“Baby, are you ready yet? If we don’t leave right now we’ll be late and you know how anal Gabe is about punctuality.”
You rush down the stairs, stuffing things in your purse and praying that you wouldn’t fall over in your heels. “Yes, yes, I know. Here I come.”
“Wow.” Cole says. You glance up and he looks as if he is undressing you with his eyes. You had put on a new dress that was tight, short, and red. Cole’s three favorite things. “Maybe we should be a little late to dinner.” He says reaching for your hip and pulling you closer to him. His hand slides and cups your ass, he squeezes hard, biting down on his lip. Mmm. He looks so sexy when he does that. He pulls you closer, pressing his hips into yours.
“Cole, we’re gonna be late.” You say, though you really wanted to give in.
Cole smirks. “Fine. But-,” he pulls his keys out of his pocket and drops them over your shoulder. “How about you pick those up for me, princess?” You smirk right back and turn around, his hand still glued to you and bend over right in front of him making sure he gets a good view of your ass in your new lingerie. “Unf.” He groans, pressing himself against you harder. You pull away quickly. “If we don’t leave now, we’ll never leave.” You say and rush out the door. … “I can’t wait till we get home. ” Cole says as he struggles to keep his eyes on the road. You had hiked up your dress just enough and he had nearly killed you guys twice trying to peek. You yanked it above your hips and put your hand on the part of you that was begging to be fucked. You rubbed yourself through your thong. “Holy shit, baby.” Cole breathes, looking undone. You smirk and reach inside your underwear, massaging your clit. You moan, as you stick a wet finger inside and begin to pump. As you go faster and faster, your breathe grows more hitched. You can hear Cole muttering ‘holy shit’s and ‘oh my god’s which only makes you more heated. “Say my name, baby. Cum for me, baby.” He groans rubbing his crotch through his pants. “Cole..fuck…yes..” you moan. And you repeat his name over and over as you feel yourself rising. “Oh! I’m gonna cum!” You shout and your walls come crashing down. You climax hard as you rub your pussy furiously. Your massaging slows as you come down from your high. “I cannot wait to fuck your brains out, baby.” Cole says finally as your breathing slows, his eyes seeming much darker than usual. … “And if it isn’t the lovely couple. Nice of you to show up.” Gabe snarks as you and Cole walk up to the table. Cole rolls his eyes. “We’re like five minutes late, dude. Chill.” he retorts. Dana snorts as we fill one side of the table by ourselves. Gabe scoffs as Alex rubs his shoulder, warning him to calm down. Conversation between the boys drones on, ranging from sports to music to food. Bored and looking to have some fun, you place your hand in Cole’s lap. He looks at you, puzzled but he continues his conversation. You start unzipping his pants, but his hand catches yours. He gives you a look of warning. You smirk and continue unzipping. Cole brushes you off. Its not until you have snaked your hand into his underwear and start palming his balls that he realizes you mean business. A slight smirk appears on his face as if to say ‘game on’. Under the tablecloth you slowly inch his dick out of his underwear, sliding your hand along as you pulled for extra edge. Cole fidgets in his seat but continues on talking. Your hands are already wet from touching yourself as you slide your hand up and down his member. His breath hitches in the middle of his sentence. “Fuck,” He mutters under his breath.
“What’s wrong, Cole?” You ask, feigning innocence. Cole laughs.
“Nothing, baby, just got something stuck in my throat.” He replies slickly.
“You really should eat moister foods. They slip right down my throat.” You say with a false smile, still pumping him.
“I bet they do.” He smirks again. Your friends around the table note this exchange with odd looks, but brush you two off. You continue rubbing your hands up and down his shaft, wishing you could take him in your mouth. You could tell it was getting harder and harder for him to contain himself. He found himself nervously tapping his fingers on the table. He leaned over to you, pressing his lips against your ear. Just the heat of his breath made you horny. "Princess, if you don’t stop now, I’m gonna cum.“
So you pull your hand away and get up from your seat, heading towards the bathroom. Thankfully, the bathroom is a one-person restroom. As you check your makeup in the mirror, Cole barges in and grabs you. He yanks your dress up from behind and pulls your panties down. He bends you over the counter and with one quick motion sticks two fingers in you and begins to pump slowly.
"Your pussy looks so pretty from behind, baby. Tell me who made you this wet, princess?” He says, taunting you. You look at him through the mirror.
“You did.” you moan as you feel his fingers inside of you. He grabs your breast with his free hand and starts squeezing.
