Some people sing high praise of exercise and socializing…damn, are they right. I don’t know why, but today, a Thursday for crying out loud, my depression has vanished. I’m not cured, but for some reason, I was able to function. I washed my hair for the first day in a week. Someone praised my project that I worked really hard on. I went to fencing and won almost all my bouts. Someone said I looked great today. I met some new people. I actually went out of the house. I was productive for the first time in weeks. I received some really positive anons (thank you!!!)
I mean, my depression is in no way gone. I self-harmed last night. I’ve considered suicide for weeks.
But today, this weird, unusual, amazing Thursday, has been great.
I don’t know why Im posting this. I hope y'all have similar days.
We’ll see how long this good luck lasts….