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Name: Madeleine (only person who calls me this is my dad thou)

Nickname: Maddie

Birthday: July 19

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Pansexual

Height: 5’7”

Timezone: EST

What Time and date is there: January 25, 2015 22:23

Average hours of sleep: 10, I’m on break~

The last thing I googled was: “chirstchurch nz sushi”

My most used phrase(s): Meh or yeh. I’m so original.

First word that comes to mind: Remember.

What I last said to a family member: ”What’s my most used phrase?”

One place that makes me happy & why: the forest, it’s so quiet and I like the softness of the silence.

How many blankets I sleep under: Sheets and a big fluffy comforter.

Favorite beverage(s): kosher grape juice! sparkling apple cider (if it’s the color of gold it’s going to taste amazing).

The last movie I watched in the cinema: The Hobbit: The Battle of The Five Armies (AKA: lots of crying)

Three things I can‘t live without: hot water, sushi, music.

Something I plan on learning: Japanese.

A piece of advice for all my followers: ahahahahhahaahahahah. Just tell them how you feel.

You all have to listen to this song: Life in Color by One Republic. (Just listen to the whole album it’s gold).

My Blog(s) Titles: bucketgirl, helplostinthetardis. 

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I’m an asshole
Judgmental
Dramatic
Unreasonable
Selfish
Stubborn
Problematic
Horrible

I’m sorry that I can’t do anything right
That I create problems
That it’s all my fault
That I have issues
That I don’t like talking about problems
That I never do what you want me to
Or act like I should.

Yes, I’m the source of the problem
I’m the reason why
I’m the evildoer-er
I’m the deceitful one
I’m the one causing drama
I’m the issue
I’m the untrustworthy one
I’m the one who doesn’t deserve anything.

I’m sorry. It’s all my fault. It’s all me.

Are you happy now? Is that good enough? Can you leave me alone now?

Can I go now?