“you know what torao. im just. im sick of ur shit alright. god fuckin damn a bitch just wants to be nakama but noooooooo mr fucking emo with his big bird fucking feathered shit has to sit here and be all grumpy 24 fucking 7. fuck you torao’
Visiting Kiseok on tour was
always one of your favorite things to do. It took you away from your everyday
life for a few moments, it gave you the opportunity to see Kiseok and the other
members of your second family in person and not through a screen, and it gave
you the opportunity to see exactly what life was like on the road and the
things that he experienced on a daily basis. It gave you that insight and
helped you to realize exactly what he was going through when he was away from
home and you really appreciated the chance to experience his work life, even if
it was only for a moment.
Usually, before you visited
him on tour, you’d keep some of the things that were happening in your life a
little quieter. You wouldn’t share them as quickly as you would have otherwise
or you wouldn’t share as many details just so that you had something to tell
him, some news to give, when you met him in whatever country he happened to be
in. After your first tour visit, you’d started doing this and it generally gave
you something to think about other than how much you missed him or how excited
you were to see him.
And if they were all away from
Korea, you tried to bring them little tokens of home. You’d bring candy or
figurines, you’d even brought a packet of noodles once. Anything to help them
all ease their homesickness a bit and be more comfortable on the road was fair
game. You’d bring gifts for everyone, none more special than the other. You
wanted them all to feel that love and support so you tried to play fair.