“What was that, sweetie?”
“You did, Cole!” You say louder as he begins to pump faster.
“That’s right, baby. But I’m not gonna let you cum just yet. I want to be inside you.” He says and pulls his finger out of you. You sigh, disappointed. “You want me inside you right, princess?” You nod vigorously. “Okay, baby. I’m glad there’s a mirror so you can watch me fuck your brains out. ” He says, unzipping his pants. He pulls it out and slides into you, watching your face as you moaned with pleasure. He pumps himself in and out of you, heaving deeply, watching you in the mirror which only seemed to excite him more.
“Harder.” You breathe. And he heeds your demand. Hitting your g-spot with each thrust as you begin to fall apart. Your walls tighten around him and release with a shudder. You moan loudly as you feel juices squirting out of you. Cole pulls out, releasing onto your back and rubs your pussy furiously as you continue to squirt. He grips your thigh so hard it almost hurts, but you know that if he wasn’t , you would’ve fallen over from the uncontrollable pleasure.
As you felt yourself calming, Cole grabs some paper towels and begins to clean you up. He wipes your heat and you shivered at his slightest touch of him. Its super sensitive now. He pulls you panties back up and your dress down, and starts to help you stand up.
“You okay, sweetie?” He asks cautiously. You nod, still trying to control your breathing. He smiles. “So much for waiting until we got home, huh?”
“I miss you baby girl.” Cole smiles into the phone. Him being on tour always was hard, but this seemed like it was harder than usual.
“I miss you too Cole. Hurry up and get back.” You say. A door opens on the other end and you hear Cole sigh.
“I should go, love, David-” he says before being interrupted.
“Is that Y/N? It is! Y/N please take Cole back! He has the worst case of gas and- oof!” You hear a thud as suddenly David stops talking.
“Um well, I’m going to go. I’ll be home soon. I love you sweets!” You hear Cole rush.
“I love you too. Take care of… That BEFORE you get home, okay?” You tease.
You sit at the kitchen counter, your chin resting on your hand as you read the message Dana just sent you.
‘Im about to get on stage, but I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I sent a present for when you start missing me :) you should be getting it today’
You smile and go to check the mail. As you open the box, you see a small box crammed in it.
When you get inside and open it, you see a small teddy bear and one of Dana’s shirts. You fling off your shirt and pull on the one he sent, smelling his cologne.
Snatching up your phone, you take a selfie of you and the teddybear, sending it to Dana.
David’s face fills your screen as he animatedly talks about the newest issue of The Amazing Spider-Man, but no matter how hard you try, you just can’t match his smile. After a few minutes, he catches on.
“What’s the matter, sweet cheeks?” He cocks his head to the side, a frown taking over the smile that had been there momentarily.
You wipe a finger under your eye to catch the tear that threatened to fall. “It’s just… I miss you a lot I guess…” You mumble the teddy bear that David gave you after he went on tour for the first time sat in your lap. You looked down at it to avoid David’s sad eyes.
“Silly girl, don’t be sad. I’ll be home sooner than you can imagine. And then just think, you’ll have to deal with ME!!” He dramatically flings his arms out, knocking one fist into the wall beside him. As he holds his hand to his chest, you try to cover your smile with your hand. “See? There’s my princess.”
You wait impatiently as the uStream loads. It’s been nearly four weeks since you’ve seen Gabe, and it was really upsetting you. Your fingers tap out a message to him and as you hit send, the laughter of the group pours from the speakers.
The boys are goofing off through the entire thing, like always. You watch as Gabe picks up his phone, frowning slightly at the message. He looks back at the camera with a sad smile.
“Hey, guys can I just say something to Y/N?” He asks as they nod knowingly. “Hi baby girl, I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I miss you and I can’t wait to get home to see your beautiful face. I’ll call you after this.” His face gradually turns red as the boys poke at him for being so sappy.
Your phone lights up with twitter notifications, 5ers ecstatic with how cute you two are together.
You pick up the phone, tears brimming your eyes. Will had been on tour for awhile now. You were so used to him being there for you, to cuddle after a hard day, to tease you when you were trying to focus. He picks up, sleep making his voice heavy. “Hullo?” You can hear him roll over in his bed and rub the sleep off his face.
All you can do is sniff. “Hey, sweetheart, what’s the matter?” Worry lines his voice and you listen as he moves around.
“I-I miss you…” You admit shyly. The heat rushes to your face.
