I don’t know if I can express how much I love Andy and Mica’s relationship. She just shot him with 3 separate paintball guns and then again with the fast one because it got jammed and he not once bitched about it, in fact he had her start over because he wanted it to look good. Like yeah they talked about it hours ago, but still, that’s serious friendship and trust. And he got more worried about her getting paint on her outfit than how much pain he was in.
the day before their high school graduation, lucas and maya are laying in the bed of lucas’ pick-up truck. they’ve driven miles out of the city to find a hilltop where they can see everything in the sky. farkle and smackle had already left for early admissions to princeton, riley was closing at topanga’s that night, and zay was busy packing for his last summer in texas. maya was supposed to be finishing her portfolio so she could send it to the royal academy of arts for finalization. lucas was supposed to be at one of his last baseball practices so he could polish up his stats before he played in ball on a scholarship in college.
everyone was doing exactly as wanted, but everything felt broken. so, when lucas called maya and asked her to skip town for the night with him, she couldn’t resist. they had unfinished business, anyway. as they lay under the dark night sky, lucas was looking at maya more than he was the sky. “if i could paint like you could, i’d paint a picture of us in this exact moment. i’d freeze everything and stay here until i could perfect it. so i would never forget it.”
maya lifted her head to look at him, but she didn’t drop her head back down. she kept her eyes on the boy. “do you know my favorite thing about you? the absolute best thing about you?” she didn’t wait for him to respond, but she sat up completely. she shifted her weight, shuffling with one leg under her so she was sitting on her own calf. “you’ve never been able to hurt me. we’re sitting here and it’s our last night together for a really long time. i mean, we’ll have the summer, but we’ll never have anything like high school again. but, even though you know i’m leaving you in a few months, you’re still sitting here telling me how good i am at things. i can never replace you. no one in europe is going to put up with me like you do, or keep me as close as you do.”
lucas pulled his long legs close to his chest, wrapping his legs around his knees. “if i could go back in time, i would’ve stopped you from saying who my choice was when you were all covered in paint. because you didn’t know. i finally knew, but i still didn’t get a choice. i’ve wanted to be with you since freshmen year, maya. you’re leaving, but my feelings for you aren’t going with you. we have approximately 84 days until you leave, but my feelings are gonna stay right here in new york.”
maya suddenly felt like she couldn’t breathe. she everything came crashing down at once and it all hurt. “can you take me home? we have to be up early to rehearse for graduation anyway.”
lucas scrunched his face up, a bad taste in his mouth. “maya, wh–” but she cut him off before he could get another thought out by jumping out of the bed of the truck and getting into the passenger seat. they sat in silence the whole way home.
graduation went on as planned, then the whole group hung out all summer long. maya made sure she was never alone with lucas and lucas picked up on it quickly.
lucas was moving into his dorm before maya left for europe, but when the group was helping him move into his room, she was nowhere to be found. after he was moved in and everyone had gone home, lucas decided to lay down for a while. he was stalking all of maya’s social media, but he knew she wouldn’t post anything. she was never on her phone. she always said it wasn’t as good as the real connection you could make. just as he’d locked his phone screen, he heard a knock at his door. when he opened it, maya appeared with her hair in space buns and with a canvas behind her back.
she stepped in before he could stop her–not that he would have. he was just surprised to see her at all. “hi, i’m maya. you’re really cute. we should’ve hung out more. you make me happy.” she paused, swallowing hard. “i didn’t pay enough attention to you. it’s me, not you.” she grasped his hand, rubbing her thumb over his palm. “we can still be friends.” stepping forward, she stood on her tip toes, leaning towards his face. “not really.” maya kissed lucas gently on the lips, dropping his hand to grasp at the back of his neck. once she backed down, she finally stopped talking so fast and let him get a word out.
“i thought you weren’t coming, to be honest.” he muttered, licking his lips. he looked behind the girl for a moment, seeing the empty side of his room where zay hadn’t moved in yet.
“i was up all night. i got inspired to create something. i fell asleep around eight in the morning and i overslept since my phone was on silent. but i think i can make up for it.” maya scrunched her face up a little, her nose crinkling for a moment. she flipped the painting she had in her hands around, handing it off to lucas. what he saw was a painting of the night sky with lucas’s truck down on the bottom right corner. in the bed of the truck, lucas and maya were laying next to each other and maya was pointing towards the sky above exactly as she was doing before everything went to shit the night he said how he felt. in the constellations, there was an outline of maya grasping at lucas’s shirt like she’d done years before. each time, lucas had hoped maya would just break the tension and kiss him, but she never did. “i remember that night you said you would paint a picture of that exact moment if you could, then i realized that i could. i want you to keep that photo and remember me with it. i have an exact duplicate of it and i’m going to keep it in my dorm room. whenever you see that painting, you can think of me. and whenever you see the moon, know i’m five hours ahead thinking about the next time i get to see my muse again.”
lucas’s face broke into a smile and he wrapped his arms around her tiny waist. “i’m going to miss you constantly, cluckerbucket. you’re always going to be the one i chose. even if you didn’t let me choose you until now. we can make this work. i’m all in.”
maya nodded her head as he put her back down. her face felt hot, but she didn’t want to run away anymore. “i’m all in, lucas. i’ll still be all in when i’m 3,000 miles from you.”
