damn they grew up

anonymous asked:

I am 100% for feminist Allen, but I still don't know how to make sense of Allen not calling out Bak's crush back when he was in the Asian Branch, and even using it as blackmail.

I guess it goes back to the bad writing that Bak crushing on Lenalee AND STALKING HER is “funny” and “ok”. Even if saying that it’s not unusual to have a 17 year old girl married off to someone multiple times her age, it is still pretty damn gross, especially if you take that into account that Lenalee basically grew up before Bak’s eyes. Even if he is attracted to her, he could go “no, this is wrong, I’m an adult and she’s a teen, it is wrong to think of her such way” but instead he fucking goes and even stalks her???

I’m not 100% sure what Hoshino’s intention was with that. As she has this view it is reflected in Allen as well. I can only think that Allen assumed that Bak had feelings for her, didn’t want to jump into conclusions. The Science Department keeping tabs on Exorcist is not unusual and those pic, while the fact that Bak hoards them to this degree is suspicious, they were not ‘provocative’, which is why he asked Bak if he liked her. I don’t know if he judged yes or no, but obviously he sees it as compromising enough to have a hold over Bak. Frankly I don’t know if Allen can identify sexual/romantic attraction as long as it’s not as obvious as Cross’s libido, he might not recognise it as attraction and doesn’t particularly care to find out, he has Bak under his thumb. In the Reverse Novel he did state he just joined the Order for info and seeing that the Order doesn’t match his view on the Akuma, he might have thought this is how he was going to keep closer tabs on the Order (this assuming that Allen is manipulative enough for it). He does call out on Cross hitting on Lenalee thankfully.

That being said, this is just an assumation. I don’t want to excuse or justify Allen’s silence. I have to admit that scene made and still makes me disappointed.

ppl with low or no empathy arent monsters lmao… u dont need empathy to have a moral compass? like we all grew up on the same damn planet getting told the same basic rules so we all understand the difference between right and wrong. just bc we can’t relate to someones emotional experience doesn’t mean we think murder is okay or some shit. @ neurotypicals get over urselves

smoking,,,,,,, is not cute,,,,, it’s not an aesthetic,,,, it doesn’t make you hot,,, you all really need to stop romanticising something that is damaging, not only to yourself, but to everyone around you, and to an extent, also to the environment.

there is literally nothing nice about smoking, it’s an addiction, and it’s bad, end of story.

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JOURNAL ENTRY: THE WITCHER BROTHERS OF THE SCHOOL OF THE WOLF

His gruff and at times excessively blunt manner could irritate even his fellow witchers of the School of the Wolf. Whatever his vices, it went without saying that Lambert would brave the fire of any hell for his companions.

All witchers have a great deal in common, but with Eskel and Geralt, the similarities are particularly striking. They first met as two boys of the same age swinging wooden swords at Kaer Morhen. They then went though an ordeal together.

On the surface, Geralt is introverted, tight-lipped, and one might even say gruff, but underneath lies an overflowing sea of goodwill, good humour, and an honest readiness to help his friends, be it with a bit of sound advice or the masterful application of his blade.

anonymous asked:

Headcanon: Yuuri is apart of the "puberty didn't hit him, it ran him over and bitch slap him twice" group

It definitely did him plenty of favours considering how he looks now! He’s one of those people who went from adorable kid to ‘goddamn

I always imagined Yuuri as one of those kids who had a pretty decent puberty as well. About the worst thing that happened to him was going through the weird period of his voice breaking but apart from that he didn’t have any bad spots or awkward growth spurts of anything. He just gradually and subtly grew up until one day people looked at him and realised ‘damn, Katsuki grew up fine’.

Then on the other hand I picture Viktor as one of those kids who shot up about six inches in one night and then just kept growing, went through at least a year of falling all over himself because there was much more to his limbs than he was used to, wore about four layers of concealer to every competition because teenage skin is not kind and whose voice kept cracking at the absolute worst possible moments. When Yuuri mentions how growing up was pretty normal and boring for him, Viktor has never been more jealous in his life

a thing abt ‘phan’ and romanticizing mental illness

i’m so damn proud of this man

nobody has //any// idea

let me just start with this, im so proud of him for about a hundred million reasons. i grew with every single damn blogpost that’s been up abt this, go read them cause they can say it better than me. honestly, he never would’ve opened up about this a few years ago. the fact that he’s grown so damn much to the point where he’s willing to open up abt his experiences for the sake of helping his audience of over /six million people/? like, opening up to a best friend is hard enough, can you even imagine telling six million people about it?

