aside from the pain, you
felt amazing. The first days in Dauntless were just as you expected:
hard and exhausting. Eight hours of training a day were surely
pushing everyone to the limit, not only physically but also mentally,
since the fear of failure and the following life as factionless was
constantly before your eyes in form of a red line on the ranking
Fortunately, being ranked under the red line didn’t
concern you -at least for now. Being born in Amity was sure an
advantage, since working in the fields and carrying bales of straw
required quite an amount of muscles and strength, which you’ve
developed quickly in your teens. And it was this strength in
combination with your ambition and stamina that helped you to get on
the fifth place of the ranking.
The only thing you really weren’t made
for was shooting. No matter how hard you tried, your bullets never
found the red circle in the middle of the target. You let out a sigh
of frustration. It was already past 6pm, which meant that everybody
was enjoying their spare time, everybody expect you, who was now
completely alone at the shooting range. You shot 5 bullets in a row,
each of them missing the center of the target. “Oh for fucks sake,
really?”, you muttered to yourself. Your hands were probably
already covered in blisters, but giving up was not an opinion, not
until you hit the target at least once. It wasn’t until you finished
your next range of bullets (which was not any better than before)
when you heard footsteps behind you.
“That red thing in the middle of the
target is supposed to be hit, you know?” “Yeah no shit,
Sherlock!”, you said exasperated as you turned around. Fuck! As
you saw who you were talking to, the gun dropped almost out of your
hands. Nobody else but the Dauntless leader himself was now standing
in front of you, his cold eyes looking down on you, not amused.
other initiates couldn’t stand him, most of them were actually just
afraid of him. You couldn’t blame them, Eric’s whole appearance and
the ‘I can kill you’ expression didn’t make him look like the nicest
man. But still, you couldn’t say you were afraid of him. No, in fact
you found yourself attracted to him, because after all you couldn’t
deny that he was handsome. And that mysterious side of him, kinda
hot, wasn’t it? Furthermore, it didn’t slip your attention that Eric
was often watching you when he thought you weren’t looking. And one
time you remember seeing him smile after you landed a hard punch on
another initiate’s face. Maybe he knew that you found him attractive?
No way, you’ve never talked to anyone about him, and being as
self-disciplined as you always were, you never looked longer than
necessary at him.
Just as in this moment. While Eric was
making his way over to you, you avoided looking in his eyes, but
instead pretended to check your gun. A curse upon you and your big
mouth! Everyone knew what happened to people who couldn’t keep their
mouth shut around him.
could be ranked higher if you would do better at shooting”, he
continued, ignoring your sassy remark. Saved by the bell! Just as you
thought you would get out of this situation without further ado, Eric
grabbed your shoulder. Suddenly, he turned you around, so that you
faced the target again and put his one hand on your waist. You could
feel how every muscle in your body flexed and your breath became
faster. Get your shit together, [Y/N], you exhorted yourself,yet you
didn’t know what on earth he was going to do.
“The problem is
your position”, Eric said and you could feel his warm breath on
your neck. “You’re holding your elbow too low.” With his other hand, he lifted up the elbow of your shooting arm. “Now shoot”, he
said strictly. There was something about his voice which turned you
on, and you could barely concentrate on the target. Your skin was
prickling all over your body, especially where his hands touched you.
Concentrate! You held your breath and fired 3 bullets in a row. No
way! Each of them hit the red circle. To make sure this wasn’t just
pure luck, you fired another bullet, again, hitting the middle of the
target. The joy of finally succeeding made you forget that Eric was
standing right behind you, his hand still on your waist. With a
bright smile, you turned around just to find your face being only a
few inches away from Eric’s. As your eyes met his, it seemed like the
whole universe stopped. You never really realized how beautiful his
eyes were, blue like the ocean on a rainy day. Neither of you said
anything, but you’d give anything to hear what was on his mind in this moment. His
eyes were piercing you, looking right into your soul. What seemed
like hours was probably just a few seconds, but still long enough to forget everything around you. The tension in the air between Eric and you was almost touchable. Deep inside you something was yearning for this man, but your common sense forced you to hold back. After all, he was your leader. Why should someone from such a high position waste his time with an initiate?
And then, all of sudden,
something in his eyes changed and he turned around. “You should
leave it at that for today. Get some rest, tomorrow you’re fighting”, he said. You were to perplexed to answer
something, and even if you wanted to, it seemed like you lost your
voice. “And watch your mouth. Next time you won’t get away this
easy”, he said with his cold voice before leaving the shooting
range and letting you alone with your thoughts, which were going
crazy right now. What the hell did just happen? But more important,
why did it affect you so much? Why was your skin still prickling, and
your heart beating faster than it should? You shook your head
vigorously. He was just helping you to fix your problem. Nothing
more. You should stop interpreting too much into everything. After
making sure that you still were able to hit the center of the target,
you went to the initiate dormitory, completely exhausted and
confused.As you laid in your bed, your thoughts were circling around what happened before. The last thing you saw in front of your eyes before finally drifting into darkness were those beautiful blue eyes which were staring into your soul.
a/n: so here is the next part:) Please let me know what you think about it, or what I could improve, I’m always open for critics ! Oh, and tell me whether the length is ok, I feel like it’s a bit short, but on the other hand, the shorter they are the faster I finish/publish them. Oh well..
