poetry’s glitch … in our spines

say hello to the poem
it’s crowded with crows
of black plumes and dust

tomorrow you’ll
come alive again
with ocarina tunes
filtered through panic attacks
embalmed in chaos rambling

the mystic sky
dreaming of freedom
from wounds and monsters

you’ll hear
the cawing
of ancients …
in anaphoric shadows
of agoraphobic poetry

but …i’ll rummage
through stones
looking for

to unlock my burdens … and …
say hello to the poem
you and i wrote
in the days of
our asylum
when the
wrote in our
mutated spines …

now the glitch remains
twisted against the wall
codes &

dancing with
the decay of
our humanity …


What I want

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
2006 aesthetic
  • skinny weeaboo girl who sits like L while eating anything
  • anything to do with death note
  • yaoi paddles
  • every pairing has a ‘every time we touch’ amv on youtube
  • cutting thumb holes in your hoodies
  • having a million stickers on your deviantart
  • roleplaying your favourite characters on neopets, but moving the racy rps to msn messenger
  • kingdom hearts everywhere
  • snapesnogger’s naga art dominating the deviantart most popular
  • harry potter ship wars
  • :3 nyoro~n
  • leekspin meme
  • the dance from The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya or Lucky Star
  • advice memes
  • the amazing atheist
  • lolcats
  • fml and mlia
  • _____ the abridged series
  • epic fail compilations
  • phoenix wright parodies
  • we’re going to candy mountain charrrlliieee~
  • still using
  • one hundred thousand sonic webcomics using sprites and gamer humour
  • have you seen amv hell 0?

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