that’s insanely courageous

he could’ve skimmed over some of the darker details but he didn’t.

but fuck if someone brings up phan, if i see o n e person bring up phan i swear quit the internet

because seriously

christ if they actually do i will personally fucking hunt them down

people who do that,,, it’s literally romanticizing his illness and that’s /fucking/ horrible. did u even watch the video? dans known phil for a big portion of the time he’s had depression and yes, although i’m sure having phil, such a nice support system, has helped him loads, i hate to break it to u but it’s not like phils a miracle worker. he’s human, he can’t automatically /fix/ dan. this isn’t something that directly pertains to phil (if ykwim) and dans clearly been struggling with this for ages.

it’s not up to phil alone to help him, especially because people think they have a romantic relationship.

we can all //clearly// see that dans been struggling //despite// phil being one of his best friends. he literally fucking made a point of talking about how alone he feels during depressive episodes. phil can’t simply go to dan and magically /make/ him feel better because ‘oHm My gOooOooD theYRe boYfRienDdDssdDs’

also like just saying ur completely missing the whole goddamn point of his video if u think this, he didn’t make it to talk about how phil immediately helped him out of depression. because he didn’t. dans been struggling despite having support. he made this video to show that people with depression or similar illnesses aren’t alone with it, because he and i and everyone who struggles with a mental illness know /damn well/ how alone you can feel.

just because phil is there /helping/ him doesn’t mean he automatically cured him. /this is not how mental illnesses work/. it’s not a matter of phil going ‘oh dan be happy!’. its years and years of struggle, it’s such a rollercoaster. up and down. an ongoing battle. with yourself. so dont u dare romanticize daniels illness. don’t apply phan to it, because this really isn’t about phil. it’s about dan.

it’s kind of the equivalent to saying dan and phil /made/ you come out of depression/suicidal thoughts/etc. yes, while they definitely have helped you (and let’s be honest, someone as brave and courageous as dan is an amazing help), you did it on your own. they only helped. you did an amazing thing there. dans on the path to doing his own amazing thing because of phil and us and everyone who he loves. but they’re not doing it /for/ him. ultimately, he’s doing it for himself.

it’s sososo important to recognize the fact that dan didn’t make this abt phan, but to help with people struggling. getting professional help was something he said helped him loads. he purposely made the video uplifting to show it does get better, as people who are at their lowest points easily think it won’t. it was created to inspire and help and bring awareness and spread acceptance and get rid of stigma. but one thing it was not fucking made for was to be romanticized.

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Picture Perfect - Dean Winchester x Reader x Sam Winchester - Chapter 10

Title: Picture Perfect

Pairing: Sam Winchester x Reader, Dean Winchester x Reader

Word Count: Around 5k

Warnings: Angst, Blood

Prompt: I got it! Can you do a fic where Sam dies while (Y/N) is pregnant with his child and so Dean helps her raise the child and they live the apple pie life and right when Dean wants to propose to (Y/N), Sam returns to life & ANGST. Please and thank you

Special thank you to @gaveherhearttotheliontattoo for being an awesome beta! I wanted to correct on other things you pointed out but didn’t have time to sadly.

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~Three hours ago~

“About mommy?”

“Yeah, and how daddy Sam is taking good care of her. And how that’s the way it was always supposed to be.” he said, his smile slowly falling as he turned to look at his brother almost in sorrow.

“But it’s not, not anymore. And that’s what I am mostly here to talk about.” Sam said firmly, his back straightening.

Dean looked at his brother with pursed lips as he took a deep breath “Meaning?”

Sam opened his mouth to speak but when his eyes fell on the little girl. He soon closed it and gave her a small smile “Sweetheart, why don’t you go play on the computer for a little yeah? Or listen to some music.”

“But- but I want to stay here with you and listen.” she said with a small pout and the very same puppy eyes Sam remembered so vividly you giving him when you wanted something.

“I know princess but this is not something you can understand, and it’s between me and daddy Dean. Will you please do me this favor?” he asked again with a gentle smile and she let out a small and adorable sigh.

“Alright daddy.” she nodded her head, looking up at Dean who bended down to kiss her cheek and she did the same.

“Thank you.” Sam smiled at her as she jumped from the bed and walked to him to kiss his cheek as well.

She tried to tuck a few strands of hair behind her ear as she sat on a chair and pulled Dean’s computer, that was already open, closer to her. She still had a small pout on but Sam knew that he and Dean needed to do this talk without any interruptions. Seems like the first one wasn’t enough after all.

