After Y/N had turned things hadn’t gone as smoothly as she had hoped.
Stefan had kept his promise and helped her with the transition - teaching her how to feed , compell and of course how to clean up afterwards…and somehow he was the only one of her former friends she could stand to be around. Becoming a vampire had changed her forever and there was no going back.
About a year after Kai had died , Y/N turned off her humanity switch. As a vampire her emotions were magnified and she just couldn’t hold on anymore. Her emotions were drowning her. It was her only way out. Her friends had tried to get her to flip the humanity switch back more than a couple of times , but there was nothing in the world that could do the trick for her. Kai was the only person she had ever truly loved and cared about , regardless of what he had done and he was gone.
Despite having her humanity switch flipped off , Y/N kept going to Kai’s grave every day. It was the only place in the whole world that still held some meaning to her. It was the place she had made the choice to become a vampire and the place the love of her life was buried.
Y/N was there that day when Damon called her to tell her that Kai was back. She couldn’t believe what Damon was telling her , thinking it was some plot they had created to get her to flip her humanity switch back on. Over the past few years they had tried that trick more than a few times , every time she figured it out before they had succeeded. In truth she didn’t want her humanity back on. What would be the point if there was no one for her to care about ?
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When Kai had come back from Hell , he thought somehow he had gotten another chance but pretty soon it became clear that he wasn’t really back and at any moment he might slip back to Cade’s world of hurt. A few days had passed since the Maxwell bell rang 11 times and Kai thought he’d pay a visit to his old ‘friends’ in town , putting a plan in motion that would make all of the people who ever hurt him or stood in his way pay for what they did. Specially Damon… but first he needed to find her and for that , as much as he hated it - he needed help.
Kai barely managed to get out of Damon’s camaro , trying hard not to listen in on Damon’s phone conversation with Y/N. He did however caught her voice here and there and it made him feel happiness he hadn’t experienced in years. During his time in Hell , the memory of her had kept him sane. No matter what Cade did to him or how much he suffered , Y/N was the one holding him together.
“Did it sound like she missed me ?” Kai asked , a slither of hope in his voice. He needed to see her…
“Um … ” Damon trailed off , “Not exactly.”
Kai’s heart broke a little. She hated him. He knew this would happen… Y/N was the only friend he ever had and understood him , the only person he ever truly loved and cared about… and she hated him.
“Please , Damon. I need to see her. I need…” he swallowed hard , pausing for a few moments. “I love her.”
Damon took some convincing but he agreed to help , making a deal with him to unlink Elena’s life from Bonnie’s.
Kai wouldn’t stop asking questions about Y/N all the way to the Salvatore house. What happened to her ? Was she happy ? Damon reluctantly filled him on the events from the past few years :
Y/N had died the same day he had. She had tried to take her own life because the pain of him being gone had been too big , not realising Kai’s vampire blood had been in her system due his compulsion. She had turned into one of their worst nightmares.
“She flipped the humanity switch nearly a year later and we haven’t been able to get her back since. Not for the lack of trying.” Damon said. “You are going to help with that too.”
Kai laughed nervously. “What makes you think I can do that ? And more importanly - why would I ? Sounds to me like Y/N and I have a lot more in common now than we did before. She doesn’t need ‘fixing’ , Damon.”
“Listen to me , creeper.” Damon had said menacingly. “The only reason why I haven’t personally sent you back to Hell is because I need YOU to get Elena back for me and if in the process you snap Y/N out of her murderous mood swings , then you WILL do BOTH.”
Kai raised his hands in defeat. “Fine. I’ll do both.”
He turned to look out the car window , smiling to himself. Before Y/N had been the only thing keeping him from being the monster everyone saw when they looked at him. She had started to change him but now … to him it sounded like she was a completely different person and hearing all the things she had done to get back at everyone for taking him away - it sounded like she had taken some of his qualities.
“There is just this pesky little thing you have to worry about later…” Damon said before pulling over infront of the Salvatores. “Her guilt for everything she had done , after she flips the switch back.”
When they got inside , Y/N wasn’t there but Damon had a pretty good idea where she might be. They walked into the forest , towards the place where Kai’s body had been buried. A few meters away , Damon stopped , patted Kai on his back and pointed towards Y/N. Kai took a deep breath and walked towards her.
“Hey.” he said standing a few steps away from her. Y/N hadn’t even heard them coming , she had been lost in her thoughts. She turned around , her face pale as if she had seen a ghost.
“You are not real…” Y/N whispered. “It’s Bonnie , she is playing with my head again.” Y/N backed away a few steps. “GET OUT OF MY HEAD !” she screamed.
Kai took a few steps towards her , taking her hands in his.
“It’s REALLY me. I am back … well , sort of. One foot on this side , one in Cade’s world of hurt.” Kai laughed nervously. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her. Y/N was the most beautiful girl he had ever layed eyes on and it seemed like a dream that she was really standing infront of him right now. He had thought he’d never see her again.
