(please forgive me for a super personal blog)

Wow ._.

I didn't realize my face changed so much.

These are all pictures of me from August:2012- April:2013.

I had just turned 19.

My hair went through some changes.
Along with my facial hair.
Some make-up here and there.
went up a gauge size.

I had finally found myself to be an eccentric and unique individual.

I Draw and Do Photography.
I Make Videos and Play Games.
I Make Electronic Music.

And since I opened myself to the internet;

I felt like I belonged somewhere - A group of outcast.
Outcast with actual working minds and a sense of intellect.

I  actually have Friends.
Ones i talk to almost everyday.
Like an internet Family.

You see - my family doesn't really accept me for me.
i have to adjust to their standards in order for them to “love me completely.”

Their expectations. Their goals.

I can’t dress the way I feel most like myself around them.
I can’t act like myself when they have company.
I can’t do my hair how I like.

Everytime i do - I have to change back or i get imbecilic consequences.

But, I like being different.
I like looking different.

I like being an mixed race male that appears Black by skintone but not the inaccurate, “socially accepted”  stereotype.

Why can’t I be?

I don’t sag my pants.
I don’t disrespect Women.
I don’t bash homosexuals.
I am not in a gang.

I promote individuality.
And I accept everyone as they really are.

I Refuse To judge anyone.
At least not until i know more about them than just their outward appearance.

I just wanted to chronicle some of these photos and vent thoughts i hat at the time.

thank you for taking the time to read. check out those links if you get the time. ^_^