August 3, 2017

• I just got back from therapy and a trip to the library. Ate lunch, and now waiting to muster up the energy and motivation to clean my messy messy room.

• Struggling a lot lately with waiting till the evening/night to get in the majority of my meal plan. Combating that is difficult and even just pushing a little, I heard the ED screaming at me. It’s exhausting.

• My mom had a job interview today and I really hope she gets it.

• My jaw still really hurts from my wisdom teeth surgery and I’m getting irritated with it. It’s been 2 weeks and chewing on my right side is so painful…

• Today’s verse of the day on this app I have is “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?” And I realize it is 100% my ED that separates me from God, and the real relationship I want with Him.