d t max

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“In this weeks news, another victim has been killed by the mysterious killer. We have no news on what the killer looks like only that he is a white male somewere in his 20s or 30s. We don’t have alot of infromation on this story yet either. We will keep you updated on this story once more is told to us. All we can suggest is that you don’t take a walk at night, men and women. Back to you Kim.”

Max had been dragged out to the bar by a couple of his friends this friday night, he wasn’t too exctied for it because tonight all he wanted to do was finish up his painting. But his friends were having none of that and he ended up being dragged here. Max didn’t really like going out partying or drinking most of the time but he guessed he could have drink tonight. He was sketching somthing down on a napkin, about to grab his beer and take another sip when he felt like someone was…watching him. He turned his head only to see a man with very dark brown hair, blue eyes and an amazing smile…staring at him with a warm smile. The smile wasn’t creepy nor was the stare for some reason, those blue eyes made the man look soft and gentle and not threating at all. He rasied a brow and smiled back. He rasied his hand a bit as a way to say ‘hello’ to the male.

angelus-cxstiel

HI YES VERY IMPORTANT

UH m im sorry for not putting this under a readmore (ill try to keep it as brief as possible) but its about what i identify as and I would really appreciate it if people who keep up with my blog/me read this and everything !!!

so basically ??? for a while now the name “Max”  hasn’t been working well for me. It just doesn’t really feel like “my name” if you ?? get that. It’s kinda like when people call me by my birth name. I only went with it because when I was initially trying to decide on a more gender neutral/masculine name for myself everyone would always recommend Max, and said I looked like a Max and I felt kinda pushed by so many people saying so and I ended up going with it because of that??? 

BUT IT ISN’T WORKING. 

F or a really really long time I’ve always really liked the name Nico and I was always really comfortable with it (It was always my OC’s name when I would Rp/I would make it screen names and such so I had friends that would call me it and such) and I??/ feel like it will work a lot better than Max has been so I would really really appreciate if people could stop calling me/referring to me as Max and instead use the name Nico !!! 

uhm thank u very much for reading this and also thank you ahead of time for using the name Nico instead ! uwu I really appreciate it 

He inserted a favorite joke from recovery. Two young fish are swimming along and they happen to meet an older fish swimming the other way. The older fish goes by and calls out to them, “Morning, boys, how’s the water?” The younger fish continue side by side for a while and then one stops and says, “What the hell is water?” In other words, it was not hard to be successful in conventional terms; what was hard was to be aware of life as you lived it. “The trick, he underscored, "is keeping the truth up front in daily consciousness.” He continued: “Learning how to think really means learning how to exercise some control over how and what you think. It means being aware enough to choose what you pay attention to and to choose how you construct meaning from experience. Because if you cannot or will not exercise this kind of choice in adult life, you will be totally hosed. Think of the old cliche about the mind being ‘an excellent servant but a terrible master.’”
—  D. T. Max - from Every Love Story is a Ghost Story