dani céu

Every time I see that new official art where Victor and Yuuri are training in Russia this….. thing pops into my head

When they first get there Yuuri is like “are you gonna give me a tour?” And Victor is like “sure!” He then shows Yuuri around the entire building, starting from the locker rooms, going through the hallways with him and showing the small restaurant/cafe where all the skaters eat when they train for hours and hours a day.

Then Victor pulls him to a dark hallway somewhere deep in the building, presses him against the wall and kisses him so hard because “you’re here. You’re here living with me, training with me. I’m so happy.” It gets kinda hot and heavy until after like 10 minutes they can hear Yakov yelling their names somewhere in the distance. They pull away from each other, huge grins on their faces and Yuuri is blushing a little. Victor drops his head on Yuuri’s shoulder, breathing heavy and he’s like “do we have to go there? Can’t I just take you home?”

Yuuri chuckles, gently wraps an arm around his neck and says “I want to test the ice and I wanna see you skate here. I’ve seen videos from your practices but I want to actually see you here in your home rink.” And then Victor blushes because !!!! And he kisses his fiancée one last time, a gentle peck on his lips before leading him back to the rink where all the other skaters and a very pissed Yakov is waiting, complaining about how Victor was supposed to quickly show Yuuri around and it’s been over an hour!  Victor and Yuuri just smile at him as Yuuri apologizes for being late.

Georgi is probably looking at them with hearteyes because “ah, that young love” And Mila is grinning knowingly at them, giving them a thumbs up from behind Yakov’s back

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the losers’ first christmas dinner 2016 highlights:

🎄 - cosmic and karin’s amazing cooking (and rooney’s baking~)

🎄 - dishes from all different cultures thanks to an extremely diverse group of friends

🎄 - everyone looking super cute (the girls all dressed up and the guys wore their best sweaters)

🎄 - alexander’s reaper sweater (he’s been obsessed since rooney gifted overwatch to him on steam)

🎄 - both matilda and kerry giving cassandra bedroom eyes from opposite sides of the table (and cassandra acting like she doesn’t notice)

🎄 - cosmic getting cute stocking stuffers for everyone (rooney’s was totoro, nasir’s was captain america, cassandra’s was doctor who)

🎄 - matilda eating whipped cream directly from the can

🎄 - everyone comparing tattoos & piercings (because they’re edgy)

🎄 - lake tripping everywhere, not because he’s drunk but because he’s clumsy

🎄 - alexander teasing lake because he’s underage and can’t drink but he’s also underage and can’t drink??

🎄 - karin almost pulling the christmas tree down

🎄 - everyone eating too much

(continued in part two)

Sjedis i shvatis koliko si zapravo sam. I nemas nikoga ko bi rekao da ce sve biti uredu, da ti ruku stisne i zagrli jako. Shvatis da kroz sve moras sam.. U cemu je poenta pitam se? Zar tako ide, zar bas kroz sve moras prolaziti sam, samcat?
Okrenem se oko sebe pusto sve, prazno.. Danima sjedim niko da progovori, nema onog primamljivog mirisa iz kuhinje, nema osmijeha, nema galame, vike.. A nikakva je to praznina spram one u grudima.. Eh da znas, rijecima je tesko opisati, a opet ne mogu da drzim u sebi. Boli, razara dusu..
Kazem sebi mozes ti to, nije prvi put da nemas nikog. Navikla si. Prosla si to hiljadu puta i proci ces jos hiljadu.
Al dodju tako ti dani kad ne mozes psihicki, umoris se od praznih rijeci, umoris se od cekanja.. Jer mozes slagati sve. Al sebe nikad. I to je najgore. 
Nemas se ti danas na koga osloniti, kome vjerovati. Tu su dok je njima po volji, pa odu tako kad im dodje, i neka odu. Navikla sam.
Rano odrastes i ocvrsnes, postanes jaci i lakse se suocis s preprekama, onim zivotnim. Al nekad ne moze, nekad ne ide, dignes ruke od svega i gusis se u sopstvenom udisaju, kao da si tek izronio i boris se da dodjes do vazduha, boris se da dises normalno ali ti ne uspijeva.
Cesto mi je znala reci, ne placi cut ce dusmani. I ne placem, drzim se tih njenih rijeci. Al ovaj plac u meni vristi, onaj najgori bez suza. Onaj sto te kida na djelice, gusi..
I onda sjedis i pitas se za sta zivis? Gdje je sreca ona nevina, najljepsa? Dodje pa ode, i tako cesto, poigrava se..
U moru drugih zvijezda padalica, zar je bas moja morala pasti krivim putem? Zar je morala pasti tamo gdje nikoga nema. Zar me osudila da kroz sve prolazim sama?

I’d like to think this is John around the age he left NASA and IR was formed; there are lots of big dreams in that little ginger head