You called curiously through the empty house as you entered your best friends home with the spare key he had given you when he moved in. There was no reply, making you even more worried as you hadn’t heard from him for a while. It was strange not speaking to him and you couldn’t figure out why he hadn’t been in contact with you. As far as you knew, he was still very active with SHINee and other friends so the fact he hadn’t even texted you was odd. The last time you’d spoken to him, he sounded rather solitary . Deep down, you knew he was lonely. Living with Roo didn’t seem to be enough for him. He wanted someone by his side. In your dreams, you wished it would be you but he’d never even mentioned anything romantic or flirtatious to you. The thought made you sigh out loud.
You called again, just to check again if anyone was home. Roo ran to your feet, her tail swinging swifty side to side, happy to see you. With a warm smile, you bent down to pet her.
“Where’s your daddy?”
You asked her in a high pitched voice, like she would answer you. Suddenly, she ran upstairs, her little legs moving adorably, looking back at you as if she wanted you to follow her. You knew you shouldn’t be going through Jonghyun’s house when he wasn’t home but you knew it couldn’t hurt anything. Chasing Roo up the stairs, you followed her in to Jonghyun’s bedroom.
His room smelled of his musky, sensual cologne that reminded you of him whenever the scent wafted by your nose. His bed wasn’t made yet and there were a few bits of paper, pens and pencils scattered all over his desk where Roo ran to, her tail still wagging playfully.
“What are you showing me Roo? What’s all of this?”
You asked rhetorically as your eyes scanned the paper. There were a mixture of titles on top of the sheets; titles such as: My secret love, Her sweet behind, Tasting the cherry, A drink of her wine. Most of them hinting that they were sexual. Jonghyun had been writing sexy poems. Instantly, your cheeks blushed a deep red as you picked one of them up. It was intrusive to read his private thoughts but you just couldn’t help yourself.
‘My gorgeous (Y/N) with her face so fine, hips so curvy with a perky behind. I can’t help but wonder how you taste, to kiss your lips in a loving embrace…’
You clasped your hand over your mouth in shock; your heart began to race as you picked up one poem after the other, discovering he had romantic and sexual feelings towards you. After finding it out, it made sense why he’d been distancing himself from you. Falling back on his bed with one of the poems in your hand, your palms began to sweat with a tingling warmth spreading through your core, thinking about the sexual things he wrote; the things he wanted to do to you.
You heard Jonghyun’s voice from downstairs. In a panic, you didn’t know what to do. You didn’t know if you should hide the poems, confront him about them, throw yourself at him; your heart began to race as you heard his footsteps getting louder. Giving you no time to act, he opened the door.
“Oh it’s you. I thought someone had burg…shit!” His eyes widened as he saw the piece of paper in your hand. The man darted for the poetry on the desk in a hurry before stopping himself.
“Please tell me you haven’t looked at this?!”
He cried in fear, drops of sweat appearing on his forehead.
You gulped anxiously, not knowing if you should tell him the truth or not.
“So you wanna taste my sweet juices huh?”
You teased in the most innocent way you could.
He yelled in frustration, his whole face turning a tomato red. After a moment, he placed his hand on his head, lolling it back with stress.
“Yes. I can’t lie to you anymore. I’ve fallen in love with you. I’m sorry. I should go…”
He uttered, his voice filled with sorrow.
“It’s your apartment.”
You replied, not being able to believe that he couldn’t see you loved him too.
“I know, but I can’t throw you out.”
He couldn’t bring himself to look at you as he slumped on to his computer chair, his face tense with stress.
“I don’t want to go.”
You told him. He told you the truth; it was time for you to tell yours.
He finally looked at you with his beautiful, glossy eyes.
He questioned, raising his brows in surprise.
Getting off the bed, you walked over to him, his eyes gazing at you in awe. You weren’t quite sure what to say, so you did what you wanted to do which was to climb on top of him and straddle him. His eyes nearly popped out of his skull; his body stilled, not knowing how to react to the contact.
“Wow, look at you Jonghyun. You’re so damn flawless, talented, and sexy.”
Gently, you brought your hands up and brushed your fingers through his soft hair. He licked his lips in anticipation yet he still couldn’t move; his body was in disbelief.
You whispered in to his ear, immediately making him stiffen beneath you.
He asked gently. The poor man was so afraid of going too far with you. You wished he could see how much you wanted him just as much as he craved you.
