Today was such a good day. I was very tired during work in the morning because I was playing my psp all night but in class, I am currently composing an orchestra piece for my piano piece that I wrote back in fall last year. My professor came over to help me and he adoresss my melody and it makes me so happy that the person I respect actually loves it ahhhhh, and then he taught me how to solve the last layer of the rubik’s cube. And then I came home and found out I made the dean’s list. Today just keeps getting better and my life has been treating me well ever since I cut out romantic relationships and negativity out of my life lmao. My brother was right… it was about time I started focusing on myself.
I truly can not wait for the day when I have a beautiful best friend who is also my girlfriend, and we blow our money to rent the fanciest hotel room with the best view of the city skyline and share breakfast in bed, fooling around like kids, and making love until we become incredibly tired and wake up to watch cartoons
All these damn girls on twitter and tumblr are like “omg if someone ever did the ‘52 reasons why I love you’ I’d love them forever” I DID THAT AND I GOT NOTHING. JUST A KISS ON THE CHEEK THAT BROKE MY HEART INTO PIECES.
The best thing happened last night. I’ve met so many wonderful friends in this fandom, and one friend in particular, who’s from Egypt, is my best friend. I’ve never called anyone my best friend, and even though we are miles apart, he’s always there to talk to me and make me happy. I decided to stop being shy and to video chat with him and it was so much fun even though it was awkward at first. And not only did that made me happy. While we were talking, we were talking about how much we make each other happy and how stupid we are, and then he makes a tweet about me and Jaycee (another friend) to Camila (she was doing an #AskCamila) saying how we were the greatest people he’s ever met (which is true, I’m so cool and swag haha jk) and then out of nowhere, Camila tweets him back saying that’s her favorite thing in the world and my heart STOPPED. not because the tweet was about me and jaycee, but I was genuinely happy that my best friend got noticed by camila. and what he said was true. I’ve met wonderful people because of those 5 girls. I can’t wait to see the girls again and I can not wait to meet some of my friends in the fandom this summer :) you meet friends in the weirdest ways, I love you guys. (plus I find it hilarious how I snapshotted him fangirling haha)
HI GUYS, SO IM GONNA MAKE A POST ABOUT THIS CAUSE YOU KNOW, TODAY WAS AMAZING.
SO THE GIRLS WERE ARE LORD AND TAYLOR TODAY IN NYC, AND IT WAS FREE, SO OF COURSE I WENT, AND IT WAS WORTH IT.
SO I WENT TO THE CITY WITH MY FRIENDS EVANA AND VICTORIA. AND LONG STORY SHORT, WE GOT ON LINE, AND WAITED IN THE FREEZING ASS COLD FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS OR MORE.
WE GOT THEM FLOWERS, BUT THEN THAT SHIT DIED IN THE COLD AND IT LOOKED RATCHET AS HELL, BUT WE KEPT IT CAUSE WE SPENT MONEY ON THAT.
SO THEN THE SMALL CONCERT BEGAN AND WE’RE PUSHING TO STAND IN A GOOD AREA.
OH BTW, BEFORE WE LEFT… I GAVE CAMILA A MEANINGFULL (BUT CRAPPY LOOKING) NECKLACE OF MINE. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME, AND I WANTED TO GIVE IT TO HER. I ALSO GAVE ALLY MY BIBLE!
OK SO FOR THE CONCERT, I SAT ON THE BARACADES BECAUSE IM SHORT AND I COULDNT REALLY SEE. THE POLICE KEPT TELLING ME TO COME OFF, BUT FUCK THAT, THIS IS MY ONLY CHANCE TO SEE THEM. I WAS SO SCARED OF FALLING OFF, ONTO THE ROAD AND THEN CARS RUNNING OVER ME. IT WAS A BIG ASS RISK I TOOK TO SIT ON IT, BUT IM ALIVE AND SAFE AT HOME <3
SO THEN WHILE THEY WERE PERFORMING THE LAST SONG (OUT OF FOUR) WE DIDN’T STAY. INSTEAD, WE RUSHED INTO LORD AND TAYLOR TO GET ON LINE EARLY FOR THE MEET AND GREET. SO WE’RE RUNNING AROUND THE DAMN STORE LIKE WILD ANIMALS, AND WE’RE ASKING EVERYONE “WHERE’S THE MEET AND GREET FOR FIFTH HARMONY?!?” SO ONE LADY WAS LIKE WHOO?? AND IM LIKE “FIFTH HARMONY!” AND SHE LED US TO THE BACK OF THE STORE.
OMG IM SHAKING WHILE TYPING THIS LMAO
SO WHILE ON LINE, THE GIRLS WERE COMING INSIDE, AND THEY ALL WERE LITERALLY NEXT TO ME.
I SAW LAUREN AND NORMANI FIRST, BUT NORMANI WASN’T PAYING ATTENTION TO ME :( BUT HOLY CRAP, HER BEAUTIFUL CHOCOLATE SKIN IS JUST BEAUTIFUL. AND THEN I LOOK AT LAUREN AND SHE’S LOOKING AT ME, AND IM JUST NERVOUS AND SHY, AND I WAVE AND DO A CHEESY ASS UGLY SMILE AND I SAY “HI” AND THEN WE JUST HUGGED EACHOTHER AND SHE KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK. AND I DONT THINK IM EVER GOING TO WASH MY CHEEK AGAIN.
AND THEN DINAH WAS BUSY WITH OTHER PEOPLE, AND THEN I SAW CAMILA!
