damn these are bad

anonymous asked:

Have you gone on the character TV Tropes page for Markiplier? I made me realize something interesting. When Darkiplier says "let me in", he doesn't really specify what that entails. "We'll be together forever", "You can never escape", everything he says can be either interpreted in a (twisted) romantic sense or a demonic possession sense. Or both.

both certainly is a good answer! from mark’s stream today, mark has stated that dark is essentially very manipulative and has ulterior motives, which makes him a lot more sinister and deadlier and just that. which, mind you, i am totally down for because just the idea of dark is so damn interesting to me!

but, i’m also a sucker for the ‘bad guy turned good guy’ troupe, so a version of dark that i love is like that, that he wants to play the bad guy, but there is just a certain hidden sense of longing that’s in him despite his harsh exterior. ❤️

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-Jay’s POV-

“SHE HAS A KID?!” I shouted at Steph as she looked down. Something Y/N said early came to mind. Eight years. “Answer me this. Isn’t Seulgi 8 years old?” All she did was nod. Eight years. Is that why she left? “Jay, don’t be mad at her! It’s my fault. Please don’t be upset with her.” She begged. “How is it your fault when she’s the one who hid the child?!” 

-Stephanie’s POV-

He looked as if he was about to cry. He was very hurt. I felt so damn bad. But I can’t tell him. Not now. I shouldn’t be the one telling him. “Who’s Seulgi’s father?” He asked his voice breaking. “Some guy she met back in the states.” I lied. I saw him tense up a bit. I also saw his fist clench up. I think I fucked up. 

-Y/N’s POV-

“Mom! Mom!” Seulgi shouted from the playground. I walked over. “Yes Seulgi?” She was playing with a cute little boy. “Mom. This is Young Gi. He told me his dad is a single parent to.” “Yeah! My dad is single and foreign girls.” The little boy said. “Well, little Young Gi I’m flattered but I’m not looking for a relationship right now.” 

“Young Gi! There you are. I was looking all over for you!” A man ran up to the playground and grabbed his son. I took a closer look. “Kwang Sik?” He looked me up and down. “Y/N! Oh my god!” He let go of his son and hugged me. “It’s been so long.” I added. “I know right! I haven’t seen you since Seulgi was 6. How has life been?” He asked. I looked down at Seulgi was staring back at me. “Let’s talk away from the kids.” “That’s a good idea.” 

We walked over the bench I was at. We caught up on life. I didn’t even know he had a son. Back in the states he was a good friend of mine and he loved Seulgi as if she was his own daughter. She used to call him Uncle Kwang Sik. Kwang Sik is like an older brother. Annoying but loving. My phone rang. I picked it up and looked at the caller ID. Jay? Why is he calling me now? I answered it and put it do my ear. 

“Hello?”

“Where in the hell are you?”

“The park near Soyoung’s apartment. Why?”

“You and me. We need to have a serious conversation.” 

“Okay. See you soon.”

He hung up. He sounded angry. Is something wrong? Then I got a text from Steph. “Avoid Jay at all costs right now.” “Why?” I texted back. “I’m sorry, Y/N. I really am.” Why is she apologizing? I looked at Kwang Sik who had a worried look on his face. “You okay?” “Yeah, fine. It’s just my sister texted me and the text was kinda weird. I’m just so confused. But I’m not gonna worrying about it.” I continued my little reunion with Kwang Sik as I waited for Jay to meet me. Not even a full 10 minutes later I could see Jay’s car. He parked and got out. He looked upset about something. Kwang Sik and I stood up. I waved but he ignored me and pushed me out of the way. “Dude don’t put your hands on her!” Kwang Sik defended. Jay didn’t say a word he just threw a hard punch to Kwang Sik’s jaw. “JAY!” I shouted pushing him out of the way and dropping to my knees to check on Kwang Sik. 

“What the hell is wrong with you?!” “What’s wrong with me?! Me?! Don’t act innocent. You know you’re full of guilt.” He said. “What are you talking about?!” “Her father. Seulgi’s father, did you love him?” My eyes widened as I realized he knew. I stood up and moved closer to him. “When did you find out?” “Earlier today. I went to Steph’s apartment and found your picture with Seulgi. Now answer my question. Did you love her father?” He asked more firm this time. “I did. I loved him more than anything in the world. He’s seen her before but doesn’t know he’s her father. I don’t want to push being a parent onto him.” I answered trying not to make it that obvious that he was talking about himself. 

His hand went through his hair. “No more bullshit Y/N. I want to know everything. Right fucking now!” “Mom?” I heard Seulgi’s faint voice behind me. I turned around and saw her and Young Gi standing behind me. “What happened to my dad?” Young Gi asked. I didn’t know how to answer that. Kwang Sik sat up, rotated his jaw and hugged his son. “We should get going. Catch you later Y/N.” He stood up and rushed off with his son. I could see Jay’s veins in his fists by how hard he was clenching them. “Tell me the truth!” “Or what?! You’re gonna punch me, like you did Kwang Sik? You wouldn’t dare touch me. You still love me, you would never hurt me. Reasons like this is why I fucking left your ass eight years! Seulgi, come on we’re leaving!” I said grabbing her hand. 