Biting your lip, you took his hands and placed them on your breasts, allowing him to rub through the material of your shirt. Rolling your head back with pleasure, Jonghyun got a little more confident, finding your nipples and playing with that area.
“That’s it Jonghyun, make it more than words.”
You encouraged him to go further with you. You wanted to witness everything he wrote down on paper. As he carried on experimenting, you couldn’t believe how turned on he was making you just by massaging your breasts.
“How does it feel?”
He asked attentively, gazing in to your eyes.
“It’s amazing, don’t stop.”
His fingers trailed slowly from your chest down to the bottom of your shirt, giving you goosebumps as you gasped.
Jonghyun was so cautious, making sure every move he made was okay with you; you found it adorable.Whispering yes, you lifted your arms so Jonghyun could remove the material from your body. Once again, his eyes widened, seeing your lacy white bra; it made him gulp like he was starving for your body.
“You’re so beautiful. Your body is so perfect. Every curve you have, your soft skin. I had to distance myself so I wouldn’t go crazy about you.”
His confession made your heart melt and your desire increase more than you thought was humanely possible. His hands gently ran over your covered boobs and the curve of your waist, admiring you, drinking you in. You were leaning in to his sweet smelling neck to kiss it when he let out a strong sigh.
You asked him, concerned, wondering what was going on in his creative mind.
With insecurity in his puppy dog eyes, he ran his fingers through your hair, caressing you lovingly.
“We better stop now Jagiya. If we go any further, I’m not sure I can control myself.”
His words made your skin heat up. He had the affect of caffeine; making your body go in to overdrive, making you alert and awake. Jonghyun may have had self control but when it came to the divine, sexy man, you didn’t. Ignoring his words, you grabbed the collar of his shirt forwards so you could claim his godly lips which seemed to like yours so much. You felt his body let go and free itself of the strain. He needed you badly. Jonghyun deepened the kiss, grabbing your behind as his tongue played with yours and his teeth gently pulled at your lower lip, making you moan loudly.
From the seat, he stood up and began walking to the double bed, his hands lifting you up from your behind. Seductively, he laid you down on the bed before taking your feet in his hands and removing the sock from each foot. It was like he was making each move painfully slow on purpose, like he was enjoying the groans of impatience from you; you could see the twinkle of mischief in his eyes. From your feet, his hands moved up your legs, causing all of the hairs on your body to stand up as you shivered. You watched in crippling anticipation as Jonghyun unzipped your jeans and began to slide them down your legs, moving forward to kiss you as the jeans hit the floor. Heatedly, your lips caressed and moved with each others. Your hand rested on Jonghyun’s sharp jaw line as you indulged in the taste of his mouth. He kissed you so passionately and so sensually, soft and delicately but needy and dominant at the same time; you couldn’t get enough. Causing you to groan, Jonghyun pulled away from your lips and kneeled between your legs. The sex god took the bottom of his white shirt and peeled it up and off his body, flexing his muscles and showing off his smooth, perfect skin. Your mouth dropped in awe as you stared at him. Your pussy reacted to it, physically aching to be touched and loved. You had no time to bask in the beauty that was Jonghyun’s body as his fingertips were already running up your sensitive thighs and hooking around the band of your innocent panties. Worry crossed your mind as they were your cute, baby pink ones with pandas on, hardly sexy. You didn’t know that you’d be making love with the man of your dreams that morning so you threw on the first pair you saw. Jonghyun saw that you felt slightly uncomfortable and laughed dreamily, flashing his stunning straight pearl white teeth.
“Don’t worry jagi, I think they’re adorable, like you.”
He bit his bottom lip as he moved them down your legs, almost holding his breath like he was unwrapping a gift on Christmas day. When he laid his eyes on the most sacred part of you, all of the blood rushed to his head and his manhood. His lustful eyes met yours and suddenly, he grabbed your ankles and spread your legs wide open, exposing you to him and making you gasp. The entirety of your body tingled and vibrated as he placed his lips on the crevice of your groin, the top of your pubic mound, the outside skin of your pussy.