Will breaths a sigh of relief before saying, “Baby girl, I love you so much. Try not to be sad, love. I’ll be home soon. Start thinking of what we’re going to bake when I get home.” You can hear his smile and it calms you. Will talks to you until you finally drift into a calm and peaceful sleep.
“Okay, I got two double cheeseburgers, a chicken sandwich, one mango smoothie, one Hi-C, one Sprite, 3 apple pies, 3 large fries, and a 5 piece chicken nugget.” You say as you place the large McDonald’s bag and sodas on the table. The boys flock to the food, savagely shoving fries into their mouths without so much as a thank you. “Um, excuse me, where is my thank you?”
“Thank you!” They say, muffled by the food they were shoving into their mouths.
“Whatever…”, you mutter under your breath. Cole, however, hears this and plants a kiss on your cheek.
“Thank you, we were starving.” He says with a kind smile. He has such a gorgeous smile. You smile back.
“You’re welcome. I know once you guys start working you don’t want to stop.”
He smiles and opens his mouth to say something but is cut off by Dana. “Ay, Y/N, let me teach you how to do autotune.”
“Okay!” You say, giving Cole an apologetic shrug. He shrugs back in response and continues to eat his food as you to sit with Dana. You try to squeeze onto the computer chair but find it is not meant to comfortably seat 2 people.
“Dude, just sit on my lap. This is super uncomfortable.” For some reason the first thing is glance over at Cole, but he isn’t paying attention. Hesitantly you shift so that you’re on Dana’s knee. He sighs with relief. You glance back at Cole again and this time he is looking. And by the look on his face, he is not happy. … “Stop it, Dana!” You say as he tickles you mercilessly.
“Admit defeat!” He says still tickling you. You run away, peeking at him behind the couch.
“Stop it!” You laugh.
“Could you two be anymore obnoxious!?” Cole shouts over all the commotion. You and Dana stop playing around abruptly. Gabe looks up from his phone, startled. Cole never raises his voice. He looks so incredibly frustrated.
“Cole, we were just-”
“Just what? Annoying the shit out of me? Honestly, I am trying to make a beat and you can’t stop acting like a stupid girl for a second and sit down!” He shouts again. You are taken aback. He’s never spoken to you like this. Gabe stands.
“Yo, Cole, chill. They were just playing.” He says.
“Yeah, Cole, chill.”
“All you are is a distraction! You run around looking pretty for us, you’re just entertainment for when we’re bored. Just get out.”
“Why,” you choke on your tears,“ why are you being so mean? I didn’t do anything. Why are you talking to me like this, Cole?” You say as you feel yourself starting to cry. Something washes over his face as he sees how badly he’s hurt you.
“I’m leaving. ” You say, snatching your purse and shoving your way out of the the studio as quickly as you can. As you reach the exit you see that it is now raining, and Cole had been your ride. You groan internally. Did he really mean that? That you were just there to entertain them like some type of monkey?
You roll your eyes, “I can’t exactly leave.”
Cole glances behind you. “Oh. ” he turns back to you. “I’m sorry I yelled at you like that. I just-”
“Do not talk to me like that ever again. I am your best friend not your showpony.”
“ I know, I won’t, I won’t.” He says shaking his head as if he’d made the biggest mistake of his life.
“Then why did you?”
He opens his mouth then closes it again, he shuts his eyes furrowing his brow as if he was flinching away from something. “I was jealous.”
“What? Why would you be jealous of Dana?”
“Because…” He trails off, stopping himself from continuing.
“Because…?” You question mercilessly. You were still very angry but something about him made you a little more forgiving. You, of course, know why. And suddenly he pulls you close to him, one hand cupping your face, the other at the small of your back. He hunches over and kisses you softly, like a whisper.
“Because I love you.”
“You love me?” you say, shocked. He had never… but with sudden realization you realize he had. Glancing at you and smiling, always kissing you on your forehead and cheeks, always wanting a hug, never getting angry at you even when you did the dumbest things. How long had he?
“I love you, I love you, I love you. I could say it a million times, and it would always be true.” He pauses, studying your face. “Do you…?”
You stare at Dana with an open mouth. You were completely shocked that he had said something like that and he was shocked that you had such a powerful thing to say back to him… And all in the morning before you two headed to Disney World.
You storm into the garage and sit in the car, waiting on him to get out so you can go. You both had planned this trip for ages, so there was no turning back. Dana came out of the house with a bag which he tossed in the trunk. Together, you rode in silence all the way to the parking lot. On the way there, you started to feel guilty for what had happened earlier, but you didn’t want to apologize first.
