dan-tan

Tuve amores fugaces de esos con sabor.a intenso, llenos de momentos.
Amores de inviernos, que te dan ese calorcito tan cálido en cada fuerte abrazo.
Amores llenos de musica. Lleno de calles caminadas.
De avenidas frías desoladas.
Amores que se van porque cumplieron su misión. De hacerme inmensamente feliz en un momento difícil de sobrevivir.
Existen amores mágicos que no sabes porque llegan … ni tampoco porque se van así porque si.
¿Por qué?

A veces solo estoy en esos días en los que no quiero luchar, en los que me rindo, en los que estoy cansada de luchar para volver a hundirme. Sólo lloro y me pregunto ¿por qué a mi? ¿por qué doy lo mejor de mí y acabo derrotada? Hoy es uno de esos días, ellos me dicen cosas, me hago la fuerte, pero me estan matando poco a poco y no se dan cuenta. Si tan solo supiese qué hacer, como salir de este pozo en el que yo misma me hundo. Muchas veces lucho y quizás ese es el motivo por el que todas las noches lloro, cuando nadie me oye, cuando nadie me ve, cuando nadie me siente…Pero ¡que gran ironía! Antes lloraba para llamar la atención, ahora me alejo para que nadie me vea. Ahora entiendo porque cuando era pequeña y solo pensaba en crecer, mi mama me decía: Hija crecer es una trampa… ahora lo entiendo todo, que crueldad, ver el mundo realmente, ver las injusticias, conocer el sufrimiento, ver la sociedad tan discriminatoria que tenemos…VER LA REALIDAD. ¿Pero qué nos han hecho? ¿Por qué estamos tan muertos por dentro? ¿Por qué nos empeñamos en destruir al otro? ¿Por qué somos tan miserables? Por qué……

The Return of Tan Howell

he has returned. Tan Dan. 2010 has risen, but with more heart eyes and domesticity. God bless, Dan has tanned and we have lots of phan

anonymous asked:

The freckley pics are so cute but they've also got me thinking about how tan Dan was when he met Phil, but now he's getting pale and freckled!!! They're truly one of those couples who start to look like each other over the years!!!

that’s fucking gay

anonymous asked:

remember the old days when dnp's hair was v long ( praise jesus for haircuts ) and dan was tan, and the sexy end scene dance + draw phil naked was a thing and they would end all of their videos w a galaxy background and cheesy music

the galaxy backgrounds with the cheesy electronic 8bit music and that brightly colored all caps font <3 :(

Airport Texts

A fic compiled of mostly texts between Dan and Phil during Dan’s trip to the Bahamas. Inspired by this post from @danielbear 

Dan arrived at the airport, waiting for his flight to the Bahamas to board. 

Dan: i cant believe im doing this

Dan: why am i doing this

Phil: bc u love me

Dan: ur okay

Phil: :/

Dan: :P

Phil: im so happy u will be here for my fam holiday :)

Dan: me too :)

Dan: my flight is about to board

Phil: have a safe flight

Dan: its an hour

Phil: still be safe ♥

Dan: jfc did u rly just send me the heart emoji how cliche

Phil: ♥

Phil:  ♥ ♥

Phil:  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Dan: OMG okay phone is going on airplane mode now bye

Phil:  ♥


Dan: so theres people playing drums at the bahamas airport??

Phil: thats so cool!

Dan: its way less scarier here than american airports

Phil: good now come back

Dan: needy

Phil: :O

Dan: :P

Phil: stop with that tongue howell

Dan: oh should i spam you like you did with the heart emoji

Phil: ♥


Dan: border agent is so chill omg

Dan: he also insulted my pale skin

Phil: he should see me


Dan: i have time before my flight apparently

Phil: what r u gonna do?

Dan: go to the beach i guess

Phil: did the border agent pressure u into getting a tan?

Dan: apparently lol

Phil: have fun

Dan: i’ll try


Dan: my taxi driver just got out of the car and got in a fight with someone

Phil: what?? where r u?

Dan: i was in the taxi but got out and went back in the airport

Phil: and here i thought i ran into weirdos

Dan: u must have rubbed off on me

Phil: can i rub off on u tonight

Dan: :O

Phil: ;)

Dan: omg can u not srsly last thing i need rn

Phil: then come back already

Dan: i want to u have no idea


Dan: :(

Phil: whats wrong?

Dan: everything

Dan: i just wanna see u

Dan: :(

Phil: i know bear. when does ur flight board?

Dan: it doesnt it got canceled 

Phil: what???

Dan: one of the engines lost power apparently

Dan: :’(

Dan’s phone started ringing not two seconds after sending that emoji.

“Hi.” he answered the phone.

“Are you okay?” Phil asked immediately.

“Not really.” Dan told him. “This is just annoying and stupid and I just want to be back in Florida now.”

“What are you going to do? Is there another flight?” Phil asked.

“I don’t know. I think I might have to stay the night here.” Dan said and he could sense Phil’s frown through the phone.

Suddenly, Dan heard an announcement throughout the airport that said the engine was up and running and the flight to Orlando was back on and boarding in 5 minutes.

“Wait, they just said the flight to Orlando is back on.” Dan said into the phone.

“How can it be back on if the engine stopped working?” Phil asked.

“They said it’s up and running. Should I get on it?” Dan asked.

“Do you really want to get on a plane that has engine issues?” Phil questioned.

“I don’t know, I just want all this over with now.” Dan spoke quietly.

“Okay, I mean, I guess they wouldn’t let the flight happen if it wasn’t safe. So, get on it that way you don’t have to spend the night there.” Phil told him.

“Well, they said it’s boarding in 5 minutes and that was at least 2 minutes ago.” Dan spoke frantically.

“Okay, hurry and text me when you get on the plane.” Phil said. “Be safe, bear.”

“Okay.” Dan said. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.” Phil said. 

Dan hung up the phone and actually ran through the airport to catch the flight.


Dan: i just ran through the airport like a newborn giraffe that doesnt know how to use its limbs

Phil: thats quite the image

Dan: lol

Phil: good ur laughing :)

Dan: just bc i wrote lol doesnt mean im laughing

Phil: just try to relax and have a safe flight bear

Dan: ive got my death playlist ready :)

Phil: -_-

Dan: i’ll be fine dw

An hour later, the flight landed and Dan headed into the Orlando airport.

He walked in and spotted Phil there waiting for him.

For the first time all day, he smiled.

Si pudiera llamarte y contarte todo lo que me ha pasado desde que dejamos de vernos. Lo sé, es estupido que cuando algo me pasa siempre quiero contártelo, o mientras alguien me cuente algo haga que recuerde como eras tú, o qué hacías tú. A veces me dan unas ganas tan intensas de marcar tu número y volver a escuchar tu voz, como en los viejos tiempos.
—  La sinfonía del alma.