dallascon wah

spending 60 hours straight totally and completely alone used to not even phase me but now i’ve got all these memories of what it must be like to be normal and to have friends as pathetic as that sounds which has made it ten times harder to be so alone all the time even though i wouldn’t trade those memories for the world you know it’s just really really dumb that teleportation isnt a thing i guess is the point?????