You both had fun through the day, each ride, Dana would buy the picture while you looked around the store. Around lunch time, you were back near the entrance.
“Eles, I’ll be right back, I’m going to the bathroom.” You nod as he walked off. Immediately, you dashed to the Ears store. You assembled a hat for Dana and a matching one for yourself. Racing to the embroidery counter, you slam the ears down and requested that you get, “I love you” in the same font on both pairs. As the lady goes to put them on the back counter, you tell her you’ll be back later for them.
You run out of the store just in time to see Dana closing the bag he brought. You finish off the day with the firework show, but you still feel guilty. You sneak the ears into your bag, waiting until you got home to give them to Dana.
When you two finally got home, you both sat at the kitchen table, awkwardly twiddling your thumbs. Suddenly, Dana stands up and goes to the bedroom. You sit in shock, pulling the ears onto the table. You were about to give them to him.
The door to the bedroom opens, Dana shuffling out with papers stacked on top of each other. He sees the ears and smiles before handing you the papers. They were the pictures of you together on the rides… In each one, Dana was holding up a paper.
You spread them on the table and read them left to right.
‘I love you Eles.’
You turn to him, grinning from ear to ear.
“Apology accepted.” You say simultaneously.
You woke up slowly, feeling a slight tickle on the side of your face. You blinked a few times as you opened your eyes. He is sure is beautiful, you thought as the first thing you saw was Will. He had his hand on his cheek, stroking it so gently you had barely felt it, with a smile on his face.
“Good morning, lovely.” He said, his voice sounding much deeper because he’d just woken up. You smile. He rolls on top of you, giving you a wet kiss
“Good morning, beautiful.” you said, almost whispering. “What time is it?”
Will pulls his wrist to his face and narrows his eyes, he hadn’t put in his contacts yet. “Uhh like 1-ish.”
“What?!” You exclaim, immediately rolling from underneath him, throwing the covers off and rushing over to your closet.
“Baby? What’s wrong?” Will says. He has now sat upright in the bed. Of course he’s not wearing a shirt. Of course.
“I told Y/F/N that I would meet her at the mall at noon. Holy shit, she’s gonna be pissed.” You yank down some jeans and a sweatshirt. You pulled on the pants, buttoning them with one hand, grabbing your sweatshirt with the other.
“I’m so sorry, I would’ve woken you up earlier. You’re just so pretty when you’re sleeping. ” He says. You smile to yourself as you slip your feet into your boots. You look back and he is now fully dressed, pulling on his last shoe.
“Why are you getting dressed?”
“Oh, I need the car later. So I’m just gonna drop you off. Can Y/F/N drop you back off, or do I need to come get you?” He asked as he shoved his arms through his jacket.
“Umm,” you began to walk towards the door, grapping your purse and checking that your house keys are inside.“ Yeah she can probably drop me off.”
“Okay, let’s go then.”
“Is she mad?” Will inquires as you quickly text back your friend. She’s livid.
You laugh. “Ha, you could say that.” Will pulls into the parking lot driving past a few outdoor stores. “That one. ” You point at Forever 21. “She told me to meet her there.” Will stops the car as you prepare to get out.
“Aren’t you forgetting something?” He says playfully, tapping his cheek. You laugh and lean in to give him a kiss on the cheek, however he turns his head just in time and plants one right on your mouth.
You slap his arm, laughing. “Sorry, sweetie, I had to." He says, shrugging. The car behind you honks angrily. Will looks back at the other driver. "You better go before I get beat up by the old lady behind us. You laugh again as you exit the car.
"I love you!” You shout.
“I love you too. See you later, okay?”
Another honk sounds. Will smiles at you and pulls off.
Tonight is the tonight, you think to yourself for the millionth time. You had come so far with Gabe. You love him and you had told him (to his surprise) that you were ready to have sex. He was eager, of course, but rather hesitant. He hasn’t been a virgin for years and though he doesn’t brag about it, he’s afraid his size may hurt you. And he would never want to hurt you because he loved you. He loved you a lot.
You had purchased a set of lingerie for him. When you were in the store you were conflicted between the tantalizing red lace or the baby pink. You’d chosen baby pink because you understood that Gabe wanted you to be yourself. He didn’t want you to change yourself for the sole purpose of impressing him. And surprisingly, the baby pink made for an innocent type of sexy. One you knew Gabe would love.