I could name you 20 boy groups off the top of my head that use the same recycled hip hop concepts. You guys have nothing to say then, but as soon as a girl group tries it all hell breaks loose. Damn, just say you hate girl groups and go….
There is something special about the first girl you love
and it’s not just the concept of your heart
giving in for the first time
but it’s the feeling that comes with doing
what you never thought was possible.
Nobody ever told me it was okay
to love someone like her
but nobody had to
not when the warmth of her skin
against mine was enough to start fires
light up the whole world and turn its dark skies
into something maybe half as beautiful as her eyes.
It was so real
being in love with a girl was so real
no religion, morals, traditions
could hold me back from that
and none should
because loving her was so obvious
ignoring my heart would be like
turning against nature
that would have been the abomination
to deny myself an attraction so genuine
that would have been so damn wrong.
The first girl you love
is going to be someone incredible
no matter what else comes after
because the first girl you love is a step torward
being able to say
you are real
you are valid
you are human
and that you are worthy of love too.
For women who love other women but don’t know how to go about it yet
Requested- “could you do a jack johnson imagine? idc what it’s about just make it sweet but not cheesy. i’m sorry if that’s confusing. but thanksssss & i LOVE your imagines.😍❤️ ”
“Come on Y/n before we’re late” my best friend yells from the bottom of the steps.
“Shut up Y/BF/N. Beauty takes time” I yell as I put the finishing touches on my makeup and taking one last glance in the mirror. We are on the way to a party hosted by the one and only Skate Maloley. I didn’t really want to go but
Y/BF/N insisted that I go with her.
“Damn girl. You look fine as hell” I’m best friend says as I walk down the steps. “ maybe you’ll actually get laid tonight” she says as we walk towards the door.
“Yeah maybe” I chuckle as I walk closely behind her.
The party was already started by the time we got there. When we talked him the strong smell of weed and strong alcohol hit us, the bass was boomin’ as everyone gathered in a small space to dance together. “ I’m going to grab us some drinks” Y/BF/N yells over the loud music. I smiled and nod my head as she walks away. As time passed I relived that Y/BF/N wasn’t coming back. She was probably off somewhere grinding on some stranger on the dance floor. I walked in the direction of the drinks when someone bumped into me.
“My bad lil ma” a tall blond says to me as he tries to catch me before I fall.
“It’s fine” I say as I straighten out my dress again.
“My name is Sammy, did you come here alone” he asks me as he looks me up and down smiling.
“ No, I’m here with my best friend” I said looking around. “ but I really don’t know where she went” I say laughing
“Well why don’t you come and hang out with us”
At first I contemplated going with Sammy, a complete stranger that I just met, but as I thought about it, it seemed like a good idea.
“Yeah sure” I said to Sammy.
“Well then follow me” he said smiling.
We push through what it seemed like millions of body before we got to Sammy’s friends.
“ Alright everyone” Sammy yelled getting his friend’s attention “ Everybody this is Y/N. Y/N this is Nate, Swazz, Skeez, Tez, Jack G and Jack J.”
“Hey everyone” I said to everyone. They mostly waved and went back to their conversations with each other. Well everyone but Jack J, he just stared at me and smiled. After a while he finally came over and spoke to me.
“Hey Y/n” He said as he looked me up and down with a smirk on his face.
“Hey Jack” I said while we both went and sat at a booth.
“So what is a girl like you doing at a party like this” he asks moving a little closer so that we could hear each other.
“Well I was here with my best friend but she left and didn’t come back” I said sipping on my drink. “ And then your friend Sammy came and got me”
“Ok cool.” He said while turning his body to face me. “ So what do you do for a living”
“Well, I’m working towards being a model but I have to get through school first.”
“That’s cool what school do you-”
“Come on Y/N. I’m ready to go to bed” my best friend drunkenly says as she walks over.
“Can I have a minute” I said turning back to Jack
“No come now. I want to leave.” she whines
“Fine” i said rolling my eyes. “ Jack I’m really sorry but I have to go.” I said grabbing my purse.
“Wait.” He said pulling out his phone. “ I like you and I would like to take you out. Is tomorrow ok?”
“Tomorrow is great” I said while taking his phone and typing in my number. “ Text me” I said to Jack before we left.
I got Y/BF/N in the car and we drove back home. “What happened to getting us drinks” I asked Y/BF/N
“Well I met someone and we talked for a while, then we danced and he left.” She slurred out. “ What happened to you”
“ I met someone too.” I said looking in the direction “ We are actually going to a date tomorrow.” I said directing my eyes back on the road.
“ ohh Y/N is getting laid” she yells drunkenly.
“ No.” I said laughing.
We pulled up to the house and I got
Y/BF/N into the house, upstairs and in the bed.
“Goodnight Y/N” she yells from her room.
“Goodnight” I said grabbing my phone and getting into bed. I was closing my eyes when I got a text message.
Jack- Hey Y/N, it’s Jack
You- Hey Jack
Jack- I’m excited for tomorrow
You- I am too
Jack- Where do you want to go?
You- umm do you mind if we talk about this tomorrow. I’m actually kinda tired
Jack- yeah no problem. Goodnight 😘
You- Goodnight Jack❤️💤
So I think I want to make this into a mini series???? Can I have your opinion on it, like would you guys like a mini series or not?? Let me know -Kayy😊