darling i love you

4

“I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more”

SPEEDPAINT

Your indifference kills me a little bit more everyday. How can a person go from talking everyday to barely saying a word? I think the hardest part was seeing how things went from so damn good to “meh”. I regret all the soft spots in my soul that you saw. Your apparent acceptance, then complete rejection. You want me in your life, but you want to keep me at arm’s length. Thanks, I guess, for taking a dull knife to my heart so many times. You took me for granted time and time again and I just wish I could tell you to f*ck off, but an existence without you is just incomprehensible. We are more than best friends, yet less then boyfriend and girlfriend and we swing like a pendulum between the two, sometimes a little closer to each. Thank you for making me feel insufficient and lacking. “You’re too emotional.”, you say, but my darling, doesn’t that mean I just have loads of love to give you? More sympathy, support, strength and devotion to offer? I just wish you saw me the way I saw you. I wish you could just understand how much you mean to me. I’m too tired to even finish typing…

My spectrum of emotions has deepened ever since you opened me. I’ve never been told those things before, what you had whispered to me those nights. I love you so much darling. Even if a few raw untouched words split us apart, I still can’t stop thinking about you. And maybe you feel the same. Because you’re still here. Still at my side, just a barrier now wedged between us once again. And I broke the first one love; I can break this one too. I just need time.

anonymous asked:

(If requests are open) The NEETs react to their s/o ultimately breaking up with them because they're tired of having to compete with Totoko in terms of who receives their Matsu's affection and overall feeling like 2nd place to their own boyfriend?

Why do you all like feels???

Osomatsu: “N-no babe! I do it as a joke I swear! I’ll stop I will! D-dont leave me…” He suddenly looks very weak and fragile.

Karamatsu: Is heart broken. “M-my karamatsu darling, I dont love her. I love you!” He blames himself for this.

Choromatsu: “I’m her manager?! I cant date her and she shouldn’t date at all! Please dont leave me…” He looks scared, he doesnt want to lose the love of his life.

Ichimatsu: He doesn’t even talk to her. He grabs their shirt tearing up. “N-no please… I dont love her like I love you…” He doesn’t think he’ll be able to make it without them.

Jyushimatsu: Looks confused. “I dont love tokoto, I love you S/o….If you were jealous why didnt you say anything before…” he’s hurt they didnt say anything to him.

Todomatsu: “N-No! I’m not dating her am I? I’m dating you! Please…can we talk about this??” He’s so sorry, he just jokes with her like that. Thats really how he knows how to mess with her with his brothers.

Return of Regulus Black

You dedicated the chapter to me?! Indie! My sweet darling, I love you! Thank you!

Okay. Review. First off, holy shit! Dumbledore is a mega-ass heartless bastard wrapped in a sparkly-eyed, grandfatherly outer shell! The way he just grimaced and walked away from James and then only cast a sad eye on Lily before turning away from her too was deplorable! Then he just leaves them there. Indie. HE JUST LEFT THEM THERE! Jesus fucking Christ!

DOREA! YES! CHARLUS AND DOREA IS CAAAAANOOOOON!

Oh, but I do like Regulus. I love Frank and Alice and the fact that he thinks maybe he can help them makes me want to hug the man. Regulus Black is getting sexier and sexier by the chapter.

Oh. Oh, oh. Fuck. Remus’s pain and then Xenophilius’s in the letter… amazingly written. Damn.

Damn.

A fucking good chapter, my friend. You could feel the different emotions throughout and the ending hurt my heart. Wonderful. I can’t wait to see the rest of our mens’ journeys, and Luna’s too. Sweet girl.

casbakespie  asked:

‽ ☼ ✓

‽ - I’m too shy to talk to you
☼ - You make me smile
✓ - I like you

Come here darling *hugs you tightly* I gotta say I love your url handle! Like Cas baking pie (terrible at first but better and better with time and practice) for Dean (who eats and compliment each just to see Cas beam at him) is one of my biggest weaknesses. 


misha nudes

  • Darling, I Love You
  • Andrew Jackson Jihad
  • Candy Cigarettes, Capguns, Issue Problems! and Such
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Darlng, I Love You - Andrew Jackson Jihad

1. A song you like with a color in the title

2. A song you like with a number in the title

3. A song that reminds you of summertime

4. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5. A song that needs to be played LOUD  

6. A song that makes you want to dance

7. A song to drive to

8. A song about drugs or alcohol

9. A song that makes you happy 

10. A song that makes you sad 

11. A song that you never get tired of

12. A song from your preteen years

13. One of your favourite 80’s songs 

14. A song that you would love played at your wedding

15. A song that has been covered by another artist

16. One of your favourite classical songs

17. A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18. A song from the year that you were born

19. A song that makes you think about life

20. A song that has many meanings to you

21. A favourite song with a person’s name in the title

22. A song that moves you forward

23. A song that you think everybody should listen to

24. A song by a band you wish were still together

25. A song by an artist no longer living

26. A song that makes you want to fall in love

27. A song that breaks your heart

28. A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29. A song that you remember from your childhood

30. A song that reminds you of yourself

And I looked at you while you searched through the skies counting the stars and it suddenly occurred to me. You terrify me. The fact that I can trust you more than I trust myself. I tell you things I don’t tell myself. You know things that I don’t even know about myself. And I love you much more than I love myself. Darling that scares me . Your love scares me.
—  xiat-fever