cuz this scene made me cry

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‘That was an awesome red carpet. Did you do it?’

Always the Double-Agent

I’m crying because I knew, as soon as he recycled the “things about me you wouldn’t like” line, I knew he was a good guy here, infiltrating Hydra.

But even more than that they made it about him protecting Skye, cuz she’s InHuman. And I think about how much of a role he played in her becoming that in S2 and how everything went wrong.

But how even if he’s “always the double agent” as Jemma said, one thing remains the same, his feelings for Skye.

And I’m crying cuz she didn’t have to have that scene in the garage with him where she apologized to him, and told him her real name, unless she’s connecting with him again, and he’ll just end up getting left behind in the Framework, and damn I knew this was gonna be a wicked cruel piece of Skyeward they’re giving us but I just can’t help but appreciate the fact that, in the Framework, they’re on the same side, working together, and I just really wish we could have this for good, bring Ward back with them somehow.

Though I know with this show hope means nothing, and I’ll just get heartbroken again, but bring it on, cuz I love Skyeward, no matter what they do or say.

2AM AkuRoku rambles.

So i was rewatching KH cutscenes because i’m a masochist who likes heartbreak before bedtime, and the one detail about Axel and Roxas’ farewell that continues to bug the stickler-for-detail in me is where Axel’s tear landed.

All of y’all should know exactly what i’m talking about. the entire damn scene ends with this single, shiny, i-can’t-love-cuz-i-don’t-have-a-goddamn-heart teardrop landing on the ledge, while every other crying scene in the entirety of the series has never gone in to that amount of detail–it’s always just the tear streaming down their face (except for Terra crying over Eraqus, but his tears actually made sense when it landed on the floor)

So why and how did it land on the tower ledge if Axel and Roxas had been sitting the way they were? it should have landed on his coat, or his hand.

The way he’s positioned below, you know he’s leaning towards Roxas at this point, and fair enough, because he’s saying the most emotional, totally-platonic goodbye to his best friend.

So why did his lone tear land on the ledge like this? And if you notice the relief on the wall in the back, and compare it to the wide angle image of where they’re sitting, it would indicate Axel had moved/leaned his body a lot further towards Roxas than where he’s originally positioned. That said, the relative size of the relief is strangely shrunken compared to the wide angle–why was it necessary for them to put in the wall detail like that when the focus isn’t on it at all? I find it very unsatisfactory for this just to be a “oooOOoohhh it’s just setting the mood and all symbolic and shit and it’s just supposed to be a meaningful teardrop and the background’s not important, it’s for composition probably, and there’s nothing else to say other than Axel cried ’cause his just-friends friend is gonnnne~~~~”

Bullshit. if they wanted composition they would have centered the entire goddamn thing. They purposely wanted to indicate specifically where the tear landed, and that Axel, after giving his farewell, had shifted his position to lean in closer to his bestest buddy, and to probably-maybe-definitely kiss Roxas. And they remained like that until both Roxas (and/or Axel’s) form disappeared and all that remained were the goddamn tears that kept flowing down Axel’s face.

Fact.

i’m going to bed now bye.

Thoughts I Had Watching Fantastic Beasts (SPOILERS duh)

 - THERE’S THE LOGO I’M SCREAMING

- THAT’S HEDWIG’S THEME NO I CRY

- ooo pretty house

- whoops just kidding grindelwald just killed like five wizards with one spell

- DRAMATIC NEWSPAPER CLIPPINGS MONTAGE

- wait for it

- waittttt forrrr ittttttt

- THERE HE IS IN ALL HIS AWKWARD GLORY, MR. NEWT SCAMANDER

- everyone is so boring and drab and then there’s little Newton, acting SO casual in his bright ass vest and coat and whispering to his case while smiling like what a smol bean

- I love how when newt talks to any human being that he hasn’t made acquaintances with yet he just gets this, “i just set my soul on fire” look in his eyes

- graves and grindelwald have the same haircut… is that gonna be important? nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

- shit that force just ruined the street. do you know how fucking long it could have taken them to build that street. what an inconsiderate murderous force

- newt is so in awe of the “burn the witches” cult meeting im so dead

- tina is like, “bitch let me eat my fucking hot dog in peace why everyone touching me”

- credence is sketchy AS FUCK, but he’s ezra miller, so new aesthetic

- little jacob just casually picks up glittery and sketchy ass egg and puts it in pocket

- “what do you have for collateral?” *dramatically gestures to case full of baked goods* LITERALLY ME TOO JACOB

- “Mr. English Guy” just decides to fricking magic this no-maj jacob down this fucking open ass hallway where people could TOTALLY see you, and then apparates him down to the vaults for added measure, and allows him to watch an occamy hatching, like what the hell newt, do you even understand what the word law means. 

- “get off my money you fluffy haired green bean, a diamond is a niffler’s best friend you bitch”

- i love how newt is so unknowing of a human beings common sense and thinks a no-maj like jacob is gonna wait to have something done to him that newt promises, “won’t hurt a bit” like newt you dumb ass, of course you just got smacked with a case in a back alley

- tina pulling out her badge like, “burt macklin, FBI”

- ooooooo tina got yelled at by the president

- oooooooo the paper mice just had a bitch fight

- OH SHIT THE CASES GOT SWITCHED oh wait i already knew that was gonna happen… BUT IT”S STILL EXCITING

- WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT PINK ASS NOODLE SHIT THAT JUST BIT JACOB

- newt looks so uncomfortable when he says “flames out of his anus” but if that was me i wouldve been like, “he would be sharting out fire”

- i want someone to look at me like jacob looks at queenie

- all this lovey dovey shit happening at the sides of the dinner table, and then on the ends, tina and newt are just dead eying each other like they’re silently whispering, “i don’t like you, you fucked up my illegal creature smuggle, and my perfectly good hot dog enjoyment”

- jacobs little scream when newt goes in the case cry if you agree

- “What’s this” from nightmare before christmas starts to play as jacob and newt break into dramatic ballet routine 

- FRANK. THE BAD ASS THUNDERBIRD IS NAMED FRANK. WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED NEWT NAMED HIM FRANK.