“K-Kai ?” she said cupping his face , tears starting to stream down her face. He grinned at her. “Oh my God!” she gasped , kissing his lips.
Y/N had missed him so much , the realisation hitting her seconds after her humanity switch had flipped back on. He wrapped his hands around her , pulling her closer , burring his face in her neck breathing in her scent. She did the same , breathing in deeply , refusing to let go.
“Alright …” Damon interrupted. “Reunion time over. We have work to do.”
None of them moved , Kai and Y/N had fallen into a world in which only they existed. Kai refused to let go of her and Y/N was hugging him tighter and tighter as if he might disappear any second.
“Break it up.” Damon said and finally Y/N pulled away , starring angrily at him.
“Would you back off ?!” she nearly yelled at him. “We haven’t seen each other in 4 years , thanks to you… so unless you want me to rip your heart and feed it to you , I suggest you shut up.”
Kai laughed , he liked this new Y/N even more than the human version. “Damn..!” he said , placing a kiss on her forehead.
“Fine. Have your fun time reunion.” Damon raised his hands. “Just make sure this weasel doesn’t back off on our deal.” he said turning around leaving them alone.
Y/N looked at Kai confused. “What deal ?”
Kai winked at her and with a flick of his wrist he snapped Damon’s neck.
“Magical neck snap. Love this !” he laughed. “I promised Damon to wake up Elena , if he brought me to you.” Kai said simply. Anger flashed through Y/N’s eyes and that didn’t go unnoticed.
“What .. what is it?” he asked.
“You are not going to bring Elena back. Not after everything he did to you , to us.” she said , her tone making it clear it was not up for discussion.
“I’m not planing on doing that anyways.” he said winking at her , making her feel butterflies in her stomach for the first time since she turned. “So , tell me princess … How was your life the past 4 years ? Damon said you were a monster.” he said putting his arm around her shoulders and pulling her close. Kai said it with pride and it made Y/N laugh.
“I’ll tell you everything. Lets go home first. We have a lot of catching up to do.” she said with a devilish smirk before kissing him again. “I missed you so much Malachai.”
“Actually , there is something else we have to do first … ” he said glancing at her. “It won’t take long.”
As they walked past Damon’s body , Y/N knelt down and reached inside his pocket taking out the keys for his camaro.
“Thank - you.” she said stepping over him and wrapping her hand around Kai’s waist.
Kai shook his head. Whatever had happened in her life the past few years , she was different …and he liked her even more this way.
On the way to her old high school , Kai kept glancing at her with a worried expression.
“What is it ?” she asked finally.
“Um nothing … Damon said after you flip the switch back , you might drown in guilt for everything you’ve done the past few years , but you don’t seem to be drowning in anything else besides happiness.” he said a little confused.
Y/N smiled. She’d be lying if she said there wasn’t guilt trying to fight its way into her mind , but her love for Kai was stronger. All the emotions she felt towards him trumped everything else.
“Why would I feel guilty ? Damon is the one who should feel guilty.Whatever I’ve done it was his fault.” she said ,parking the camaro on the school’s empty parking lot. “I’m happy , Kai. For the first time in a long time..” she said turning towards him.“You are here and nothing else matters. Just you …and me.”
They wondered around the emtpy corridors of Mystic Falls High School on their way to the boiler room. Kai hadn’t explained much about what they were doing there but he had told her it was payback for what Damon had done to them.
Y/N couldn’t stop smiling and neither could Kai. He couldn’t tear his eyes off of her as she twirled and laughed. Somehow she had gotten hotter or maybe it was because he had missed her so much. Being around Y/N again was intoxicating , he wanted her more than ever before.
“I so do not miss this place.” she said twirling a few steps infront of Kai before he suddenly pinned her to the lockers , kissing her deeply. “That however … I missed more than you can imagine.” Y/N said nearly out of breath smiling before wrapping her hands around his neck pulling him in for another kiss , his body pressed against hers and his crotch grinding against hers soft moans escaping her lips as she wound one of her legs around his waist giving him more access.
Kai pulled away for a second , his eyes black with lust looking directly into hers while his fingers brushed her cheek gently. She bit her lower lip as her hand slided between their bodies , rubbing him through his jeans earning a little moan from him.
“Oh I think there is another thing you missed more …” Kai said , leaning in to whisper in her ear. “I’d take you right in this hallway and get you so sore you wouldn’t able to move for a week.”
Y/N felt butterflies in her stomach.
“What’s stopping you ?” she asked her hand tugging at his shirt. A low growl escaped from Kai’s throat as she slid her hand under his jeans and her fingers drew circles on his lenght through his boxers , her eyes locked on his the whole time. He was right , it wasn’t the kisses she missed the most - it was having him deep inside her that nearly drove her crazy the past few years.
