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Allen Headcanon

Allen goes into the ark when he’s feeling emotional (lost, alone, depressed, pissed, melancholic, or uncertain) he goes into the piano room, and plays the 14th song and just remembers all his memories with Mana, or any of the good memories with his friends. (His favorite memories are: Mana tucking him into bed for the first time, before then he didn’t know what it was like for an adult to care for you or have a genuine emotion other than sadness or anger, or seeing everybody again after they returned from the ark, enjoying each other’s company, laughing, joking, and getting the same sensation like when mana tucked him into bed, belonging)

Originally posted by elesseto