SO I GAVE CAMILA MY NECKLACE/GUITAR PICK CHAIN AND SHES LIKE “OH WHATS THIS” SHE LOOKED SO CONFUSED AND THEN SHE SAID “AWEE THANKS YOURE SO CUTE”
AND THEN ALLY CAME WALKING ALONG AND I GAVE HER MY BIBLE! SHE LOOKED SO CONFUSED AND THEN SHE SAW THAT IT SAID “GOOD NEWS” (AKA THE NEW TESTAMENT) AND SHE STARTED LAUGHING AND SHE SAID “OMG YOURE SO FUNNY, THANK YOU SO MUCH) AND THEN SHE DISAPEARED. AND SHE’S SHORT. SHORTER THAN ME, LIKE WOW, BUT SHE’S SO ADORABLE, HER SMILE IS JUST ALJSDNALSDK,ANS
BUT THEN I SCREAMED HER NAME AND SHE SAW IT WAS ME, AND IM LIKE "DID YOU GET THE BIBLE??” AND SHE’S LIKES “YES OMG YOURE SOOO FUNNY AND CUTE” AND SHE JUST KEPT LAUGHING AND THEM IM LAUGHING, AND THEN I TOLD HER TO OPEN THE COVER AND READ IT, AND SHE READ IT AND SHE SAID IM SO FUNNY, SWEET, CUTE, AND SHE LOVES IT. AND SHE BLEW ME A KISS AND I FREAKED OUT. I WAS FANGIRLING AND I THINK SHE WAS LIKE ‘WTF’ BUT SHE KEPT LAUGHING AND I EMBARRASSED MYSELF BECAUSE I JUST FROZE. JUST LIKE THE LAST TIME I SAW CAMILA IN AUGUST.
and then we’re just waiting online for the meet and greet pictures. I feel so bad, because only the people who came early when security was outside got the wristbands for a picture and free signed CD. :/
ANYWAYS.. SO WE’RE THE NEXT ON LINE (ALL THE WAY IN THE FRONT) TO TAKE PICTURES, SO WE’RE WAITING. AND FOR SOME REASON CAMILA WAS STARING AT ME AND IM JUST LIKE AUSJDAKSJDBA;KSJDA;KJSD CAUSE I WAS RIGHT NEX TO HER, AND IM TRYNA KEEP IT COOL, THEN SHE TOUCHES ME AND SAYS “HEY.. UHM THE NECKLACE” AND IM JUST LIKE “YEAH YEAH I GAVE IT TO YOU WHEN I WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE *POINTS TO AREA*, DID YOU GET IT?” AND THEN SHE’S LIKE “OHHH YEAH YEAH I REMEMBER!” AND SHE PULLS IT OUR OF HER JACKET POCKET, AND SHE LOOKS AT IT AND SHE SAID “THOSE ARE GUITAR PICKS!” AND IM JUST LIKE “YEAH I GAVE 'EM TO YOU, DON’T YOU PLAY GUITAR??” AND SHE SIAD “YEAH I DO” AND IM LIKE “WELL, THEN, THERE YA GO, BY THE WAY THERE’S A LETTER IN THE CASE” AND THEN SHE LOOKS IN THE CASE AND SHE SEE IT AND SAYS "OH YEAH I SEE IT, RIGHT THERE, THANKS SO MUCH AGAIN, YOURE SO CUTE" AND IM JUST LIKE “YOURE WELCOME” AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY SHE WAS TALKING TO ME BECAUSE SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING PICTURES. AND WHEN SHE WAS TALKING TO ME, HER MOUTH WAS DOING THAT WEIRD THING AGAIN, ITS SO CUTE. HER EYES ARE JUST ADORABLE AND AOSDAJDNAKJAM,SDAS
SO THEN IT’S OUR TIME TO GO TAKE A GROUP PICTURE, SO I GO NEXT TO DINAH AND LAUREN. AND THEN I SEE SOMEONE WRAP THEIR ARMS AROUND ME IN A BLUE SHIRT, AND I THINK “WHO THE FUCK IS THIS??” AND THEN I REALIZE IT’S LAUREN AND IM JUST TRYNA KEEP IT COOL CAUSE HER FREAKING ARMS AROUND ME AND HER BOOBS ALL UP ON MY BACK, LIVING THE DREAM!! AND SHE’S SO CUDDLY AND WARM. IT WAS FREEZING COLD SO HER HUGGING ME WAS LIKE AJSDBAISFKJASNDKJ,AD!!! AND I SWEAR MY HOODIE GOT 1100212124123X MORE COMFORTABLE EVER SINCE. LMFAO BUT THEN IT GOT CROWDED SO WE HAD TO MOVE AROUND SO EVERYONE COULD FIT IT, BECAUSE ALLY WAS IN THE BACK AND YOU COULD BARELY SEE HER AND NORMANI IS IN FRONT OF ME JUST LOOKING UP AT MY FACE LMAO ITS GREAT.
SO THEY TOOK THE PICTURE, AND THEN I TURN AROUND TO HUG DINAH, AND THEN I HUG CAMILA, AND THEN I HUG LAUREN (AGAIN ALSJDBAKJSDA) AND I TELL HER SHE’S SO BEAUTIFUL AND SHE’S LIKE “NO YOURE MORE BEAUTIFUL” AND THEN WE WERE PUSHED OUT.
AND THEN WE GOT FREE SIGNED CD’S, HYFR! SANTA HANDED IT TO US LOL
I want to go on a really cute date with a cute girl. I mean, I have a list of old corny horror movies we can watch. We can share some music, go grab something to eat, cuddle, share personal stories, and other things.
Being in love makes people go mad, and they really do crazy things for the person they love. In English class, my teacher and the whole class thought Gatsby was being a creep towards Daisy. And I was probably the only one that understood him. He wasn’t being a creep. When you really truly care about someone, you’d cross oceans and fucking jungles and mountains for them, no matter what.