“You look hot
girl!” Christina tells you, as you look at your new nose piercing in the
mirror. It was a free day for Dauntless initiates, and you decided to get your
first piercing as a Dauntless you were absolutely in love with it. Tris got her
ears pierced and Christina got a cartilage piercing.
You let out a
little squeal, “Dauntless are having a party later tonight, we should totally
go to show off our new piercings.”
The three of
you get ready to go to the party. You curl your hair and wear a short black
skater dress with a back cutout. Feeling sexy as hell.
The three of
you walk into the bar for the party; the place is full of loud music and sweaty
A guy leaning
against the wall on the other side of the room catches your attention, Eric, the youngest Dauntless leader, and
one of your trainers. He’s a complete asshole, but you can’t help but have a
crush on him.
He looks like
a god standing there in his tight dark t-shirt, and the flashing lights
illuminate his muscles in such a way that you think you might just pass out.
But maybe that’s just the alcohol in your body.
Christina says waving a hand in your face.
sorry, I got distracted,” You say too quickly.
“I can tell,”
Christina giggles, “who are you looking at?”
facing Tris and Christina, laughing and swaying to the music. When you suddenly
feel someone slap your ass, you gasp and Christina and Tris look at you not
knowing what happened. Their eyes widen when they see who’s behind you.
Before you are
able to turn around to see who it is, he steps forward looking at you, Eric.
What the hell?
He grabs your chin and turns your face towards
him, you can smell the alcohol on his breath when he says, “Nice piercing
sweetheart, makes you looks more Dauntless.”
before walking away.
that about?” Tris asks, at the same time Christina says, “What the fuck.”
Your heart is
beating out of your chest and you just shrug your shoulder before walking out
of the bar. You need to get some fresh air.
A/N: Sorry that was so short. I’m working on a really long imagine right now and I just needed a filler. xoxo
I’m sorry if I forgot anyone, if you want to be tagged in my future stuff.
It had been another grueling day at Dauntless and as usual Eric headed to the Leaders Training area to work off the tension. He removed his jacket and placed it on the bench; he began to wrap his hands before he squared up the bag and began his assault, imagining different faces, usually the ones that had worked him up that day.
hi I love your writing! can you do one where Peter is like your friend and you both like eachother , but he outs you, four and tris to save himself? And then when he finds out they’re going to kill you all he does all he can to try and stop it and apologize for betraying you and everyone else? Thank you if you do this!”
gifs are not mine.
Although the rest of your little refugee group were against Peter coming with you, you insisted on that with all your wit - despite Peter’s hard character, you were really good friends, and you felt like you might be more if you have let your thoughts open…
But one day, when Dauntless burst through the gate into the Amity grounds, Peter betrayed you. He simply went for himself, shouting that you’re running away. While the rest of you - Tris, Four and Caleb jump out of the window, you stared at Peter with tears in your eyes, not believing in what he had just done. You met his eyes which were full of sorrow but were dragged out the window by Four. You managed to get away, but this selfish and crucial act of Peter’s never left your mind.
However, not much time passed since you all got caught and transported to Erudite HQ. You were all put in the same cell, like things. And then he came. Peter did. It turned out that he proved himself worthy to Jeanine, and she basically employed him. Before Tris and Four started to punch him, he managed to justify himself.
“I know you want to kill me, and I know that you probably will, but before doing that you should know that I am sorry…” his eyes landed onto yours teary ones. “I will get you out of here and you will never see me again.”
While he led Caleb, Tris and Four out of the cell you didn’t move a muscle. Peter approached you and gently took your arm in his, still staring into your eyes.
“Come now, [Y/N].”
“I’m going to stay with you.” You slowly shook your head.
“No you’re not.” he said a little bit more harshly and started to drag you out. Tris noticed that you’re not keeping up with them and grabbed your arm.
As she dragged you on, you left Peter standing there alone, thinking that maybe it’s for the best. You both were aware that you have true feelings for each other, but you guess that he just can’t cope with that act of cowardice he pulled on you in Amity - he can’t forgive himself.
And so you left Erudite HQ, with a stone on your chest.
❛ my days of breaking into places and stealing shit are done. ❜ a lie,
❛ i’m torn between being INSULTED you’d think i’d swallow that load of bullshit, &IMPRESSED you did it with such a straight face. ❜ a pause to consider the POSSIBLE ramifications, then : ❛ but say i ‘ BELIEVED ’ that, what’s the verdict on some CELEBRATORY milkshakes ? definitely on fury’s paycheck. ❜