You panted his name, squirming so much that Jonghyun had to hold your hips to keep you still. His warm breath was so close to your needy clit that you could almost feel his mouth on you. Getting closer and closer to your pleasure spot, he took his time to kiss and caress the not so obvious areas of your pussy, making you physically drip. Finally, Jonghyun ran his talented tongue from the bottom of your pussy, through your folds and up to your hardened clit. Instantly, the sensation made you grab his light pink hair tightly. He moaned at the taste of you, arousing you even more and as he suckled on your throbbing clit. You could have possibly hurt him by the way you were tugging aggressively on his locks. Each lick he made you crazier and moan louder. He made you feel so good that beads of sweat appeared on your forehead and your lip began to sting from how hard you were biting down on it. Jonghyun held your thighs and moaned deeply whilst he tasted and drank the juices that came from you, truly savoring you like he wrote down on paper. It wasn’t just words; it was a fantasy of his. Your hands moved from his hair and on to his shoulder blades, accidentally digging your nails in hard as he took your wet labia in to his mouth, licking, kissing, sucking on your lips like he’d never get another chance to. Whenever he looked at you, you could see in his face that he could get lost in you; he was in his own world by pleasuring you. Reluctantly, he moved away from your pussy and began to lift your hips to the side, hinting to you that he wanted you to get on all fours for him. On the bed, you looked behind you to see Jonghyun ridding himself of his tight black jeans. You gawked at him, seeing the huge bulge in his boxer shorts and your face got neon red all over again, making Jonghyun chuckle warmly as he climbed back on the bed behind you. Jonghyun’s smooth hand ran over your butt cheeks, making your spine tingle. You let out a sigh, enjoying the feel of him admiring your curvy back side. Surprising you, Jonghyun slapped your ass cheek playfully. The funny part was that it felt good; you giggled, beginning to feel more comfortable. Jonghyun’s lips kissed your behind whilst his hands reached up and unclasped your bra, making you entirely naked before him. Your breasts fell free but it wasn’t long before Jonghyun’s hands were back on them, rubbing them, taking your nipples between his fingers and making them harden with his touch. Jonghyun’s pecks began to move downwards. Gently, he pushed your back down, making you back your behind up. Like a primal animal, Jonghyun licked his lips before plunging his tongue back in to your pussy, making you cry out in pleasure. Roughly, Jonghyun held your ass cheeks as he worked his tongue in and out of your pussy, making sure he wasn’t missing a spot. You couldn’t help whimpering like a puppy; the feel of his mouth and tongue was incredible. You were already so close to an orgasm even though he hadn’t started making love to you yet. The thought of taking his dick crossed your mind. Desperately, you wanted to feel his manhood inside you. You wanted to gaze in to his breath taking eyes, to take him in your arms, to taste his delectable lips for the whole night.
“Baby. I want you.”
You panted, your chest heaving and that was all the encouragement Jonghyun needed to flip you on your back, to hold you in his strong arms and to slowly ease himself inside your wet core, claiming you as his girl. Jonghyun made love the same way he ate your pussy, passionately, lovingly with a burning desire to please you. There was something about the way he held you romantically that was mind blowing. The deepness and the intimacy made your eyes water from the intensity as you wrapped your legs around him tightly. It was the look in his eyes that was the most bewildering. He had a true, honest look of love in them and when he held your hands, sliding his fingers between yours, he took your breath away. It was like your two souls connected as one. The both of you were completely infatuated with each other, wanting, needing to know each other on a more spiritual, heavenly level.
It was daylight when the two of you let go and embraced each other. By the time you were both spent, it was beautiful sunset. On the back porch, you rested your head on Jonghyun’s shoulder, watching the bright yellow sun go down, turning the sky a mixture of fuchsia, orange and purple. Sweetly, Jonghyun kissed your forehead, smiling contently.
You said, snuggling in to the nape of his neck.
He replied, rubbing your lower back, soothing you.
“The next time you wanna write dirty stuff about me, just show me.”
Jonghyun laughed before shaking his head.
“Then we better get some sleep before I start feeling the need to write something.”
You could tell you weren’t going to be deprived of loving as Jonghyun’s girlfriend and that night, the two of you slept soundly as the work that Jonghyun did became more than words.
When you say “oh wow you’re so pretty, you shouldn’t wear makeup” you are asking to be hit.
You don’t know what we look like without makeup. Some of us rely on makeup to cover certain things. Makeup is used as an enhancement to make us even more confident.
Yet, when you see us with “natural” makeup you tell us “See, I knew you looked better without makeup”
You are a flawed human being for ever saying these things. Everyone looks better with makeup on when it’s done right.
So if you see us wearing makeup and we look fine, don’t say “You’re so pretty, you shouldn’t wear makeup”. Say “Damn your makeup looks flawless today” (even if someone isn’t wearing makeup and you say the second one you’ll be complimenting them)