Dean’s eyes lingered on her for a moment before he finally turned to look at his brother “I’m listening.”

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Heaven

Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Reader (Y/N Y/L/N)

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Summary: Jensen forgets an important day for the Reader and he tries to come up with a good way of apologizing.

Word Count: 2k-ish

Warnings: Fluff 

Author’s Note: Heyy guys! This is my entry for @buckysmetallicstump‘s Disney Quote Challenge. My quote is bolded! I hope you guys like this! I’m still trying to get back into the groove of writing. I’m sorry if this isn’t up to par. *hides face* feedback is always welcomed!!



Eleven missed calls.

I knew I had screwed up when her phone went straight to voicemail after the third ring. She was avoiding my calls, that much I knew. I tried racking my brain, coming up blank with reasons for the cold shoulder she was giving me.

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Sick and Damned

Summary: Richie Tozier grew up in the church, and he follows all the rules as best he can, but what can you do when you’re born already breaking a rule?

Warnings: Internalized homophobia, slurs, strong language, loose sexual themes (not really), self harm.

Pairing: Reddie

Word Count: 3998

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The Cross glares over the faces of the hundreds of sinners who sit in the pews of the church auditorium. Sinners like Ben and Jamie Brown who steal from the offering plate, or Mr. Elertson who divorced his wife. There are probably liars, cheaters and scammers littering the church as the pastor holds his Bible above his head, his face red and sweaty while he preaches. He preaches from the book of Leviticus, chapter 18, verse 22.

A man should not lay with a man as he does a woman.

In the pews sits a 10 year old Richie Tozier. He tries his hardest to focus and stay quiet. He tries to listen, but it’s hard. Maggie and Wentworth Tozier - his parents - sit on either side of him. His mother rests a hand on his thigh whenever he spaces out, staring right past the preacher. He’s supposed to listen when the pastor is talking. He knows.

On their way home, Richie looks out the window and watches the trees blur past their station wagon. He asks his parents what Leviticus, chapter 18, verse 22 means.

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The Cat Lady

I used to have three beautiful cats. Chloe, Jewel, and Mercy. My sweet girls. I had the perfect family. A husband Greg, my son Dylan, and of course the cats. Jewel was the snitch. Always pacing around the table, warbling for whatever we had. She had developed a taste for green beans. Mercy was the prim lady. Always cleaning herself. Always sitting on the bookshelves. And always found where I hid the cat treats.

Jewel was my favorite though. Whenever my lap was available, she was sitting there. At night she’d sleep at the foot of the bed. In the morning, she’d wake me by kneading my chest. Greg would laugh and say she was just making sure my heart hadn’t stopped. Her version of kitty CPR.

Greg and I were considering getting just one more when the accident happened. Greg was on the way to the clinic with the cats to update their vaccinations, and… well, I’m almost thankful that my babies didn’t suffer.

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soulmate!svt | minghao

a/n: i’m starting with minghao bc ive been dying over him lately and yet he isnt one of my two biases from svt ajdhsjdh (those jihoon and mingyu) anYWAYS also ive had writers block so i figured a bullet point thing would be nice to start off with ^^

Originally posted by kristian-do

soulmate!au: common name/nicknames of your soulmate appear on your skin. the larger the names/nicknames are, the more often they’re called it.

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beauty and the beast had a two second clip of two men dancing together and suddenly everyone is cheering for how disney is so “inclusive” and “supportive of the lgbt community”. clap fucking clap well done disney. but you do know about the fact that the casting call for the live action mulan doesn’t include li shang, right? the li shang who showed clear signs of falling in love with mulan as fa ping, who was supposed to be a male? and still loved her as mulan yeah it’s that li shang. i’m a bisexual girl. i have grown up with mulan for most of my life. there was even a point when i was five years old that i watched the damn movie every day. i loved it and still do, and i grew up idolising the two main characters. mulan kicked butt and saved china, and i adored her. and shang, for me, growing up in a house with a mother who believes in negative stereotypes attributed to bi people, was my lifeline. i clung to his character because he was the closest thing i had to good representation. but now disney want to take that away and replace it with heteronormative bullshit. huge companies like disney don’t care about representation, they’ll make up some crap once every five years or so so we’ll buy their shit and we lap it up because we are starved of good representation. shang is expendable to them and i’m sick of it. i am sick of being treated as if bisexuals aren’t important. that’s why if li shang isn’t in the live action movie singing “i’ll make a man out of you”, i personally will march to disney headquarters and shove my vhs copy of mulan up bob iger’s arse. fuck you disney