- wasn’t this where there was supposed to be a shirtless scene…….. 

- “the wilds of arizona” hahahahahahahahaha wut

- HEY A GRINDELOW

- WhAt ThE fUcK iS iN tHaT fLoAtInG dEaTh BuBbLe

- i want to touch the floating death bubble

- “but we made them cocoa” awwww queenie

- niffler be like, “MANNEQUIN CHALLENGE”

- newt’s little, “wtf you dumb dumb I can clearly fucking see you” face is MY LIFE

- that senator should not have called Credence a freak, cuz like I love Credence, he needs some chocolate and therapy

- new new aesthetic: newt’s mating dance and ass shake

- jacob is like I can’t do this shit why the fuck is this horny ass thing making my hiding tree explode

- tina why tHe FuCk 

- hey the ass hole senator

- OH SHIT HE’S DEAD OH FUCK

- tina, no no no no no…….damn it

-jacob comes zooming out of this case all like “hahaha newt and I are besties…. oh shit im not supposed to be here”

- NEWT IS BEING DRAGGED TO A JAIL CELL AND ALL HIS CINNAMON ROLL ASS CAN THINK TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF HIS FUCKING LUNGS IS, “don’t hurt my creatures!!!!!!1!!!1!!!!!!” I CRY

- damn obscurials are no fucking joke SO WHY THE FUCK IS THERE A WIZARDING PUBLISHING COMPANY NAMED AFTER THEM

- AMERICAN WIZARDS HAVE A DEATH SENTENCE, I REPEAT, AMERICAN WIZARDS HAVE A SCARY ASS WEIRD METALLIC FIRE POOL DEATH SENTENCE

- queenie such a bamf she like, “imma use my femininity to trick this stupid head into letting me smuggle out my sister and these two rapscallions”

- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT KINDA NAME IS NARLAK *slowly realizes that the name shouldn’t be that funny, and it isn’t even the weirdest one in the wizarding world* *proceeds to shut up*

- wHy ThE hElL aRe NaRlAk’S fInGeRs LiKe ThAt LiKe ShIt Da FuCk WrOnG wIt ChU

- when you realize that newt has openly cried like two times and try not to see his heart break when he gives little Pickett away and you thank JK Rowling for making a hufflepuff hero that doesn’t give A SHIT about gender stereotypes and what other people define as “masculinity”

- haha fucker Pickett’s back

- snake bird goes into tea pot, demiguise escapes again because WE NEVER SAW NEWT PUT IT BACK BUT THEN IT’S MAGICALLY THERE DA FUCK

- “she’s a taker, you need a giver” says queenie while dancing around her sister and throwing glitter into the air as a “PICK TINA” sign drops from the sky 

- thunderbird is like “FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUT, NO THANKS”

- OH SHIT CREDENCE IS THE OBSCURUS I PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE SEEN THAT COMING BUT I TOTALLY FUCKING DIDN’T

- Credence wrecks buildings

- Credence wrecks subway

- Graves is a dickweed

- Newt is a cinnamon roll

- Tina is a bamf

- SHIT NO YOU AURORS DONT YOU DARE

- what did i fucking say do you have no ears

- did graves just take on like fifty people by himself thats hella sketch

- swooping evil can apparently make handcuffs

- andddddd I was right to be sketched out by graves suddenly being able to battle so many people because, well, he grindewald and doesn’t give a fuck

- “will we die, just a little?” WTF DOES THAT MEAN JOHNNY DEPP

- apparently swooping evil when put into a thunderbird made rain storm will erase people’s memories all Men in Black style

- NO JACOB, HOW DARE YOU 

- yes queenie, you kiss him because he loves you and you love him and this is worse than the notebook cuz its harry potter and the notebook mixed together in one scene and I cry at harry potter everyday almost as much as I cried at the notebook

- GOD HE LOVES HER, HE LOOKS SO ADORABLY CLUELESS

- “i wouldn’t want anyone else investigating me” #newt trying to flirt and failing adorably

- new new new aesthetic: when newt brushes that little piece of hair out of tina’s face and she gently touches it after

- “would you mind if I brought a copy to you in person?” “I would like that very much.” *SCREAMS FOREVER*

- that moment when newt stops as if he wants to turn back and say something, but he keeps going, and you’re just chanting “OTP OTP OTP OTP” while dancing in a circle

- okay, so jacob remembers some shit because he makes his baked goods into the shapes of the creatures so please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

- CODE PINK CODE PINK QUEENIE IS IN THE FUCKING BUILDING LOOKING BEAUTIFUL AS EVER

- Jacob touches his murtlap bite and gives the CUTEST little half smile because he’s just like, “huh”

- AND THEN IT ENDS

- AND I CLAP UNTIL MY HANDS FALL OFF

- BECAUSE ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS FANTASTIC BEASTS MERCH