Kai’s lips smashed against hers with such force as if he was trying to swallow her hole taking her breath away. He was grinding against her harder and faster now , his lips moving to kiss her jawline placing sloppy kisses on their way towards her neck. The school hallways echoed with soft moans and heavy breathing. His hand slided under her shirt squeezing her breasts , gently pinching her nipples making her gasp before his fingers trailed down her stomach , pushing their way in her underwear rubbing her clit before sliding two fingers inside.
It was as if they were the only two people in the whole universe except they had company…
“If you two love birds are done … Blue eyes and I have work to do.” said a female voice , startling both of them , they had been so consumed in what they were doing , none of them had noticed they weren’t alone.
Y/N & Kai pulled away from eachother reluctantly , Kai giving a small wave to their surprise ‘guest’ while Y/N froze on the spot. She’d recognise that voice and the tone she spoke with anywhere - Katherine. She was back too and Y/N wasn’t too happy about it considering all the things Katherine had done to her all the way back in high school. It hadn’t been enough for Katherine to use Caroline for her ditry work , oh no … She had compelled her and nearly gotten her killed a few times trying to get what she wants.
“So thats the girl you fell in love with ? She is friends with them. Why did you bring her here?” Katherine said annoyed.
Y/N scoffed. “Get caught up on current events Katherine. I want nothing more than having Damon’s happiness taken away for good. It’s time for him to pay…” Y/N said taking a few steps towards her. “OH and call my boyfriend anything other than his name ever again , you will find yourself back in Hell before you’ve had the chance to even blink. I’ll be happy to return the ‘favors’ from the past , I owe you a few if my memory serves correct.”
Kai looked genuinly amused , he had never seen Y/N jealous and he kind of turned him on even more.
Katherine looked surprised at Y/N’s answer.
“Looks like our sweet little Y/N is no longer sweet. Good , the old you was boring.” she said. “Let’s go Blue eyes.” Katherine said turning on her heels and walking down the hall. Kai wrapped his hands around Y/N from the back to hold her back because clearly she had meant all her treats. Y/N felt his hard lenght and was nearly ready to snap Katherine’s neck just for interrupting them.
“It doesn’t mean anything.” he whispered, his breath tickling the skin on her neck. “I only have eyes for you.”
“I know , I just .. can’t stand her… ” she let out a frustrated groan. “Lets just … get this over with… I want to finish what we started without interruptions this time.”
He spin her around making her face him.
“Are you OK?” he asked worried. Y/N just nodded , taking his hand in hers. There was no way she’d let go of him for a second.
A few minutes passed in silence as they kept walking , Y/N tryingto figure out how Kai knew Katherine… but the answer to that question seemed to escape her.
“How do you even know her ?” she asked in a hushed voice. Not that Katherine could hear them , she was a human now.
“She found me a little after I … ” he swallowed hard. “We bonded over our hate for Damon and everything he and his obnoxious friends had done to us. Katherine has Cade wrapped around her little finger ,you know. It’s been like that since she the moment she stepped foot in Hell. Why do you think Cade was so interested in Stephan and Damon - its all because of her.” Kai said.
Y/N chuckled. “Who would’ve thought that Katherine and I would have a common goal…”
When they got to the boiler room Kai waisted no time setting up a boundary spell , making sure Elena’s body can enter but can’t be brought out if someone tried to.
Later on Kai was supposed to steal Elena’s coffin and bring her there.
“What if your plan fails?” Y/N asked , it was a possibility knowing what her former friends were capable of.
“Oh honey , do you really think I haven’t thought of a Plan B … C and … well , you know how the alphabet goes.” Katherine said. “Vicky Donovan will ring the Maxwell Bell 12 times and this town will burn along with everyone dumb enough to stay. There is nothing they can do stop it…and even if they do , Hell cannot be destroyed. I’ll come back and keep coming back until they all have payed.”
Y/N glanced at Kai. He couldn’t possibly think about staying in Mystic Falls considering what Katherine wanted. There had to be a way to get him all the way out of Hell before all this goes down and an idea started to form in her mind.
“Well , it was nice seeing you Katherine… but if you don’t mind , me and my boyfriend have things to do.” Y/N said walking towards Kai when Katherine stopped her , putting a hand on her chest pushing her back a bit. Even as a human she was strong. “Get out of my way.”
“Don’t even think about crossing me or letting your friends know I am back. Not yet.” she said as Y/N pushed her off.
“Thought crossed my mind , but I am not stupid.” Y/N said , taking Kai’s hand.
Y/N couldn’t wait for her and Kai to finish what they started earlier and by the looks of it Kai couldn’t wait either because on their way out , he shoved her inside one fo the empty classrooms locking the door behind them.
SPOILER ALERT : (next part starts from THIS point on … )