“No! I don’t wanna leave! I wanna stay with Dad.” She said, getting out of my grip and rushed over to Jay. “Dad?” Jay repeated questionably. He looked down at her and gasped. “Is she? Mine?” He asked. I couldn’t answer that. “Seulgi! Let’s go!” I grabbed her arm this time and began to rush back to Soyoung’s apartment. 

-Jay’s POV-

It all makes sense now. She said she loved him and he was her everything. I dropped to my knees and tried to remember everything. 

2008

“…If it’s something I caused I’m super sorry. I just need you right now. I can’t live without you, Y/N. Please don’t do this to me. I’ll do whatever it takes-” “I’m preg-” 

She was trying to tell me and then Stephanie walked in. That’s why Steph hated me. It wasn’t because I was a bad influence or I was bad person. It was because, Y/N was pregnant. This is all my fault. I rushed her into it. I should have waited for her to be ready. Instead I got greedy and wanted her. When I looked up, she and Seulgi were no where to be found. “…He’s seen her before but doesn’t know he’s her father. I don’t want to push being a parent onto him.” She was clearly talking about me. How fucking stupid am I? God, Y/N! I’ve really fucked up! Now you’ll probably never talk to me again. How the fuck can I live now knowing that I’m the cause of all her pain? Now I know why she was so distant when she came back.

I drove home and slammed the front door shut. I ran into my bedroom and jumped in bed. I tried to go to sleep because I knew I didn’t have the strength to do anything else. Her voice ringing in my head. Memories flying by fast. (A/N: The next part is just memories from previous chapters. Bold Italics are Jay’s words. Italics are your words. Shout out to the ones who read from the beginning and know where most of these came from.)

“Thanks for that.”

“You don’t have to. I could eat later.”

“…I’m Park Jaebeom by the way. You can call me Jay.” “Y/N”

“Jay there’s something I wanna-”

“Do you like it? Is it better than the other necklace I got you last year?” “I’ll wear it forever.”

“Jay, there’s something I want to tell-” 

“Jay I-”

“Y/N, I know. Steph told me. You like me.” “If you like me why haven’t you told me?”

“I’m your first kiss huh?” 

“You’re adorable, you know that?”

“Can I not stare at my boyfriend?”

“You did all this for me?” “Why wouldn’t I? You deserve it.”

“I’ll make you proud of me.” “I’m already proud of you. You’ve come so far. You’re gonna get your chance. I just want you to be happy.”

“JAY WHY ARE YOU TAKING SO- OH MY GOD!”

“Y/N! What all did you see?” “What I didn’t want to see. Can you go put some pants on?! For fucks sake!” 

“All you have to do is say yes and I promise to take care of you. Let me take care of you, Y/N. Please.” “I want you to take care of me. But I don’t want this to be a one time thing.” “It won’t”

“What’s wrong? I tried it before I gave it to you. It’s good.” 

“You love pancakes! What the hell is wrong?” “It smells weird. I don’t want it.”

“Are you 18 or 8, Y/N?” “Fuck you Jay! I’m tired of your bullshit!…”

“I can’t live without you, Y/N. Please don’t do this to me. I’ll do whatever it takes-” “I’m preg-” 

I threw a punch to my bed frame which only hurt me, not the frame. “FUCK!” I’ll wanted was her to be proud of me. She was at one point. Now she’s probably disgusted. I’m sorry, Y/N. 


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everlarkaddict  asked:

Please don't hate me but i feel so bad because im actually so damn sad but a bit glad at the same time that peeta was hijacked,because he used to be so selfless and doesn't care about his feelings at all when he obviously hurt by the way katniss treated him (he's practically an angel),and when he got hijacked he became more human and that's what makes her appreciate the old him more,and bcs he's hijacked we could see how much katniss loves him and trying to get back to him.

I totally get that. It’s hard to want bad things to happen to anyone, but it’s part of both their journeys. They both changed and grew and came back to each other. It makes their love even more powerful when we see them years later in the epilogue because we know what they’ve been through.

Thanks for your thoughts. 😘😘😘😘

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the most romantic interaction i’ve ever had in skirmish: when enemy genji used swift strike on me, then ran to a health pack and shot shurikens at it, telling me to use it

Fill-a-Page February day 09!

I spent way longer on this than I should have done, but oh well. It just wasn’t working so I kept prodding instead of leaving it, and Keith kept getting ~softer~ each time lmao

Trust me, it helps.

happy bird, flustered bird, protective bird

Lance is totally the kind of guy to teach his boyfriends how to skateboard in a Toys R Us and 11:30 at night

Hunk is the boyfriend who is very much not okay with that and does not want to be escorted out of a toy store

And Keith is the boyfriend who has never ridden a skateboard, but he’ll be damned if he isn’t fast enough to outride the Toys R Us employees