“Hi,” you said as he opened the front door. You had on regular clothes, not wanting to shock him too much. The sexiest thing he’d seen you in was a one piece bathing suit. You smile.
“Hi, you wanna come in?” He says gesturing inside. You nod and step inside. “Lets go up to my room, okay?” he suggests. You nod silently as you take his clammy hand. Is he ..nervous?, you think to yourself as he leads you up the stairs. He stands tentatively with his back to the door, hand gripping the knob. “You wanna see?” You nod again. He swings the door open and stand back as you walk into the room. It’s dimly lit with at least 20 candles, rose petals everywhere, the smell of vanilla lingers in the air around your head.
“Oh my god…” You whisper as you feel tears welling in the cusps of your eyelids.
“Is it too much? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean-” he says placing a hand on your back. You turn to him.
“No, no, no its…its wonderful. No one has ever done anything this nice for me before.”
Gabe laughs, “I love you, I’d do anything to make you happy.” he says, wrapping his arms around you. He kisses your neck, trailing them up to your jaw, eventually reaching your mouth. He slips his tongue inside and yours begins to dance with his. He presses into you, placing one hand at the back of your neck, the other at the small of your back. You trace one hand under his shirt, beginning to lift it. He stops abruptly, catching your hand. He bores his eyes into you. “Baby, are you sure? You can always say no.”
“I want to do this. With you.” You nod pulling him back to you with another kiss as you continue to pull up his shirt. He raises his arms and you pull it off of him. His hands land at the buttons of your jeans, but you pull his hand away. “I’ve got a surprise for you, too.” you say as you push Gabe onto the bed. You pull your shirt up and you can hear Gabe’s breath catch. You unbutton your jeans and slide them down, making sure to have your butt facing him. You turn back around, now standing only in your lingerie. Gabe has clapped his hand over his mouth as he pulls it away he rubs it down his face, mouth agape in utter shock. He stands suddenly, taking you in his arms, kissing you again this time ravenously.
“Jump,” he whispers. And you do so, hooking your legs around him. You suck on the sensitive skin at his neck as he places you gently on the bed. He towers over you as he unbuttons his pants and slips off both them and his underwear in one swift motion, now entirely naked. He rolls the condom down his already erect member. He looks at you as you stare at it. He’s right. It might be too big. He slips off your panties and unclips your bra faster than you thought he would. Instinctively, you put your hands over your breasts. However he pulls them away with a reassuring smile “Don’t be scared, baby. That will only make it hurt more. Relax.” he says as he positions himself at your entrance. “You ready?” You nod in response. He holds your hand, pressing his chest close to yours as you feel him widening you. It doesnt hurt, really, just a little uncomfortable. He advances in further and you start to close your eyes, but Gabe stops you. “Eyes on me. Just me, baby.” He whispers sliding almost the entire way. He places a hand at the side of your face, “Just tell me when its ok to move.”
You two sit there awkwardly for a few moments not saying anything as your body grew comfortable around his member. You nod, “Okay, you can move.” “I’m gonna go real slow, okay?” He says. You nod. He leisurely pulls out and pumps back in and even that gives you pleasure. He does so again and again, painstakingly slow.
“Faster,” you moan under your breath.
“Faster, Gabe.” He heeds to your command pumping into you at a pace that you could tell he was still holding back. It no longer hurt nor was it uncomfortable. “Don’t hold back.” You say. He looks conflicted.
“But if I hurt you..-”
“Its okay. It doesn’t hurt. I want this.” Relief washes over his face as he starts pumping into you at a rapid pace. He places a hand on your breast, caressing it and reaches another hand in between you and begins to massage your clit.
“Fuck, baby, you don’t know how long I’ve wanted to do this. Make you feel this good.” He groans in your ear before he starts nipping at your neck. Becoming undone with pleasure, you buck your hips up to meet his. The room is filled with the sound of slapping skin and deep breathing. You moan his name which makes him mutter, “Fuck.” under his breath about 5 times as he started to ram into you.
“Oh, baby, I think I’m- I think I’m gonna-Oh!” You shout as you feel your self rising, you reach for his balls and start to massage them.
“Uh! Me too, baby.” He moans as he thrusts through both of your climaxes. You yell his name. As the room grows silent Gabe continues to kiss your neck. He comes back up for air, seeming to be taking you in. “You are so beautiful. I love you so much.”
“I love you, too.”
“Thank you for letting me be your first.”
“Hopefully my last.”
He laughs, stroking your cheek with the pad of his thumb. “Hopefully.”