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A - Z Tag

Thank you @arosequartz for tagging my ass, you sunshine <3 Again I just saw this r i p me

a / age: 17, born May 13th 1999

b / biggest fear: Losing my family and friends is my biggest, idk there’s a lot..

c / current time: 9:12pm

d / drink you had last: Mango & Apple juice 

e / everyday starts with: My alarm and my morning medication for my Epilepsy yo.

f / favorite song: Uh…. 

g / ghosts are real?: Honestly idk, This is why I’m not a ghost buster.

h / hometown: Just a little outside of Belfast yo

I / in love with: My family, My blogs, My writing, My friends… *ten years later* …My ego…

j / jealous of: Everyone who gets to catch a glimpse of Suho’s ass.

k / killed someone: Damn no, I’m close to killing lose lose tho if he hits on or goes anywhere near my man again.

l / last time you cried: Friday, I couldn’t stop crying for two hours.

m / middle name: Megan 

n / number of siblings: 3 younger siblings 

o / one wish: To have a peaceful life… maybe?

p / person you last called/texted: My friend from college 

q / questions you’re always asked: “Why?”

s / song last sang: Galway Girl - Ed Sheeran

t / time I woke up: Errrrrrr like 1:40pm??

u / underwear color: Grey and Navy

v / vacation destination: Just somewhere I can be lazy like usual, so I suppose a beach so I can sleep in the sun?

w / worst habit: Snarky comebacks and Dirty Jokes…

x / xrays you have had: Okay but would you believe me if I said literally EVERYWHERE

y / your favorite food: Whatever is in my fridge, but Lemons 

z / zodiac sign: I’m a Taurus baby ;)

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.