dammit can i just cry

T_T

If anyone hears an indiscernible wailing - do not worry, it’s just me sobbing over finishing the anime Orange and Suwa for the next 9283298 years becaUSE MY POOR HEART CAN’T TAKE THIS - THIS BAB LET ME LOVE HIM

Anyone else having mixed feelings about the twins leaving Tumblr? On the one hand, it’s not a great site and it’s getting worse and you want to leave it yourself sometimes, it takes up lots of time and is often upsetting and band members are ditching it bit by bit. And it’s not like you had much contact with those two anyway, what with David’s itchy blocking finger…

On the other hand, to follow them on Twitter or Instagram would mean more social media. I don’t need more. Tumblr’s a time sink and I’d have more time without it.

But there’s still a little community here and it feels horrible to have someone just shrug and walk away. I don’t know if I’d call it triggering in my case, but considering my history of being a non-entity to my own family and “friends” as a kid such that I had nightmares for decades about being left behind in the dark with no one even noticing or trying to speak and not being able to make a sound…

Seems like it shouldn’t matter, but I can’t be the only one who finds it more upsetting than it really should be.